"Marius Gracchus, have foodstuffs been laid in as I commanded?"

"We have several months' supply of grain, oil, olives, figs, and dates in government storehouses, Majesty. We have spent the last few weeks buying livestock, which will be slaughtered as needed and distributed when necessary. Practically every family in the city has some sort of poultry in its keeping. Palmyra is well prepared to withstand a siege of several months."

Zenobia nodded. "The Romans will not last that long, Marius Gracchus." She then looked to her younger son, Demetrius. "You have seen to the wells in the suburbs?"

"My men and I personally visited each house, Majesty, and impressed upon the owners the importance of destroying the water supply so that the Romans could not have it," he said. At seventeen, Demetrius was an extremely handsome young man, far better-looking than his older brother, who favored their father. Demetrius was his mother's son, with her dark hair, a pair of languid gray eyes, and a most sensuous mouth. Like his mother, he was impetuous and passionate; but Zenobia suspected that, like his father, Demetrius would not marry until he was considerably older. There were too many delicious treats the prince wanted to taste before settling down.

She inclined her head in response to his reply, and then she turned to Vaba. "Is there anything you wish to add, my son?"

The young king shook his head in the negative. "You seem to have thought of everything, mother," he said quietly.

Zenobia threw him a sharp glance, and then turned back to the entire council. "Does anyone else have anything further to say?" she asked, and the reply being in the negative she dismissed them. "Stay, Vaba," and he heard the command in her voice. When the room was at last empty she turned on him furiously. "Do not ever fence words with me again in open council!" she said. "Why do you choose this time to quarrel with me?"

"You behave as if Palmyra has no king, Mother. Everyone defers to you. The council, the people, even the damned Romans! I am consulted on nothing."

"Vaba, Vaba," she chided him. "The very life of this city is at stake. Tomorrow morning the Romans will arrive. They seek to destroy us. Do you really believe you are experienced enough to plan the defense of Palmyra? I am sorry that in all the tumult you have not been properly deferred to, but there is no time. I did not expect the Romans for another three months, and suddenly they are on my doorstep."

"In other words, Mother, they have already outmaneuvered you," he said quietly.

"Yes, Vaba, they have. I am not ashamed to admit it. I am human as are they, and I learn from my errors."

"If going to war against the Romans is an error, Mother, then all of Palmyra shall learn," he answered her.

"Rome has no business here in the East. Your father believed it, and I believe it."

"This war would not have happened if Marcus had returned to you," he accused. "I wish to the gods that he had, for then you would have married him and I might have ruled in my own right!"

"You ungrateful little whelp!" she hissed at him. "You rule this city?! What a joke, Vaba, my son! What a fine joke! When your father was murdered I secured the city for you. For six years Ihave ruled it for you, and what have you learned from me, my son? You have learned nothing! All you know of kingship is the bowing and scraping of your courtiers!

"The Romans are not to be trusted. Your grandfather was loyal to Rome, and what was the result? His wife, my own sweet mother, raped and murdered by Romans! I loved Marcus Alexander more than I ever loved any man. Aye, I even loved him more than your father; but he betrayed me to marry an emperor's niece. I do not deny that I am bitter, but I have not gone to war with Rome out of that rejection. For many years your father and I planned to consolidate the Eastern Empire, and rule it ourselves. Now I have done just that. I have but one piece of unfinished business, and that is to defeat Rome once and for all. I shall do it, Vaba! On your father's memory I swear I shall do it! When I have, and there is once more stability in the region, you may rule alone and to your heart's content. I will have given you time to learn this business of kingship the way I have always given you time, Vaba. Do not be impatient with me, or with yourself. You will be a good king one day."

"You loved Marcus more than my father?" His face was a mask of shock, disbelief, and hurt.

She sighed, and wondered if he had heard anything else that she had said to him other than that. "Your father was the only man I knew until his death. Odenathus was chosen to be my husband. He was a good man. I loved him, for he was good to me, and he loved me in return; but with Marcus it was different."

"I don't know if I will ever understand you," he said softly, rising from the council table and walking to the door. At the entry he turned. "Good night, Mother," and then he was gone.

She sat for a few minutes longer, but she would not allow herself to think. She needed to free her mind.

"Mama?"

Startled, Zenobia looked up and saw her small daughter standing in the doorway to the council chamber. Her heart contracted at the sight, for the little girl was so like her father. Tall for her age of five and a half, Mavia was slender with a heart-shaped face, Marcus's startling blue eyes, and long chestnut curls. Her skin was lighter than Zenobia's, but still it held a golden tone.

"What is it, Mavia?" she answered the child. "Should you not be in your bed?"

"Mama, is it true the Romans eat little children?"

Zenobia felt anger well up within her. Who had been frightening the child? "No, Mavia, Romans do not eat children. Who has told you such silliness?"

'Titus says that the Romans eat little children." The little girl nervously twisted the side of her blue gown.

"Deliciae's son, Titus?"

"Yes." Mavia's eyes were very large and fearful.

"Come here to me, Mavia," her mother commanded, and the child ran across the floor on small, bare feet to climb into her lap. Zenobia cuddled her close against her ample breasts, and felt the little girl trembling. "Titus is a silly little boy, Mavia. Boys his age like to tease younger children, and you have made him very happy by being afraid. If he should attempt to frighten you again with such nonsense then tell him that the Romans particularly love to munch on nine-year-old boys."

Mavia giggled. "I love you, Mama," she said.

"And I love you, my darling. I love you best of all!" Zenobia rose up, her daughter still in her arms. "I am going to take you to your bed, my chick." She left the council room and carried her daughter through the palace corridors back to the child's own rooms. "You must not be afraid, Mavia," she said as she walked. "The sound of battle is noisy, and can sometimes be frightening; but the Romans cannot enter Palmyra, and they will not hurt you, I promise."

Mavia nodded, and whispered, "Yes, Mama."

Reaching Mavia's rooms, the queen handed her now sleepy child over to her nurse. Kissing Mavia's cheek, she said to the nurse, "You will remain in the palace until further notice, Charmian. Mavia is only to be allowed to play in the inner gardens."

"Yes, Majesty," the slave woman murmured.

Zenobia hurried to her own apartments, where Bab was waiting. "I have dismissed your butterflies," the old woman announced.

"How well you know me, old friend," Zenobia said. "I do want to be alone this night."

"What can I bring you to eat, my baby?"

"Anything simple, and something to drink."

"Wine?" the old woman inquired mischievously.

"Never again!" Zenobia said fervently. "Fruit juice will be quite nice, thank you, Bab."

Bab exited to return a few minutes later with a heavily laden tray, which she placed on a low ebony table. "The gods grant you sweet repose and a clear mind, my baby," she said as she left the room.

The queen shrugged out of her kalasiris and crossed the room out into her private garden. There, a pool warmed by the late-afternoon sun beckoned invitingly. Diving in, she swam for some minutes until her body grew tired and began to relax. Climbing out and taking a large linen towel, she began to dry herself off. As she did so, Zenobia carefully scrutinized her body and did not find it wanting. Her large breasts were as firm as when she had been a girl, her belly flat despite three children, her bottom rounded and not overly large. There was nothing that should be displeasing to a man. Why then had he left her?

"The gods!" she swore aloud. How deeply he had hurt her. He had probably returned to his own world, and seeing about him all those proper Roman wives had finally desired one of his own. He had been ready to marry and, unable to publicly claim Mavia, had longed for children of his own.

Sitting by the pool, she wondered once more why he had not written to her, and then she laughed ruefully. How could he possibly have explained his actions to her on dry parchment after all that had passed between them? Still, to find out in the manner in which she had was cruel, and she would not have thought him a cruel man.

Dear Longinus. It was he who had first learned of Marcus's betrayal in a letter from his former pupil, Porphyry, who now studied in Rome with Plotinus. Longinus did not wait for the gossip to reach her, but quickly joined her in Alexandria, leaving Prince Demetrius in the capable hands of Marius Gracchus. Longinus, her dear and good friend, her loyal councillor, had known how devastated she would be. Longinus, who had held her in his arms while she cried away the first hurt. What would she ever do without Longinus? She would never have to wonder, Zenobia realized, for Longinus was the one man other than her father and her brothers upon whom she might rely.

The afternoon became desert twilight, and then, quickly, night. The dark skies sparkled with thousands of bright stars, casting their lights upon Palmyra as they had for all the centuries since time began. She loved them for their beauty, and she loved them because they were constant and never-changing. Should not a relationship between lovers be a constant thing, or was she simply idealizing love?

Standing up, she flung the towel aside and walked back into her chamber where she put on a simple, long, natural-colored soft cotton gown. She then began to examine the tray that Bab had left her. Upon it were very thin slices of chicken breast and baby lamb alternating with equally thin slices of pomegranate. A woven round basket, a hot stone within its bottom, held small, flat loaves of bread. There was a salad of lettuce and tiny fresh peas that had been dressed in olive oil and herbed vinegar; and a footed silver bowl that held a small bunch of plump, green grapes and half a dozen fat apricots. A matching tall silver pitcher was filled with cool juice. Zenobia's appetite had never been a poor one, and she fell upon the meal, devouring it thoroughly.

Afterward she bathed her hands in rose water, and went again out into her private garden, where she once more began to think. The moonless night was unnaturally quiet, and she wondered if the Romans were already before her gates, or if they would choose to come by daylight. She somehow thought the latter, and knew that she would not have long to wait. It was a strangely comforting thought. She would be glad to begin this confrontation-the sooner to get it over with. The queen retired to her empty bed to sleep a dreamless sleep. For one night she was not haunted by his face with its deep blue eyes; nor the sound of his voice promising to return to her.


***

In the hour just before the dawn old Bab gently shook her mistress awake and offered a goblet of sweet pomegranate juice. Zenobia lay quietly, allowing her spirit to return to her body after its long night of roaming within the shadow realm. Finally she asked, "Are they here yet?"

"Not a sign, my baby."

She sipped at her juice. "Is the city calm?"

"For the most part," the old woman answered. "The people are like a virgin going to her wedding couch, a little frightened, but sure that all will be well."

"It is natural," the queen said. She put the empty goblet down. "Today I must dress like the queen I am, Bab. It will hearten the people, and the Romans will expect it. I will be on the walls awaiting them, and afterward I shall roam the city to assure my people."

Bab nodded. "I expected you would wear your finest feathers, my baby. All is in readiness for you this very minute. I have personally chosen your wardrobe. You have only to pick your jewels."