Susan Johnson - Again and Again

His smile was beatific. “After,” he said. “Now, open your presents,” he added because he wished to avoid any further argument. “Two of them go with your ring.”

She opened her mouth to speak, but he held out a package. “See if it fits.”

It was a very tiny package. If it was clothes, she was in trouble. When she ripped off the paper, she found stunning ruby earrings that matched her ring. Large tear-shaped pendants were suspended from square cut rubies, the whole surrounded by brilliant diamonds. “Oh!” she breathed, awestruck.

“You had ruby earrings years ago.”

“But not like this!” Hers had been modest, a gift from her grandmother.

“Here,” he said, offering her another box.

And so it went, each item of jewelry more magnificent than the last until she had a queen’s ransom in jewels spread out on the table before her.

“You were much too extravagant, Simon. I feel guilty.”

“Nonsense. My duchess should have her own jewels. The Hargreave lot is an old-fashioned jumble. And I doubt you’d want to fight my mother for them.”

“So Isabella hasn’t relinquished control of the property?”

“Not if she can help it. She feels that she earned every hectare of land and every scrap of plate after living with my father for a quarter century.”

“Is she still at Monkshood then?”

He shook his head. “I drove her out with my disreputable friends arriving day and night. But I fear she took the plate and jewels and anything else she fancied. The dowager house is crammed to the rafters. I hope you don’t mind?”

“You saw what I had. A satchel, no more. I don’t require much.”

He smiled. “Only me.”

“Exclusively if you please.”

“I still have three hands of cards between me and the shackles of matrimony.”

“Do I have that option as well?”

“I don’t want to fight,” he murmured.

“Ah.”

“Don’t say ah like that. You know what the world’s like.”

“I do. Once I’ve given you an heir, I’m free to take a lover.”

He scowled, but he held his tongue. He wanted to be married before he took issue with that statement. Quickly coming to his feet, he said, “I’ll have a maid help you dress.” He put a hand to his cheek and rubbed his stubble. “I’ll wash up and meet you in the chapel.”

Biting her bottom lip, she looked at him dubiously. “Are you sure?”

He’d never been so sure in his life. “Yes,” he said, but on some other level-one that didn’t take into account insatiable sexual desire-his certainty was less intelligible. Aware his tone recorded that constraint, he quickly smiled. “I’m very sure. Don’t keep me waiting too long.”

The small chapel was decorated with garlands and festoons of evergreen boughs and holly. Since the Viscount Manley had been unable to heat his conservatory, his flowering plants had succumbed to the cold, but in place of their color, the servants had lit great masses of candles-on Gore’s suggestion and thanks to the generosity of the duke’s bank draft. A wedding banquet, fit for a king had been prepared as well… on very short notice, the chef had bewailed. But with his reputation at stake, he’d come up to the mark with aplomb and the help of several bottles of the duke’s brandy that had arrived to supplement the viscount’s depleted cellar.

The chef was very drunk at the moment, but his sous chef-Viscount Manley had lived well beyond his means-was still able to function semicoherendy. When he ceased to perform his duties, Mrs. Hopper would step in and take charge. Had she not for years, before the viscount had come into the title and begun to put on airs?

In the meantime, Mrs. Hopper and Eaton were hovering in the chapel wings, waiting for the ceremony to begin. The duke had specifically detailed the order of the events and Mrs. Hopper was to play the organ for the processional. The duke hadn’t charged her personally, but he had sent directions to hire an organist, and she was better than the choir director at Ainsley who played for all the local occasions and charged too much for his rather mediocre skills.

She’d worn her best lavender silk for the occasion.

The duke arrived first, looking so handsome she found herself dazzled at an age when she should have been much beyond such foolishness. She stammered rather awkwardly, particularly when he complimented her on her gown. He was really astonishingly amiable for a man of such consequence. He thanked both her husband and her for all they’d done on such short notice. And with a bow-imagine a bow from a duke-he’d taken his leave and was now at the altar speaking to the parson he’d brought with him.

Suddenly a maid came running up and Mrs. Hopper knew it was time. While the maid spoke to the duke, she moved to the organ, seated herself and glanced back to the chapel entrance.

While the duke waited and Mrs. Hopper kept her eyes trained on the entrance, Caroline was standing utterly still midway down the corridor leading to the chapel, frightened to death.

Wasn’t it the groom who was supposed to be indecisive and wavering? she reflected.

Wasn’t the bride the one looking forward to the thrill of wedded bliss?

Didn’t she care for Simon? Hadn’t she always? All right, all right… Hadn’t she loved him even when she didn’t want to love him?

So what was the problem?

Why did it seem as though her feet were glued to the floor?

She touched the rubies at her ears and throat and wrist, smoothed her palms over her gown of priceless lace and cloth of gold. The veil itself would have kept her in funds for a decade. Why wasn’t she mercenary enough to move forward for the prospect of her ducal wardrobe and jewelry alone?

Mrs. Hopper finally twisted around completely on the organ bench and sent her husband a searching glance. He only shrugged, as ignorant as she of the reason for the delay.

Not a patient man, very shortly, the duke strode back down the aisle, shoved open the chapel doors and disappeared into the hallway.

He found Caroline fixed in place, unable to move, racked with fear and doubt.

He bent low. “What’s wrong?” He spoke very softly because she was ashen.

“I don’t know.”

“Are you ill?”

She shook her head.

“Does something hurt?”

She shook her head again.

“The gown is fine?”

A mute nod this time.

“Do you want to keep the rubies?”

Her eyes flared wide at the oddity of his question.

“Because I come with the rubies,” he asserted, his smile roguish.

“Possession is nine-tenths of the law,” she whispered.

“But I’m bigger than you.”

She smiled at the familiar phrase, felt the tenseness drain from her body. He’d always been bigger and stronger and… curiously protective of the little girl who had tagged after him in all his boyhood games. Until suddenly, he became the one waiting for her-like now. “I suppose that’s as good a reason as any to marry,” she said softly.

Not any worse than your last one, he wanted to say, but he was in excellent humor and grinned instead. “Darling, admit, ours is a match made in heaven or perhaps more likely on some pagan Elysian Fields, knowing us. And if I’m bigger than you, you can scream louder than me, so we’re even there.” Taking her hand, he placed it on his forearm. “Everything’s going to be fine, darling,” he said, deliberately keeping his tone soothing. She still looked skittish. “Why don’t we walk down the aisle together? Or I could carry you?”

She shook her head vigorously. “You’ll wrinkle my gown.”

He supposed this wasn’t the time to mention her gown would be in a heap on the floor before long. “I wouldn’t want to do that,” he said, gently patting her hand. “Did I tell you Mrs. Hopper will be playing the organ?”

He spoke of ordinary things as they moved down the corridor to the chapel, wishing to distract her thoughts from whatever was alarming her. When they reached the chapel doors, he shoved them open without hesitating, and walked in before she had an opportunity to balk.

Catching sight of the duke and his bride, Mrs. Hopper spun around on the organ bench and struck the keys with a flourish. The powerful, full-toned chords burst forth, thundering through the small chapel, rising up into the soaring cupola in crashing waves, charming the nervous bride who found Mrs. Hopper’s rustic fervor enchanting.

“The music’s very nice,” Caroline whispered, smiling up at Simon.

He looked mildly afflicted. “I’m sorry I didn’t have time to bring in an orchestra.”

“Does she sing?”

His brows rose briefly. “I certainly hope not.”

They were almost to the altar where Aubrey, clothed in his bishop’s robes, was looking dauntingly officious.

Caroline came to a stop, causing Simon a moment of panic. “Are you happy?” Her bottom lip quivered. “Tell me we’re doing the right thing- that you’re happy.”

He gazed down on the woman he’d known all his life, the woman he thought he’d lost forever, the one with his rubies swinging from her ears. “I’ve never been happier,” he simply said.

She drew in a deep breath, exhaled, offered him a tremulous smile and nodded. “I’m ready.”

“Good,” he said, jettisoning his facetious remark about the gallows for prudence’s sake. He dipped his head toward Aubrey.

“We are gathered here…” the bishop began.

* * *

Aubrey kept rigorously to Simon’s program, the ceremony so brief, Mrs. Hopper said afterward in the kitchen that if she didn’t know that the parson was genuine, she might have thought the duke was trying to pull the wool over the lovely lady’s eyes.

“But I saw the marriage license, I did, and the parson had Eaton and me sign as witnesses. So the duke married her right and tight, although you wouldn’t have known it from that double quick pace of that marriage.”

“Might there be a reason fer a right hasty ceremony?” one of the maids asked with a sly look. “Maybe the duke wants his first-born to be his heir, no questions asked.”

“She don’t look in the family way,” another maid countered. “I helped her with her wedding gown and she be right slender in the belly.”

“We’ll see now, won’t we?” a footman noted. “It don’t take that long fer her to show if n the duke’s got a bun in the oven.”

“For heaven’s sake,” Mrs. Hopper exclaimed. “Can’t a young couple want to marry each other in a rush because of love?”

The murmured responses were noncommittal; no one was unwise enough to disagree with the housekeeper. But most of the staff were going to be more apt to count on their fingers than subscribe to Mrs. Hopper’s romantic notions.

The noble class didn’t as a rule marry for love.

The bride and groom entered the dining room directly after the ceremony. The room was intimate, one of the lesser halls, Caroline noted with relief. A dozen footmen were standing at attention, the duke’s livery familiar and she gave him high marks for organization.

Or perhaps, young Gore was to be complimented.

“Did Gore arrange all this?” she asked, lifting her hand to the liveried staff and sumptuously appointed table.

“You say that like you think I can’t.”

“I’m not sure you know how many servants you have.”

“Good point.” He smiled. “Although, now I have you to count them for me, don’t I?”

She gave him a lowering look. “I haven’t gotten any better at running a household.”

For which she’d always had Bessie’s cousin. “Fortunately, Bessie and Rose are at Monkshood.”

“Rose!” Caroline spun around as much as her train would allow. “She’s with you?” she asked, a flush of excitement coloring her cheeks.

“All your staff are with me.”

Her eyes widened. “Why didn’t you tell me? I would have married you in an instant.”

“Precisely the reason I didn’t.” He gave her a roguish grin. “I wanted to be loved for myself.”

“Not for your title or wealth or charm.”

He winked. “Or my good looks.”

“Arrogant man. I’ll have you know, I married you for these rubies,” she said, lightly, touching her earbobs with a fingertip.

He glanced sideways at the line of footmen. “I need slightly more privacy to tell you why I married you. And,” he said, listening to the sounds of activity coming from the entrance hall, “right now, I have to bid adieu to Aubrey.”

“He’s not joining us for dinner?”

Simon shook his head. “He has to leave.”

“At this hour of the night?” She looked at him suspiciously. “You’re driving him off, aren’t you?”

“No. Word of God,” he could say with a clear conscience. “He’s in a rush to get to a Tattersall’s sale.”

“You’re not serious.”