“I’m being a nuisance.” Allie grinned, nuisance-ing apparently being great good fun in her lexicon. “See if I share these biscuits Aunt sent out for you, Mr. Haddonfield.”

Beck signaled the horses to halt at the end of the furrow. “If you want off that horse, my price is one biscuit.”

“Here.” Allie passed him a sweet and drew one from her pocket for herself. “They’re still warm.” They shared a companionable moment, munching their bounty, then Beck swung her down.

“Don’t sneak up on North. His language is colorful today.”

“His back hurts,” Allie said, her tone serious. “Aunt says he needs horse liniment, but he’s too stubborn to admit it. Mama agrees.”

“Then it’s unanimous. Where is the horse liniment?”

“Mama makes it.” Allie began to trot off to the next field. “It isn’t really for horses, and it’s in the still room with a purple flower on it. ’Bye!”

Leaving Beck to try to recall if, on the occasion of bathing in the cistern, he’d scratched his ass, pissed in the yard, or otherwise disgraced himself. He didn’t think so, because the business of the moment had been getting clean.

And Sara hadn’t just peeked, she’d peeked and told and was plagued by the memory of what she’d seen. He decided this was only fair. In the past weeks, he’d seen Sara on four occasions with her hair not only uncovered, but flowing down her back in a shiny, thoroughly unforgettable braid.

His sore, aching hands itched with the frustrated desire to undo that braid and touch the silken glory he’d known once before. His groin started to throb, until the plow hit another rock, and pain once again served to displace desire.

Six

After dinner, an uncharacteristically sociable North had accompanied Beck to the hot springs, and a medicinal soak had followed. As Beck hung up the new towels in the laundry to dry and made his way to his room, it occurred to him his sojourn at Three Springs was different from many of the other trips he’d been sent on.

Here, while the typical traveler’s propensity for observing hadn’t left him, he was not among strangers. He was among the same people day and night, and he was becoming familiar with them in ways a lone wayfarer in a distant land did not.

He was, in short, growing attached. Whatever plagued North, Beck wanted it resolved, not out of a need for tidy endings and neat answers, but because it weighed on North’s soul, put shadows in a good man’s eyes, and kept him scanning the horizon rather than focusing on the bounty at his feet.

And then there was Sarabande Adagio herself. Beck’s feelings for her were growing complicated, beyond the simple, powerful lust of a man who permitted himself only infrequent attractions. He watched her moving around the house, taking down this set of curtains for a good washing, polishing andirons in that unused parlor, mixing up a salve for burns to keep in Polly’s kitchen.

Sara was preoccupied, biding her time, doing what the situation called for, but she had an eye on the horizon as well, and it was an anxious eye. Beck wanted to banish her anxieties, to carry her burdens for her and offer her the comfort of a shoulder to lean on—and so much more.

Except she deserved to be able to rely on the man she bestowed her favors and her fears on. Rely on him utterly and exclusively, and Beck was not that man. He sank down on his bed, frowning, as something nagged at the back of his mind, something from the day’s flotsam of conversations and silences.

Hermione’s dripping from both sides.

Allie’s casual information trotted up from the back of Beck’s mind, pushing him to his tired feet even as he cursed the need to check on the mare. He took a lantern and a jacket from the back hall and shuddered at the chill of the spring night.

As soon as he spied Hermione in her stall, Beck knew he wouldn’t be going back into the house any time soon. She was slowly circling, pawing at the straw, her belly distended, her eye both restless and resigned. She swung her gaze at Beck as soon as he approached her stall.

“It’s only me, sweetheart.” He kept his voice low and relaxed, because a mare could stop the foaling process if she became disturbed. “I’ve come to tidy up your nest. Thought you might want a bit of company on a chilly night.”

While Hermione stood along one wall of her stall, pawing occasionally, Beck mucked out her loose box and heaped extra clean straw in one corner. He scrubbed out her water bucket next and forked her a mound of fresh hay into another corner, then left her in peace to resume her pacing.

“I’m told”—he spoke softly to the horse—“I’m good at foaling. Nick says the mares like me, which is fine with me, because I certainly like them. One wonders, though, who the papa of your foal is, Miss Hermione Hunt. You were a naughty girl, going courting without an escort that way…”

He pattered on, until with a heavy groan, the mare went to her knees then lay down on her side. She began to strain, and Beck went silent, standing outside the stall and praying for nature to do what nature alone could do best. A few minutes later, a very undainty hoof emerged from beneath Hermione’s tail.

Beck had assisted at many, many foalings, from the time he’d been a boy at Belle Maison right up through the past two years in Sussex. He was good at it, and he enjoyed it. If the size of that hoof and the one appearing next to it were any indication, Hermione had taken up with a damned draft stud.

She couldn’t help that now, of course, so Beck waited another couple of anxious minutes while the mare made no progress.

Resuming his quiet monologue, Beck eased open the door to the stall and approached the mare.

“Not cooperating, I take it.” Beck knelt and stroked a hand over the mare’s sweaty flank. “Children are like that. Ask my papa. What say I lend a hand, and we’ll see if we can’t persuade the Foal Royal to join us sooner rather than later?”

Hermione rested her head in the straw, lying flat out as if dead, which was only prudent when she was between contractions. God willing, the old girl would need her rest. Beck continued stroking and talking until he was positioned behind the mare, his hands wrapped around the foal’s hooves. When Hermione began to strain again, Beck exerted a steady, increasing pull on those hooves, and the foal started to shift in the birth canal.

“Come to Papa,” Beck gritted through clenched teeth. The mare was laboring to the limit of her strength, Beck’s aching back was screaming with his efforts, and progress was agonizingly slow. The contraction ebbed, and Beck released his hold as the foal slipped back a few inches.

“Next time, my girl, we are going to have a damned foal,” Beck panted, getting his breath while he could.

Hermione grunted and thrashed and began to push again, so Beck went back to work. It took two more back-aching, harrowing attempts, but on a rush of fluid, a sizable filly was born. Beck peeled the placenta back from the foal’s nose, made sure the little beast was breathing, then sat back in the straw, leaning against the sturdy wall.

He beamed at the mare, who had shifted to start licking her new treasure. “Would you look at that? Look what a lovely little business you’ve done here. She’s gorgeous and hale and full of beans already.”

The filly was shaking her head and trying to prop her front feet out before her, while Hermione methodically licked her baby’s coat dry.

“Beckman?” Sara’s voice came from the aisle way. “To whom are you speaking?”

“My newest goddaughter.” Beck rose slowly, careful not to disturb the mare and foal. “Hermione has tended to the Creator’s business tonight, and done a splendid job.”

He eased from the stall, moved, as he always was, by the spontaneous joy of seeing a new life begin. Hermione was acquitting herself like an old hand, but Beck would stay around to make sure the foal nursed in the first hour of its life and the mare passed the afterbirth. After that, there was little he could do to keep the odds running in the filly’s favor.

Sara, wrapped in a thick wool shawl, peered over the half door. “What a little beauty.”

“A big beauty,” Beck countered. “Hermione has an eye for the draft stallions, I think, but the filly’s elegant for all her size.”

“She’s gorgeous.”

Beck was taken aback to see a sheen on Sara’s eyes. He moved in close and wrapped his arms around her. “Mother and baby are doing fine, and all’s well.”

“I know.” This sounded more like lament than agreement. “But she’s so… dear. Precious.” Beck said nothing, thinking dear and precious applied to the female in his arms as well. When he stepped back, he kept hold of her hand.

“I’ll mind them until the baby nurses,” he assured her. “Sit with me over here. They’ll do better with a little privacy.” He tugged her across the darkened barn aisle to sit on a trunk outside Ulysses’s stall. The gelding noted their presence without a pause in his consumption of hay.

“What made you come out here?” Sara asked, her hand still in his.

“Allie told me the signs were pointing to sooner rather than later, and mares are famous for dropping foals in the quiet and privacy of the night,” Beck said. “How about you? What drew you out here on this chilly night?”

“I saw your lantern light.” Sara’s voice was soft, as if she were mindful of the peace conducive to a newly forming bond between mare and foal. “I don’t think North could have been any help, so badly is his back hurting.”

“Does it pain him often?” The ladies seemed better attuned to North’s back than the man himself was.

“When he overdoes, which is to say, yes. Last year, he tried to do the plowing alone, and it did not go well for him. Polly made him hire help for the haying and the harvest, or he’d still be sitting in the hot spring, cursing and refusing help.”

And the ladies would have been without any meaningful protection. The precariousness of Sara’s existence at Three Springs loomed more clearly in Beck’s mind.

“North and Polly are stubborn, but Three Springs requires stubbornness, I think.” Beside him, he felt a little shudder go through Sara’s smaller frame. “You’re cold.” He tucked an arm across her shoulders. “Budge up. I’m good for warmth, if little else. So when are you going to let Allie make another painting?”

He drew away again to drape his jacket around Sara then used his arm about her shoulders to draw her close to his side.

She made no protest, and the feel of her against him comforted in a way that had to do with the mare and foal and with being far from home.

“I should let Allie paint again soon. She needs to paint the way Polly needs to cook and North needs to stomp around the property cursing the weeds, the fences, and the foxes.”

“And what does Sara need?” A safer question than what Beck himself needed.

“To see the people I care for happy and safe,” Sara said. “That’s what I need, Beckman. What about you?”

“This is a mystery.” Beck resisted the urge to nuzzle her hair, was which flowing down her back in one glorious fat plait. “For now, I need to be here in this barn with you, and I need that little filly to thrive with her mother.”

“Good needs,” Sara said. “If only for the near term.”

“Your hands are cold.” Beck covered hers with his own where it rested on her thigh. “I should shoo you back into the house, Sara. You haven’t the luxury of the periodic cold or sniffle.”

“I won’t go back to sleep until you tell me the little one is nursing. And what if you hadn’t been here? North is worn out, and Polly and I wouldn’t have known what to do. How would we have managed?”

His question exactly. “Nature usually knows what to do, but you and Polly need more help here.”

Beside him, Sara pokered up but didn’t move away. “Without family in residence, there’s no reason for hiring more staff.”

“There is every reason to,” Beck said, sitting up to watch as the filly tried to thrash to her feet. “The estate needs the help, even if you don’t.”

“Should we help her?” Sara started to rise, but Beck tugged her back beside him.

“She has to figure out where her feet go,” he said softly. “If she struggles so long she’s getting too weak to stand, then we’ll intervene, but give her a chance to work it out for herself first.”

“That’s a very difficult part of parenting.” Sara sighed as she settled against him and brushed her nose near the jacket lapel, where the fabric would carry his scent. He resettled his arm across her shoulders and took a whiff of her hair.