Elizabeth ironically chuckled. “A blessing to be sure. Sometimes, I feel I don’t deserve such devotion, but I’m thankful for it.”

“Shall you like having Mr.Winkler as part of the family?” Georgiana pointedly changed the subject.

Elizabeth accepted the fact that her fears of remaining childless made others uncomfortable. Only Darcy fully understood. “Mr. Winkler shall be a moderating influence on Kitty, and she’ll bring some spontaneity to his existence.”

“It sounds as if you describe your and Fitzwilliam’s joining,” Georgiana observed.

Elizabeth nodded her agreement. “To a lesser degree, but in many ways, it’s true.” She suddenly remembered all those joyous moments when she’d tease Darcy from his habitual “doom and gloom” outlook. She’d not done so in a while. “I need to make a conscious effort to return a bit of mayhem to Fitzwilliam’s life. The man has known enough sorrow of late.”

“I’m pleased to hear it,” Georgiana said with a light laugh.

“And what of you, Georgiana? Is your heart engaged?” Elizabeth asked.

She watched as Darcy’s sister blushed thoroughly. For a moment, she expected the girl would deny her very noticeable attentiveness to the colonel. “Am I that obvious?” Georgiana said softly.

“Not too obvious,” Elizabeth teased. “Your brother has taken no note.”

Georgiana’s agitation increased. “You shan’t tell Fitzwilliam, will you? Please, Elizabeth, my brother mustn’t know.”

“I’ll keep your secret,” Elizabeth assured. “And what of the colonel? Does Edward return your affections?”

Georgiana’s relief at being able to speak of her feelings became apparent as the conversation progressed. “Oh, how I wished I knew for certain. There are moments — one in the study a few days ago, for example — when it appears my cousin shares my interest. Then there are those when I doubt my sanity.”

Elizabeth reached for her sister’s hand. “I don’t doubt it. Men are usually the last to realize their affections are engaged. I imagine the colonel is having difficulty explaining his feelings to his rational mind.” She paused briefly. “Would you like to tell me of this moment in Mr. Darcy’s study?”

“Oh, yes,” Georgiana gushed. “May I truly?” Before Elizabeth could answer, the girl continued. “We spoke of my Come Out, and then Edward took me in his arms, and we waltzed. Without music. We swayed so close together, and I thought for a brief span that he would kiss me.”

“Would you have allowed his kiss?” Elizabeth squeezed Georgiana’s hand in a gesture of camaraderie.

“Is it wanton to say that I’d like my first kiss to come from Edward?” Georgiana anxiously bit her bottom lip.

Elizabeth leaned forward. “It’s not wanton. It’s the natural progression of a relationship. Edward is a gentleman, and he’ll not take advantage. Again, he probably is experiencing some questions as to how your relationship has changed. May I make an observation?”

“Please do,” Georgiana encouraged.

“Tomorrow is Christmas, and Pemberley seems to have sprouted a large number of mistletoe berries.” Elizabeth’s eyes sparkled with mischief. “Surely, an intelligent young lady could find herself under said berries when the colonel passed.”

Georgiana giggled. “I love the way you think, Sister.”

Chapter 16

“It’s a rarity,” Mr.Winkler said to the nodding congregation, “that Christmas and Sunday coincide.” He paused briefly for that fact to register. “Last evening, we spoke of the sacrifice each must make to know God’s glory. Today, I wish to address the wonderful sacrifice of the women in our lives. Specifically, I wish to speak of the undying love of our mothers.”

Darcy felt Elizabeth shift closer to him, and he brought her hand into his lap. He prayed that Winkler’s sermon wouldn’t upset her.

“In Exodus 2,” Winkler continued, “Jochobed made the ultimate sacrifice to save Moses from the Egyptians by placing him among the bulrushes. When Solomon would have divided the child between the two claimants, the true mother offered the boy to the other woman in order to save her child. Unselfish sacrifice is a part of motherhood. A woman’s legacy is the faith she passes on to her children. It’s the faith that sustains those children through hardships. It is a mother’s Godly sway that defines her dotation.”

Darcy noted a single tear crawling down Elizabeth’s cheek. Without thinking, he slipped his handkerchief from his inner pocket and into her hand.

“And what makes a good woman?” Winkler asked. “In Proverbs 31, we learn the words of King Lemuel, the prophecy that his mother taught him. In these verses, God describes a woman’s trustworthiness and her strength. ‘She layeth her hands to the spindle, and her hands hold the distaff. She stretcheth out her hand to the poor; yea, she reacheth forth her hands to the needy. Strength and honor are her clothing. She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness. Her children arise up, and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praiseth her. Favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain: but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised.’ Children are God’s gift. We know that in certainty on this most precious of days. Trust in God and your household will know the Lord’s reflection.”


Darcy escorted Elizabeth outside. “Are you well?” he whispered into her hair.

Elizabeth turned her head sharply to him. “Why should I not be?” She too whispered as the Christmas congregation streamed from the church.

“Mr.Winkler’s sermon,” Darcy explained.

Elizabeth understood immediately. “I enjoyed the clergyman’s words. In fact, last evening, Mr. Winkler and I spoke openly of motherhood. I believe that the gentleman changed portions of his message based on our discussion. You should have no more fears for my disposition, Fitzwilliam. God shall give us a child when He’s ready, not when we are.”

“Are you certain?” Darcy pressed.

“I’m certain of my love for you. Everything else shall fall away as insignificant.”

It was another of those moments when his wife innocently expressed her affections, and his desire rose immediately. He stood on the Lambton church’s steps and wished to take Elizabeth into his arms and make love to her. Surely, such thoughts would doom him to hell, but Darcy could no more ignore his overwhelming devotion to his wife than he could take flight. It was his destiny to love her.

“I’m forever your servant, Mrs. Darcy.” He brought the back of her hand to his lips. He nodded toward the gathering carriages. “Allow me to see Her Ladyship and Anne safely in their coach.” With that, he stepped away from Elizabeth, leaving her to the approaching Mr. Bennet.


Her father placed Elizabeth’s hand on his arm, and they began an ambulatory circuit of the area. Many villagers stopped to offer their greetings, and Elizabeth took great pleasure in introducing her father to each. “Having you at Pemberley is an answered prayer,” she told him.

“Being able to assuage my concerns for you has made my journey worthwhile.”

Elizabeth came to a sudden halt. “Is everyone obsessed with my mental stability?”

Mr. Bennet started their walking again. “Your husband and your parents are naturally sensitive to your changed temperament. Even you must admit, Lizzy, that you’ve not been yourself of late.”

“I suppose,” she said reluctantly.

“We all love you,” he assured.

Elizabeth accepted his compassion. “I never meant to worry you.”

“We know.” He patted her hand. “Just come back to us, Lizzy. We all depend on your good sense.”



“Miss De Bourgh,” Southland bowed to Anne. He’d waited in the vicinity of her private quarters in hopes that she might appear. “May I escort you to the morning room?”

Anne actually smiled at him. “Thank you, Lieutenant.” She took his proffered arm.

“I suppose you realize that I purposely sought you out,” he said softly as they descended the main staircase.

“I suppose I did,” she said with a blush.