Lynne Connolly - Counterfeit Countess

He raised a brow. “I did. The ladies of fashion would condemn me for being too brown.”

“I want to lick it.” Where did that come from? But she did. She wouldn’t take it back.

“You shall. Anything you wish to do. Tonight.” He meant it.

They could give in to the desire that, it appeared, they had both felt in the army, but this was in the nature of a truce. Not a peace.

Happy endings weren’t her forte, but she could have a temporary one tonight. She refused to let her doubts show on her face, but watched him, and then she forgot her fear of inadequacy as he exposed more of his masculine beauty.

Associating the word with a man seemed strange, but not when she gazed at him. Broad shoulders, easy, powerful muscles, evidence of his outdoor life. Her mouth went dry when he kicked off his shoes and pushed his breeches and underwear down and off, staying bent until he’d shed his hosiery.

When he stood, he took her breath away. It wasn’t as if she’d never seen a man’s erection before. She just hadn’t seen this one.

Large, yes, thick, too, but dark in colour and leaking clear liquid.

She wanted to taste it, actually wanted it. “That too,” he said, his voice deeper, harsher as if as seized by the moment as she. He’d done this before, doubtless more than she had, so why would he feel that way? Glad she roused him, unsure what would happen, she watched him approach.

He kept her gaze, leaning over her so she lay back against the covers. “That’s it.” His voice purred across her, making the small hairs on her body come to attention. She couldn’t look away from his eyes, so hot, watching her as voraciously as she watched him.

“Now, my lady, let’s to it, shall we?”

Something inside her sank, like a bladder deflating. His smile stoked the still glowing fire inside her. However, she knew this part.

She opened her legs, still looking forward to feeling his body in hers.

He leaned forward, his chest touching her nipples. Delicious, awakening every sense she owned.

He let his shaft press against her stomach, branding the soft skin with wet fire when he claimed another kiss. He tangled his fingers in her curls, held her head steady while he kissed her and kissed her, as if he couldn’t get enough.

The ten minutes she’d allotted to this act had probably passed by now. He lifted his head, his mouth full and damp. “I could do that all night, were it not for the other treats in store. Tell me you want me.”

She nodded and he smiled, a slow, hot smile that heated her blood. Moaning his name, she raised her arms and curled them around his neck, drawing him back with an unspoken request.

“Next time, we’ll take much, much longer.” The smile remained as he reached down and adjusted himself, introducing his cock to the place where it belonged. Next time? Not likely.

But oh, she wanted this. Wanted the intimacy, a closeness she’d missed so badly. He watched her as he guided his shaft into position. His knuckles nudged her—she didn’t know the name of it, or even if it had a name, that tight knot of sensitivity at the top of her slit. She cried out, and jerked. He gave a tight smile. “I won’t ignore your clitoris, I promise.”

Clitoris. He knew she had one, and how it felt to her. She’d learned on her own, tickling it until warmth swept over her in a great wave. Desperate to reconnect with the part of her life that had died in Waterloo, she’d learned her own body better in the two years since. Maybe that might have made a difference to her marriage, but her husband had never encouraged her to explore.

His eyes widened, lost a touch of the sultry expression. “You didn’t know about it?”

“I didn’t know what it was called.”

He snatched a kiss. “It has. I know what it’s called and what to do with it. Open for me.” She obeyed, widening her thighs and bending her knees to place her feet flat on the bed. “Wrap your legs around me. Pull me in.”

She did as he told her and his cock lodged deeper, pushing past the snug ring around her entrance, the pressure easing when the head eased through.

She gave a long sigh of contentment when he drove in, slowly but inexorably forging a path inside her. “God, you’re tight!” He sounded strained.

“It’s been a while.” When she caught her lower lip between her teeth, he groaned, drew back and went then deep inside again.

Barely any resistance.

“I won’t force anything. Let’s take our time. It’s been a while for me too, and if I’m not careful I’ll go off like a rocket.”

That made her laugh, which in turn caused him to groan once more. “One of those things the army set off to alert others?”

“The same. And the fireworks in Hyde Park. They sparkle in different colours. I’m seeing some now.” He lifted up on his elbows, gazing down at her, his cock deep inside her, unmoving. “I’ll rally soon. You feel so good, sweetheart.”

She accepted the endearment, bathed in it, smiled, a swift flash of joy shooting through her before she reminded herself it meant nothing. Still, she’d had those few seconds. For once she’d meant something to someone else. She was more than an employer or an inconvenient relative. He was gazing at her, Faith, not a thing. “So do you. Don’t you want to...?” She knew the words for that all right.

Following the drum taught her every crude word possible. Except clitoris. The men didn’t concern themselves with that. But they had other words for her channel. It felt like a channel to her, a small passage to the depths of her body, reaching deep inside. She knew other words ladies were not supposed to know for that part.

“I like your hair short. It stopped me recognising you at first.”

She started, but he pinned her down. “What’s wrong? Of course I remember you.”

With a glance down at her breasts, he began to move.

In and out. In her experience, a dozen or fewer drives would serve, but she didn’t want him to leave her so soon. When his drives went on, and the position he’d bade her take pushed her clitoris against him with every stroke, unaccustomed warmth flooded her.

As she moaned, her back arched, as if it knew what to do while she didn’t.

“That’s it, give yourself to me. Listen to your body, let it go.” His harsh command, followed by a flurry of shallow thrusts. “I’ll take care of you, I swear it.” Sweat glistened on his brow, glowed on his upper arms. She grabbed them, held on as he drove deeper, harder, the change making her gasp. Her body responded in a way she’d never known before. With a cry she jerked, her body flooded with pure joy, every part of her responding to him. Spasms shook her, emanating from where they joined, and she didn’t have to try not to think any more. He’d taken the ability from her.

When she forced her eyes open, she saw the desperation in his, the taut lines around his mouth, the strain in his muscles when he brought himself over.

He pulled out. Wet warmth covered her belly, as he made sounds of desperation, his cock emptying itself outside her.

He’d closed his eyes so she couldn’t see how his climax affected him. Then he opened them. The heat had leached out, the cool, rational expression returning.

“We have matters to discuss,” he said, plummeting her back to earth.

Of course. This formed a moment out of time, not something she could look forward to, learn to expect, although he’d given her more education in the ways of love than she’d ever known before.

He placed a hand on her waist, at the side. “Keep still. Wait.”

The way he pushed off and away seemed effortless, but it took more strength than she possessed. He didn’t appear to notice. He strode across the room to her washstand, and picked up her washrag, rinsing it in the water that must have gone cold by now.

He came back to her, stroked the cloth over her stomach to clean her, brisk and efficient. “Maybe we shouldn’t have done that so soon, but I needed you. It seems I have the right to have you, and you didn’t appear unwilling.”

She shook her head, her curls clinging to the bedcover. “I wasn’t.” The truth, as far as she could give it.

If only he’d rolled over and started snoring! She could have gone about her business then. Her attention strayed to where her carpetbag sat on the table by the door, ready for her to pick up and take with her when she left.

“Now for the talk.” He put the cloth aside, and returned to her, sliding one arm under her body and lifting her as if she weighed nothing, which was far from the case. Untangling the sheets, he laid her down and came to lie beside her, pulling the covers over them both. “Wouldn’t want you to get cold. I prefer my women warm.”

He smiled, but she didn’t.

“It used to get so cold.”

“How long did you follow the drum?”

“Five years.”

He frowned. “Cold for five years.”

“Or too hot. We were in the Peninsula. It could get hot there.”

He nodded. “I remember.” After tucking one arm under his head he watched her with eyes that were far too perceptive. “So when did we marry, exactly?”

Would she lie? He prayed she would not. She had the most glorious body he’d ever had access to, but he could not allow her any leeway just because of that. He mustn’t forget she was an adventuress, taking advantage of the similarity in their names.

Confusion followed battles and one of the greatest skills a leader had was gathering the troops afterwards, talking them down, discovering who was missing and collecting information.

Sometimes the success of the campaign depended on the speed of recovery. Only this time there wasn’t another battle to go to, or a new place to march to. Just the aftermath of the last conflict in the campaign. He hadn’t been present then.

He waited for her to detect the flaw in her argument. She said nothing, only swallowed. He felt he should continue, otherwise she’d draw him in again. Because that lovemaking was—spectacular. Nothing like he’d expected, although he’d known she’d be good. “When did John Smith die exactly?”

“At Waterloo.”

“And you believed I died at Waterloo. There wasn’t time for you to remarry me once widowed, was there? So are we married, or aren’t we?”

She closed her eyes and heaved a great sigh before shaking her head. “No.”

He reached out to take her hand, re-establish physical contact between them. Her warmth seeped through him, reminding him, as if he needed it, that she was a person, a human being. Few people were wholly good or evil. His weakness had driven him to Canada.

Had hers impelled her to this masquerade? He wanted to know.

“Tell me how it was. Tell me, Faith.” He desperately needed honesty from her now. Every step he took depended on it. If she attempted to fool him, he’d use her and then let her go. If not—for once, he didn’t have a plan.

When she opened her eyes he saw her pupils large with apprehension. “All of it?”

“Everything. If we’re to deal together, I need to know.”

“But we don’t have to. Deal together, I mean.”

He rolled on his side, propped himself on one elbow. “What makes you say that?”

Another swallow. “I can leave. Then you can expose me, say I was an impostor, that I used the similarity between my husband’s name and yours to steal your army pension.”

He shrugged, noted the way her attention went to his shoulders.

So she liked his build, eh? Any advantage he had, he’d utilize it. “Is that why you did it?” One of his skills was to spot liars. He’d always been able to do it. He suspected it had something to do with the way a person moved when they told a lie. Not the way they met his eyes. Liars were good at that, but not the rest. He watched her, forcing his mind into assessing her movements instead of just enjoying them, as his body urged him to do.

In answer to his question, she nodded. “I needed time after Waterloo. I came home, and I had nothing.” She paused, glanced away. Was there more to her decision to pose as his widow? Not lying, but concealing something. “If you’d worked that out, why didn’t you repudiate me tonight?”

“Did you expect it?”

Of course she had. He owed her nothing. Why would he want her after that? The answer still eluded him, except her body was soft and welcoming and he wanted more.

“You’ve met the dowager, so you know what I had to face at home,” he said. “They wanted me to marry. When I was in the army the dowager kept writing me letters, and somehow most got to me.