“Sure, they work. I tested them before we came out.” He took her hand, but his weight and the soft deep snow unbalanced her, and she fell forward against him, the snow caving in around them.
“Sorry about that,” he said. “Damn. This is not going well.”
She climbed out of the hole and fetched his snowshoes so he could do the same. If not for the tight cuffs of her sleeves and the muffler around her neck, she would be extremely uncomfortable at this moment.
He found the end of the light string amid the lower branches. “You all right?” he asked as he worked.
“I’ve survived worse in the snow.”
“You’ll have to tell me about it one day.” He worked quickly, brushing the snow away from a pipe running up the tree trunk with an outlet at the top. “All right. Ready for the lighting?”
“Do you want to do the honors or shall I?”
“You’ve earned it, putting up with my antics.”
“Is that what these are?” she asked. “Antics?”
“I’m good at antics. I excel at antics.”
“Okay, I’m connecting the power,” she said. She plugged it in and the tree came to life with color. “Success,” she exclaimed.
“Hey, how about that?” In the glow of the lights, he looked boyish and wildly attractive. She wished he would tackle her in the snow right now and cover her face with kisses, but he kept his distance. “Glad it worked. Otherwise I risked life and limb for nothing.”
“It’s been a productive evening,” she said, “but I think I need to drink some more.”
“Let’s go back to the house. I’ll make you more of my famous hot chocolate.”
“I was talking about a grown-up drink.”
“I can put a shot of peppermint schnapps in it.”
“Now you’re talking.”
They crossed the clearing and turned back to admire the tree. It was a winter masterpiece, the lights shimmering through the falling snow.
“It looks like Christmas,” she said. “Exactly like a child’s dream of Christmas. Good job, Logan.”
“Now Santa knows where to land. Let’s head back.” In a movement that seemed unstudied and natural, he placed his hand at the small of her back and steered her along the path they’d made.
His touch felt good. Too good. She stopped and turned to him. “So, about that text you sent me. She’s not your girlfriend.”
He hesitated. “Maya, you mean.”
“Yes.” She hated herself for being the first to bring it up, but she had to know.
“Yeah, I need to explain about her,” he stated. “Like I said, we’re not... It’s like I said in the text.”
Oh boy. She wasn’t sure what to think of that. If he was involved with someone, then she had no dilemma. But if he was available, she would have to admit she was attracted to him. That she wanted to know more about him. That she liked it when he touched her. That she thought about his kiss all the time. That even after the misery of her divorce, she wanted to fall in love again.
A long silence stretched out. It was so quiet she could hear individual snowflakes ever so gently striking the fabric of her parka.
“And the text you sent me?” he prompted. “Does it mean you’re seeing someone?”
She studied his face, painted in shadows and in the glow from the tree. “I’m seeing you,” she whispered, brushing back her hood and looking up at him.
“And I guess I’m seeing you.”
“What are we doing, Logan?”
“Getting to know each other.”
“Fair enough.” A part of her wanted to stay right here in this winter glade with him, kissing him, warming their lips and their bodies together. She forced herself to take a step back. “Let’s go inside. You promised me a hot chocolate.”
“I’m a man of my word.”
They made their way back to the house and took off their snowshoes, jackets and boots. Logan added a couple of logs to the fire and warmed up the hot chocolate. She stood at the window, cupping her hands on the glass to admire the newly lit tree outside. She felt in that moment that life was fresh and new. Coming here was a good idea. Good for her. But was it good for her family? She kept catching herself wondering what her sisters were doing now. Did they miss her? What were they saying about her?
“What are you thinking about?”
“My family.”
“Ah. Families.” His tone conveyed a deep understanding of the concept. He carefully poured the cocoa into mugs and, true to his word, added a shot of schnapps to hers. “Are you in trouble for ditching them at Christmas?”
“A bit. They’ll get over it. It was one thing for me to ditch them at Thanksgiving,” she said. “That’s a low-stakes holiday. But Christmas is a different story.”
“Come here. Have a seat by the fire.” They settled into a big cushy Chesterfield sofa with a deep seat and rolled armrests. In front of them, the logs crackled and glowed.
She sank gratefully into its comfort, and he handed her a warm mug.
“Cheers,” he said, touching the rim of his cup to hers. “Taste it. You’re going to love it so much you’ll never let me go.”
“You are never serious,” she said, though she felt an undeniable thrill at his words. The chocolate was warm and creamy and rich, with just a touch of peppermint. “You’re right,” she said, savoring the deliciousness. “I want to keep you forever.”
“You’re never serious, either,” he said. “I like that about you.”
She took another sip. “I tried serious. It didn’t work out so well for me.”
“Tell me about your family. What are you missing out on? What did my sister pull you away from?”
“I’m going to miss being present for my sister Lydia’s big announcement. She’s the first Fitzgerald girl to be expecting a baby.”
“Sounds like you already know about the announcement. Congrats to your sister, by the way.”
“Thanks.”
“So, what else will you miss?”
“A generation of tradition. But after my divorce, those traditions didn’t really work so well for me. In a nutshell, my parents and the parents of my ex are best friends.”
“Yeah, but blood is thicker than water.”
“It gets complicated. My parents and the Collinses considered it one of the great achievements of their life that the two Collins boys married two of the Fitzgerald girls—me and Huntley, and Lydia and Badgley. The marriages were meant to knit our clans together forever.”
“And then you and Huntley split up.”
“Yes.”
“He cheated?”
She did a double take. “How did you know?”
“A hunch,” he said. “It’s always my first guess. Here’s another guess—you didn’t tell your family about the cheating.”
“And how did you know that?”
“Because if you told them, it’d be the end of your knit-together Christmases.”
He got it. She felt a sense of relief that finally someone understood. “I couldn’t tell my family about the cheating,” she said. “I mean, I could have, but it would have been a terrible thing to do to my sister. Lydia’s a Collins. They’re expecting their first baby, and she wants to make a big announcement at the holidays. I didn’t want to ruin anything for her.”
“You’re a martyr.”
“No. Just a sister, although in some families, it’s the same thing.” She drank more of the hot chocolate. It was so delicious she wanted it to last forever.
“And did your breakup cause the world as we know it to end?” he asked.
“I tried not to let that happen. We were supposed to be civil about it all. At first, I did try. But instead, I discovered I couldn’t stand to be anywhere near him. I had to break away, and India was nice enough to throw me a life preserver. What about your breakup?” she boldly asked, then regrouped. “Sorry, is it weird that we’re sitting here talking about our divorces? Isn’t that supposed to be a no-no?”
He shrugged. “I like talking to you. I’ll tell you anything you want to know.”
She narrowed her eyes. “Was cheating a factor?”
“Nope. She got pregnant our senior year of high school. At that age, we didn’t know ourselves, much less each other. Daisy and I, we gave it a shot. For Charlie’s sake, we gave it our best shot. But we were never a match. The breakup sucked for me, but made me admit we were both lying to ourselves. Anyway, Charlie’s the best thing I ever did, although I could have planned it better.”
Kids, she thought. The eternal complication.
“I need to tell you something,” he said. “It’s kind of personal.”
“I can handle personal.”
“I’m not the once-burned-twice-shy type. I want to fall in love again. I want to be committed, to create a family. I want Charlie to have that sense of security, maybe even brothers and sisters one day.”
You’re barking up the wrong tree, then. She didn’t say anything, though. When they were getting to know each other, they didn’t need to draw a line. Later, she thought. If things progressed, she’d tell him later.
“Ooookay,” she said, forcing a smile.
“And just so you know,” he said, taking their mugs and setting them on a side table, “your ex is an idiot.”
No longer forcing the smile, she wondered how to snuggle closer to him on the sofa without being too obvious about it. He just looked so inviting, with that tousled red hair, those big shoulders. “You, sir, are preaching to the choir.”
“I need to tell you about Maya,” he said abruptly. “I think you might have questions.”
“I might.” So much for snuggling. She instantly wondered if they had a past.
“She’s just a friend,” he stated as if reading her mind. “We met when our kids became friends at summer camp. Charlie and André really hit it off.”
“Where is she?” asked Darcy. “Is she coming up for the holidays?” Her stomach curdled. There was a spare twin bed in her room. Was she going to have to share it with Sofía Vergara’s twin?
“Unfortunately, no.”
Whew, thought Darcy. “That’s too bad,” she said. Liar.
“She had to go away for a while. Until February, actually.”
“She’s not going to be with her kids at Christmas?”
“She can’t. See...” He planted his elbows on his knees and stared into the fire. “She got in some trouble earlier this year. Legal trouble.”
“Oh gosh.”
“Made a bad decision. Her kids’ father is not a good guy. He was running drugs and convinced her to make a delivery for him. It’s always just a simple transaction, right? That’s what they always say.”
“And she got caught holding the bag.”
“Yes. She could have been sentenced up to twenty-one months, but she got sixty days instead, so that’s a lot better. The bad news is, her sentence spans Christmas.”
“So that’s what she was doing at the train station. Dropping off her kids.”
“Yep. We’re trying to make it as easy as possible for them.”
“Wow. That’s incredible of you to take the kids.” What a kind thing to do, she thought. She wondered if, under similar circumstances, she would be that kind.
“I just thought about Charlie. If I were facing a similar situation, I would hope someone would do the same for him.”
“How are they doing?”
“Pretty well. They think she went away for work. The little girl, Angelica, does, anyway. André...I think he suspects. Maya’s a full-time nanny to a family in New York. She was. They’ve let her go, so she’ll have to start over after her release. Anyway, that’s the story of Maya and me.”
“I am really impressed,” she said. “You’re incredibly generous.”
“Doesn’t feel that way. I want to make sure the kids have the best Christmas possible.”
“So far so good,” she said. “They seem really excited to be here.”
“Angelica still believes in Santa Claus, a hundred percent. So when they all go see Santa tomorrow, we need to pay attention to what she wants for Christmas. Because no matter what it is, she’s getting it.”
“Even if it’s a live unicorn or wings that work?”
“Even if. Same goes for André and Charlie. They’re true believers, still. I made myself a promise that I’d give them Christmas with all the trimmings.”
“That’s really cool, Logan.” She settled back, enjoying the play of the fire in the grate. “They’re lucky kids.”
“I’m the lucky one. I’m crazy about Charlie, and the other two are a bonus.” He turned to her on the sofa. “That’s what you are, too.”
“A bonus?”
He gently brushed the hair back from her cheek. “Yeah. I was happy enough that my family came up for the holidays. The fact that you came along... Score.”
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