He went out.

Mrs. Masterman said: "He did not say anything. I do not believe he would notice anything outside business. He is a most unobservant man!”

Carolan was silent.

"Although," went on her mistress, "I did think I saw him looking in your direction rather curiously." Carolan laughed. That was the supreme moment of. triumph.

She was the real mistress of the house; mistress of them both if she cared to be.

The girl, Margery told herself, was intolerable. What airs! Who ever heard the like? A convict, not three months in the house, and riding rough-shod over all! She had come to giving orders in the kitchen!

"Mrs. Masterman will not like the table laid this way. Mrs. Masterman hates dirty glasses!" Mrs. Masterman this and Mrs. Masterman that! Then Mr. Masterman ... "Mr. Masterman is asking some friends tonight.

This is the menu.”

Who was in charge of this kitchen? That was the question Margery wanted to ask.

Once it was not Mrs. Masterman nor yet Mr. Masterman, but II "I cannot have these flowers any longer in Mrs. Masterman's room. The water positively stinks!”

The airs! The graces! Wearing the mistress's cast-off clothes. Oh, she had bewitched the mistress completely. But what was wrong with the master? Why didn't he put down the foot of authority?

If you ask me, said Margery into her glass of grog- for whom else had she to talk to, with Jin, the slut, for ever creeping out to the backyard for a word or something more with James, and Poll with her slavering mouth and her doll, little more than an idiot, and Esther walking on air because she was in love? -if you ask me, he's only too glad to quieten the mistress; he'd put up with anything, even a convict servant, flaunting all over the house.

Oh, but she was lovely! So lovely it did something to your inside to watch her. Made you think of years and years back, and wish you were young again. And what was the -good of getting angry, wouldn't most women have been the same?

Funny it was to see what love did to people. Herself and James, Jin and James, Poll and her doll, Esther with that Marcus, and Tom Blake with Carolan.

People do funny things when their emotions are aroused -didn't she know it! She hadn't known life and known men for nothing. And when you have been young and full of adventure, it comes hard to take a back seat. Fun too to try your hands at working things... not necessarily the way you want them to go, but just poking about here and there ... a jerk at this one, a push at that... It gives a feeling of being something more important than just an old woman taking a back seat by the chimney corner, grumbling into her grog.

Pride goeth before a fall, Miss Carolan, and you're mighty proud; the proudest piece I've ever clapped eyes on. Oh, but so lovely to the eyes, soft skin and budding beauty, and eyes of green behind whose haughtiness passion could burn and tenderness glow. It wasn't surprising that Marcus loved her, and Tom Blake loved her, and the mistress had got interested in her. But she was walking with her head in the clouds, the silly puss, who thought herself so sly, she didn't watch her steps. You had to watch your step all the time in life. When you were eighteen and so beautiful your head got tilted too high so that you couldn't see the ground, you didn't know so much, you weren't so very wise and the trouble lay in the fact, that you thought yourself the wisest soul on earth. Now Marcus, he wanted her sure enough, for all his goings on with the other, but he was a man who could love halt a dozen women at once, and that sort has to be watched. And Tom Blake, he might be the faithful sort, but he wasn't her sort; she'd tire of him in a month, that's if she ever liked him enough at the start. And the graces of a mistress are like a house built on shifting sands ... there right enough one minute, and gone the next.

Margery laughed so much that tears fell into her puddings. Her eyes were beady, black and sharp as needles. There were things she had suspected for a long time. She bided her time, waiting; it was good fun waiting. Is it? No, it ain't. By God, it is! By God, I'm sure it is!

This is funny. It ain't the things that happen; it's the people they happen to. It's people that make the drama and the comedy, not just events. It's her and him, and her again. Oh, this is funny; this is side-splitting! Serve her right, the proud hussy. Esther the mealy-mouthed, the prayer-maker looked strange these days, peaked and frightened, exalted, queer. Her face beneath that cloud of glorious hair was drawn. She was frightened.

Is it? No, it ain't. But it is Of course it is!

Oh. Mistress Carolan, Mistress Carolan! Here is a shock for you!

Tell her today No, wait a little. Store your secret. Have fun with it, play with it. How to begin? Not an expression of her face must be lost, not an inflexion of her voice.

She came into the kitchen one late afternoon; she was wearing the green dress the mistress had given her and allowed her to alter. It was tight across her breasts and it made her skin glow and her hair, glossy from the brush, hung about her face. She walked like a lady... and her a convict, a thief I But Margery always softened when she was there, liked to watch her eyelashes sweep up and down, liked to stroke the soft skin of her arms: her hands were whitening, growing soft, and she, unbelievable insolent, used the mistress's polish on her nails. When she was there, Margery put off telling; there were times when she felt she could not bear to hurt her, when she liked to listen to her all but giving orders, liked to watch the proud tilt of her head.

She said now: "Well ducky, have a cup of tea, will you. love? I'll tell Poll to make it.”

"I cannot stay," said Mistress Carolan.

"I have to be upstairs.”

The airs! The graces! Too good to drink a cup of tea at Margery's table, Margery who had been good to her when she had come from the ship a poor, lousy, shivering creature!

"A word in your ear," said Margery, a dull flush rising to her cheeks.

"I have not very much time to spare," she said.

You'll have time to spare for this, me lady! Margery looked through the window to where Esther and Poll were pumping water in the yard: "It's what the master will say that worries me. I always thought Jin would be the one. I didn't think it would be her.”

"What do you mean?”

"What ain't you noticed?”

"Noticed what?”

"What's happened to her!" She nodded through the window at the two girls at the pump.

"Poll?”

"The other one.”

"Why," said Carolan, 'what has happened?”

"Can't you see? You've got eyes in your head, ain't you? Oh, I know what it is, them eyes is too busy upstairs to notice what's going on down here among us humble folk.”

"Esther...”

"She fainted clean away yesterday. Where's your eyes, girl? But, deary me, I reckon a lady wouldn't be noticing such things.”

"Esther..." said Carolan again. '... has been up to what ain't respectable. That's about the long and the short of it.”

Carolan turned on her.

"You're a coarse old woman! Esther fainted then she is ill. How can anyone endure this sort of life ...?”

"Well, there is them that gets themselves a place upstairs, but it ain't so good for us ordinary folks, that I will admit. But if ever I see a girl in trouble, I see one now.”

"But Esther... Esther... it isn't possible! She...”

"Ah! It's the quiet ones what go wrong: I've seen it before. One little slip and down they go, sliding down to perdition. Whereas our kind ... you and me ..." She nudged Carolan, winking one eye.

"I don't believe it.”

"It's true as I stand here. I got her round all right. I had a good look at her. I wasn't born yesterday. I know a pregnant girl when I see one, and I saw one yesterday. I sent the others out, then I made her tell me. All she could say was that she loved him and there didn't seem nothing wrong in it at the time. That's what they all say"?

"Marcus!" whispered Carolan.

That's about the ticket. Been hanging round here a lot, he has. He's artful as a monkey, he is. It wouldn't be easy for a girl like her to say no to him. You see, he knows just how to get round her, him ... going all religious-like just to make her feel everything's all right, and talking about love being beautiful and sacred. I reckon; and then she gives way... that's how trouble starts.”

Margery watched her. She had to admire her. Her face was blank and white, so that you wouldn't know what was going on behind her eyes.

They were hard and bright like precious stones. And how they glittered.

That's got you, my fine lady! That's pricked your pride. Thought he was all for you, didn't you? Thought he couldn't look at anyone else.

You've got a lot to learn, my pretty. Men is men all the world over.

Carolan went past Margery right out into the yard. She went to Esther, and the way she dragged her from the pump showed what she was feeling.

She could have murdered the girl, it was clear. She was wishing she had never met her.

That would teach her to give herself airs. Oh, but so lovely she was, lovelier in her rage than she was when she was soft. And just because she held her head so high, it made you want to cry for her, made your inside go all funny. It seemed there was some evil blight on her lovemaking. First that parson who didn't move a hand's turn to save her. Then Marcus, who was mad for her, and yet couldn't keep himself straight for her. There's men for you! Not worth a penny piece, the whole boiling of them. Ruining a girl's life like that. Oh, she was wild! Oh, she was angry! She was sad too. She was flaying the girl with her tongue. pouring contempt on her. Sly thing, all that praying, and then to go behind her dear friend's back... Margery wiped a tear away from her eyes. It was something that couldn't be helped.

Margery had seen it coming. The girl's blossoming, washing her hair under the pump till it was all shining and made little curls all round her forehead; watching the window for a sight of him, listening for his step. A woman can't have such goings on in her kitchen and not get a bit of a kick out of it herself.

That evening, that was the beginning. Her ladyship flouncing down for something or other and seeing Marcus there at the table drinking a glass of ale, and her looking at him like he was a bit of dirt beneath her feet, when all the time she was jealous because he was sitting so close to Esther. She didn't stay in the kitchen; she went upstairs again. And the way his eyes followed her, started making your own water. She was just a child really. Seventeen. It ain't so easy to remember what you was at seventeen. Pretty silly... making a fool of yourself. Well, that was what Mistress Carolan had done ... made a fool of herself and Esther and Marcus too for that matter. Him and her! What a pair! They rushed at life; there wasn't any sense in rushing at life; you came a cropper sure as you were born. There was her ladyship wanting him, and there was him wanting her. But no, she has to be all pride and dignity just because he let a woman keep him to get started on his way of life; and he has to show his anger with her by pretending to be interested in someone else. If you've been young and in love yourself, you know. Silly children! Want a good smacking, both of them.

She had made Esther drink gin that night, a lot of it. It was easy enough to keep filling her glass. And he had drunk too, and got reckless, and that was the beginning. Esther was pretty enough when she was lively, when she wasn't saving her prayers, when she was wanting a bit of life like other girls wanted. He was never the man to miss his opportunities; it was as natural and easy as eating and drinking to him. He was made that way. That was how it happened ... and give young people a taste for that sort of thing, and there you are. They don't stop at once... not if she knew anything about it! And there was her ladyship, tripping about upstairs, getting dresses out of the mistress, altering them, like some queen's favourite, making her lover wait a while to show her displeasure. Ha! Ha! It was funny, whatever way you looked at it.

Carolan came in from the yard. She looked like a sleepwalker, with all the life taken out of her.

"Now, lovey," said Margery, 'it don't do to take these things to heart, and all this keeping a man waiting never did pay, to my mind.”

But she had walked through the kitchen as though Margery was not there.