I took a deep breath and said, “Yeah, I am.” Not only was I answering Jason’s question about walking into the private dinner room but I was also answering him for the secrets he was going to tell me eventually. I knew that nothing could keep us apart when we had to work so hard to get together in the first place. They were just bumps along the long and winding road now.

Putting an arm over my shoulder we walked in and the room went from chatter and banter to complete silence in a matter of seconds. Everybody’s eyes were on both Jason and I and they all had the same look of confusion which quickly turned into excitement for the both of us.

Both Jason and I turned to look at one another at the same time and then I heard Sarah yell, “Well, kiss her already!”

Without taking his eyes off of me he said, “With pleasure,” and I knew there was a double meaning for later tonight.

He instantly picked me up by the hips and I wrapped my arms and legs around him just on instinct. I tried to lean in to kiss him but he had a hand on my lower back holding me up and the other was in my hair. He was holding onto my hair controlling when he was going to kiss me and I started to laugh because we would get closer and closer but then he would pull back and I could hear groans coming from everybody. I thought they were going to explode but then Jason crushed his mouth to mine and swiped his tongue along my lower lip.

By the end of our kiss I was dizzy and unbelievably wet but before Jason put me down he situated me so I could feel just how hard he was for me and I giggled.

Before setting me down on my feet he said, “That’s how you make me feel Ash and I can’t wait to make you come and scream my name later from just how hard I’ll be fucking you.”

To be honest I just wanted to leave the dinner and go back to the hotel so we could get to this fucking sooner but Jason must have read my mind because he whispered in my ear, “All in good time Ash,” and then kissed me on the cheek.

The dinner was amazing because it was a room filled with love and adoration for one another. Sarah and Gabe were getting married, Maddox and Isabelle were engaged, Jason and I were dating and Jade was majorly hitting on our waiter. Derrick and Patrick were also there but because I hadn’t told Jason my secret they had to keep quiet about their relationship so they would give each other stolen glances and light brushes of fingertips underneath the table.

The speeches people gave were my favorite part because they were filled with love and laughter, especially Maddox’s to both Sarah and Gabe:

“Sarah, you and I have been friends for as long as I can remember. We have grown up together and we have been through a lot. Love. Loss. Laughter. While I am humbled to be able to walk you down the aisle tomorrow I can tell you that while your dad may not be there physically, I have no doubt he will be their spiritually along with the rest of us in this room with tears in our eyes and smiles on our faces.”

Winking at Sarah, Maddox turned his attention to Gabe, “To you Gabe, you are my best friend and I was thrilled the day you walked up to Sarah and asked for her to cheer you on. I knew that you guys would last forever and I can tell you that if Sarah’s dad were here he would be saying those words to you as well. Finally, to the both of you: May your life together be filled with lots of love and zero regrets. Cheers everybody!”

The look on Sarah and Gabe’s faces were priceless. You could tell that the friendships that Sarah and Maddox, as well as Gabe and Maddox shared were extremely special.

As soon as dinner was over I thought Jason would drag me out of the restaurant but he wrapped my hand in his and smiled down at me and said, “I love you Ashlynn.”

I’m not sure if the tears in my eyes were still from the speeches but when I closed my eyes a tear fell down my face. When I opened my eyes I saw Jason looking at me and the look wasn’t of desire and passion but one of sincerity and almost like he was seeing me for the first time. I couldn’t take it any longer and needed his lips on mine so I wrapped my arms around his neck and stood on my tiptoes.

Before I said, “I love you too,” I kissed him and showed him just much I did love him.

The car ride back to the hotel was filled with complete silence, sexual silence. It was mainly silent because Jade said she would get a ride home later after she rode our waiter for the evening. Once we let ourselves into the room Jason and I were on one another. I was ripping his shirt off him and he was pulling my dress up and over my head. With clothes falling to the floor all I had on were my wedges, bra, and thong.

I started to step towards Jason but while unbuckling the belt on his pants he said, “Are you wet, Ash?”

I nodded because I could feel the wetness on my upper thighs so I nodded my head.

Jason shook his head and said, “Are you wet, Ash?”

Not taking my eyes off his I said, “Yes Jason, I’m wet.”

He shook his head again and said, “How do you know you’re wet?”

Again not taking my eyes away from him I placed my hand in my panties and started making circles around my clit and said, “I can feel how wet I am.”

I saw Jason’s Adam’s apple move up and down and while he took his pants off he said, “Touch yourself, baby.”

I thought doing this would be a little weird but when Jason stood up he started stroking himself and my mouth fell open. I never realized how sexual and hot it would be watching a guy stroke himself looking at you. I saw some pre-cum gather at the tip of his cock and I knew he wouldn’t last long which was totally fine with me because I knew with maybe a stroke or two and I would fall over the edge.

Releasing his grip on his cock in a husky voice Jason said, “I want you to bend over the bed and move your legs apart.”

I couldn’t do something as simple as nod my head so I took my hand out of my panties and walked over to the bed but heard Jason say from behind me, “Keep touching yourself, Ash.”

Reluctantly I placed my hand in my thong and rubbed slow circles again. I just couldn’t take it any longer and needed Jason to be inside of me.

Bending over the bed I heard Jason’s footsteps coming up from behind me and my heart was beating so fast. I couldn’t wait for him to be inside of me. He stopped right behind me and I could feel his hard cock up against my ass. He gave my ass a little slap and then said, “Spread your legs wider Ash, and lift your hips.”

I did so willingly and before I knew it Jason was ripping my thong from me and slamming right into me.

He moved all the way out and said, “Does that feel good Ash?”

I just moaned my answer and heard Jason chuckle behind me and then he said, “What about this?” He pushed all the way inside of me and had this steady rhythm going where he swayed his hips. The first was amazing but the second was …

Fucking alarming,

Fucking breathing,

Motherfucking astounding!

I couldn’t even warn him before I was coming and Jason thrust into me over and over again and rode my orgasm out. Somewhere along the way he had unclasped my bra and started pulling and rolling my nipples in his hands. My legs started to shake from just how powerful the orgasm was and Jason instantly wrapped an arm around my middle to hold me up. When I was able to gather myself I pushed back against him and met him thrust for thrust.

Between grunts Jason said, “Ash, I’m gonna fucking come,” and I felt an orgasm quickly building.

There was something about Jason telling me he was going to come inside me that was overwhelming. I pushed back against him two more times and when I screamed, “JASON,” he roared, “ASHLYNN!”

Catching our breath we both fell onto the bed on our backs looking up at the ceiling. I was about to turn over and look at Jason when the telephone rang.

The phone was right next to Jason and without taking his eyes off the ceiling he grabbed the phone and breathlessly said, “Hello?”

I wondered who was calling us but then I heard Jason say, “I apologize. We’ll keep it down,” and then he hung up.

I already knew what it was and just started laughing when Jason turned on his side and said, “The manager called and said they were getting noise complaints about this room.”

Shaking his head he said, “Fuck Ashlynn, what are you doing to me?”

I slowly sat up and unclasped the wedges I was still wearing and dropped them onto the floor. I was thinking about just lying back down on the bed but decided to seductively turn around and with a twinkle in my eye I reached a hand out to touch Jason’s cock. I knew he wasn’t prepared because his eyes were still closed and I heard him take a deep breath in. I placed a leg on either side of him and slowly moved my hand up and down him waiting for him to get hard in my hand.

I tortured him just like he’d tortured me only minutes ago. Jason started playing with my nipples which only made me more aroused than I already was. He started thrusting into my hand and I let out a little giggle.

He looked up at me and said, “Something funny?”

I just cocked my head to the side and said, “Payback’s a bitch, don’t you think?”

His eyes got wide and said, “You little sneak.”

As soon as those words left his mouth I leaned and whispered against his ear, “Let’s really give ‘em something to complain about Jason,” and lifting my hips I slammed right down onto him.

He made this groaning, guttural sound and yelled, “FUCK,” at the top of his lungs. Placing my hands on the headboard I moved up and down him quickly.

I never took my eyes off Jason the whole time I bounced up and down on him. I was moving up and down so fast that the bed began to creak and the headboard was slamming against the wall. Four strokes in and I could feel I was going to burst.

Gasping for air I wailed, “I’m coming Jason,” and he started moving his hips up and down and then came inside me and growled, “I love you Ashlynn!”

I fell onto his sweaty chest while Jason rubbed up and down my back soothing me. My eyes were beginning to close when the phone rang again and this time I picked it up.

“Hello?”

“Um, yes, this is management aga-”

I just cut them off and said, “I know. I’m sorry about the noise complaints. We’re done now,” and hung up.

Jason’s chest was vibrating from laughing so hard and he said, “Really?” I couldn’t do anything but laugh at us receiving noise complaints because of our phenomenal sex.

After catching my breath I slid off him and laid down on my side looking at how beautiful he was. Jason sat up in bed and pulled the covers over us and laid down on his side staring at me. No words needed to be said in that moment because with just a look we could tell one another that we both loved each other.

I only closed my eyes for a minute but next thing I knew my alarm was going off the following morning.

Rolling over in bed I saw Jason staring back at me and I giggled. He nudged me onto my back and said, “How are you feeling today?” I started to move around and realized I was actually pretty sore from last night. He must have seen from the way I moved my body because he said, “I’m sorry; I just kind of lost control last night with you.”

I just laughed and said, “Jason, I’m not made of glass. You’re not going to break me. Yes, I’m sore but I enjoyed last night if you couldn’t tell. Plus every time I move my body today images of last night will be coming across in my mind and I’ll have a smile plastered to my face because of it.”

With that explanation Jason kissed me on the lips and then carried me into the bathroom where he washed me as I sat on the built in seat. I told him it wasn’t necessary but he just shook it off and said he wanted to take care of me.

Being a girl I couldn’t help but think because we were going to a wedding today and the way he looked at me and said, “I want to take care of you Ashlynn,” had me thinking that not only did he want to take care of me in the shower but maybe in life as well. But while I wanted to believe him I knew that he wasn’t telling me everything and I wanted to know why.

He must have sensed the hesitation on my face because he said, “I’ll tell you later Ashlynn but right now I want to enjoy our time together.”

His words scared me and I didn’t know what to think and I hated that this had to happen on a day where our friends were getting married.

While Sarah and Gabe were standing before God and their friends and family announcing their love for one another my heart was sinking because I was petrified at what Jason would have to tell me. I had a feeling it would be something to do with his dad or mom. Maybe even the both of them.