Donnigan was pleased to see that the girl looked a bit healthier. She had been so pale, so weary, so frail, the first time he had set eyes on her. Already she seemed to be feeling much better, breathing in the fresh prairie air more deeply. Donnigan was glad for that. But he would be so glad when they were really partners. When Kathleen would look to him for companionship. For support. With all his heart he longed to give her more than a roof over her head, food at his table, the sharing of his bed at night.

His knife took a deeper cut than he had intended. His frustrations were showing in the work of his hands.

Donnigan hoped that his sigh did not reach the ears of Kathleen. Or if it did, that she wouldn’t understand its meaning.

* * *

Kathleen sat on Erma’s green and gold brocaded sofa and sipped tea. They had made it a habit to take tea together whenever Kathleen had a few extra minutes while in town.

“You are looking stronger, Kathleen—more—more robust,” Erma observed.

Kathleen looked down at herself. Yes, she admitted, perhaps she was. Wasn’t that one thing that had brought her to town? All her old dresses were getting too tight.

“I certainly feel better, I have to admit. I guess it’s the fresh prairie air.” She smiled at Erma.

“Or Donnigan,” said Erma with a giggle.

Kathleen flushed. She had been Donnigan’s wife for three months but she still blushed. For some strange reason she still felt like an imposter. A housekeeper.

“Do you ever get lonesome for home?” Erma surprised Kathleen by asking, and there was just the hint of sadness in her voice.

Kathleen thought about her answer. How much should she share? At last she nodded her head briefly. “Perhaps—just a bit—at times,” she admitted, hoping that she wasn’t giving anything away. Then she quickly added, “I guess that’s natural enough.”

“I guess,” said Erma.

They both lifted their cups for another sip, then replaced them on the saucers.

“Do you?” asked Kathleen even though she felt she already knew the answer.

“A bit—at times,” replied Erma.

Another sip of their tea.

“I suppose it’s—it’s because Lucas is so dreadfully busy,” said Erma, then hastened as if to cover her confession. “I—mean—he is wonderful—just wonderful to me. I have everything—everything that I could possibly want. But he is so busy. He’s such an important man. Why, he owns most of the town and he is so careful that everything be run—properly. I can’t even imagine having so many things on my mind all at one time.”

Kathleen nodded her head in support of Erma’s claim. Everyone knew it for the truth.

“But he is so busy,” Erma went on, her tone rather downcast. “He leaves long before I am up and doesn’t come home some nights until I have fallen to sleep in my chair.”

“What do you do with all your time?” asked Kathleen. Then quickly amended, “Not that you have spare time the way you keep things so spotlessly clean and—”

“Oh, I don’t clean,” explained Erma quickly. “The maid cleans—and the kitchen sends up our meals. If Lucas is too late, he sometimes stops at the dining room so he won’t disturb me. He’s very thoughtful, Lucas is.” Erma gave Kathleen a forced smile.

“I would rather like to—to help out at the church or—or teach small children—or something—but Lucas says that wouldn’t really be fitting,” Erma went on thoughtfully.

She placed her cup and saucer on the delicate table by the sofa and smoothed imaginary wrinkles from her skirts. Then she looked up brightly. “Lucas says that my days will be more than full—once we have family,” she said and color stained her cheeks.

“You are—are—?”

“I’m not sure—quite yet. But we do hope so. Lucas is so anxious for a son and I—well, I can hardly wait for a baby to—to help—” She stopped and toyed with the expensive looking rings on her fingers.

“I can hardly wait,” she repeated with a little laugh, then rang for a maid to remove the tea things.

* * *

Donnigan hardly recognized Wallis when he met him on the street. The man was trimmed and pressed and polished until he shone.

“Well, aren’t you looking fancy,” Donnigan could not help but tease.

Wallis responded with a broad grin.

“And look at this,” he invited showing his belt size. “I put on six pounds since she’s been here.”

“Must be a good cook,” observed Donnigan. It was a known fact that Wallis hadn’t been eating right for years.

“Good cook,” said Wallis, nodding his head to emphasize the words. “Mighty good cook. Good at everything, that woman is. And can she work! Hey, I tell you that I never in my life seen anyone whip things into shape faster.”

Donnigan reached out a hand and slapped his neighbor on the back. It was wonderful to see the man so happy.

“Haven’t seen much of you lately,” Donnigan observed. “Why don’t you and Risa drop around for coffee?”

Wallis frowned slightly. “She ain’t much for visitin’,” he observed. “Oh, not thet she isn’t friendly or all thet—it’s just thet we got so much to do to catch up—to git the place in shape. We’ll have time fer visitin’ later on.”

Donnigan nodded.

“You really outta stop by and see fer yerself how she’s fixed up the place,” said Wallis. “Ya wouldn’t know it was the same cabin. Sure looks good. Sure does look good.”

Again Donnigan nodded. He secretly wished that Kathleen had shown a bit more interest in fixing up their place; but if she was content with it as it was, why shouldn’t he be?

A sharp whistle rent the air. Wallis spun on his heel and then turned back to Donnigan. “That’s Risa. She’s finished her shoppin’. She’ll be wantin’ to go.” He turned, then said back over his shoulder, “That’s the way she calls me.” He grinned as though it was awfully cute to be summoned in such a way.

Chapter Thirteen

The Tempest


Kathleen lifted her head in surprise.

“I think I could put a lift on your shoe,” Donnigan was saying.

The evenings were too cold now to sit out on the porch. Donnigan had brought his whittling indoors to the warm kitchen.

“A lift?” asked Kathleen.

“By building up the one shoe, the shorter leg would gain length. You wouldn’t need to limp.”

There, the truth was out. He was embarrassed about her limp.

“I worry about your spine,” he went on simply. “I’m afraid the limp is hard on it.”

Kathleen nodded mutely. Her back often ached so badly at night that she couldn’t sleep. Could Donnigan be right?

“Do you mind if I try?” asked Donnigan.

Kathleen shook her head. She still wasn’t sure if she should be thankful or offended.

Donnigan laid aside his whittling and crossed to where Kathleen sat near the stove.

“Let me see,” said Donnigan. “Let me look at your boot.”

Kathleen extended her legs, lifting her long skirts slightly as Donnigan knelt before her and carefully examined each foot.

“Now stand,” said Donnigan. “Let’s see how much—”

Kathleen obediently stood.

“Just as I thought,” mused Donnigan as though to himself. “Not much at all—but it could make a real difference to your spine.”

Donnigan worked many evenings before he was satisfied with the result. At last the boots were given to Kathleen for her to try.

At first the wooden lift made her foot feel clumsy and heavy, but Kathleen was surprised at how quickly she adjusted. Soon she was scurrying about the farm with scarcely a limp at all.

* * *

Kathleen stood at the kitchen window and stared balefully at the mounds of drifting snow. She had never heard such mournful wind, felt such bitter chill as with this early winter storm. Donnigan piled firewood almost to the ceiling of the cabin in his effort to keep her from shivering.

“You need warmer clothes,” he told her, fussing over her again. “You’re welcome to my flannel shirts, but I think you’d be swallowed up in them,” he added, surveying her tiny form.

“As soon as the storm breaks, I’ll head for town and look for some warm things for you,” he told her. Kathleen shivered again, this time not just from the cold. Now he felt he had to dress her.

“At least put on a pair of my heavy wool socks,” Donnigan invited as he stuffed more wood into the fire. “Helps a good deal if one’s feet are warm.”

Kathleen made a face behind his back, bit back her temper, and went to the bedroom to comply. She was committed to this marriage. She would not make a scene.

She hated to admit it, but the socks did help considerably. She even managed to stop her shivering.

What made her the most angry about the storm was that she was cooped up indoors after finally being given Donnigan’s permission to ride. After many hours of gentling the brown mare, he had decided that she was ready for Kathleen—within reason. Kathleen was not to ride alone, not to ride the canyon trails south of the pasture, not to allow the mare her head. Kathleen inwardly chaffed over all the restrictions, but she did not argue. She did not wish the privilege to be retracted.

“I thought you might like to name her,” Donnigan had said as he presented the reins to Kathleen for the first time.

“You haven’t named her yet?” Kathleen asked in surprise.

Donnigan nodded. “I did,” he replied, “but my names are never too fancy.”

Kathleen had thought of the big black stallion. She certainly would have named him something different than Black had she been doing the choosing, so she nodded in silent agreement.

Kathleen ran her hand over the smooth nose of the mare and along the shiny neck. “Make friends with her,” Donnigan advised, “but let her know who’s boss.”

It wouldn’t be hard for Kathleen to make friends. She already loved the mare.

Kathleen had named her new mount Shee. “It means elf. My father used to tell me stories about them,” she explained to Donnigan. If he had thought it a strange name for a horse, he had not said so.

They had gone for one ride. The day had been sunny but brisk. They both knew that winter was already rapping gently on Nature’s door and would soon make entrance into their world. Kathleen longed to hold it back. She hated the thought of being confined to the cabin at the very time she had been given access to the trails of Donnigan’s farmlands.

One ride together—one glorious ride, and then the storm had come and shut her in.

Kathleen turned her back to the window and winter. She didn’t want to acknowledge the storm. Because of it she was stuck in the cabin being Donnigan’s little girl again. She had hoped that the freedom she felt on the horse’s back would help her to feel more like an adult, would help Donnigan see her as an adult.

* * *

When the storm’s fury had broken, Donnigan went to town. It was still too cold for Kathleen to endure a trip on the cold wagon seat, he told her. Once she had warmer clothes they would go to town together.

In her agitation, Kathleen paced the kitchen, stopping occasionally to shove split logs into the fire with more force than necessary. It was a long day. She thought about going to the barn and saddling Shee for a ride but decided it would be better not to. Donnigan had handled the saddling chores. Kathleen wasn’t quite sure if she could do it right.

“I need to watch what he does so I can do it for myself,” she determined and paced the floor some more.

“I can at least go to the barn,” she finally decided. The horses seemed pleased to see her. She stroked the brown neck of Shee and tried the curry a bit. She even dared to lean across the manger and rub the black’s nose. He snorted and jerked his head, and Kathleen jumped back so quickly that she bumped her head on a support pole.

She decided to give the horses a treat of oats. Just then she heard the rumble of the wagon in the yard. Donnigan was home. She supposed that she should be excited about new clothes. At least curious about what a man would pick. But Kathleen was not. She would have preferred to do her own choosing.

So Kathleen deliberately stalled, slowly scooping oats from the sack nearby and dumping them in the manger bin. The horses snorted and plunged in their noses. Kathleen smiled to herself. She added scoop after scoop until the bins were full. When she could fit no more to the generous helping, she idly tossed the scoop back toward the sack and took her time leaving the barn.