“Did he?”

“Yep. And Jenna Hardy is the only heir. The farm and everything else is hers.”

Gard sighed. “I’ll call her back.”

“Problem?”

“Not exactly. She wasn’t receptive to the idea of having a relative up here, though.”

“A lot of people don’t want to get involved, especially with a deceased who’s essentially a stranger.”

“Yeah, I suppose,” Gard said, but what she’d heard in Jenna Hardy’s voice hadn’t been indifference. It had sounded a lot like fear.

Chapter Four

“Who was that on the phone earlier?” Alice asked.

“No one,” Jenna said without opening her eyes. Her stomach had finally settled, just in time for a short ambulance ride from the airport to Jamaica Plains Hospital. Now, at a little before ten in the morning, they were waiting for an emergency room physician to check her over. “Just a case of mistaken identity.”

“That was a pretty long conversation for a wrong number.” Alice sounded suspicious.

“It was nothing. Believe me. How long do you think this is going to take?”

“We’ve only been here fifteen minutes.”

“This day feels like it’s already been a year long.” Jenna risked cracking her lids a fraction, and when the glaring overhead fluorescents didn’t ratchet up the awful pounding behind her eyes, she kept them open. “It would be simpler for me just to see a doctor sometime this week. This is a waste of everyone’s time.”

“Let’s not take any chances. Maybe this is just a migraine, but you’ve never had them before. We don’t want to overlook anything serious.”

“All right. Fine.” Jenna resigned herself to a few more hours of misery. Alice was trying to sound casual, but she was wearing the speckles off the dingy gray tiles with her constant pacing. Jenna had never seen her display anything other than cool control and, occasionally, razor-sharp anger directed at some hapless individual who had dropped whatever ball Alice wanted carried. She must really be worried, and that realization stirred a wave of tenderness that had Jenna grabbing Alice’s hand as she passed. “Hey, I’m okay. Sit down. Stop fretting.”

“I’m not—” Alice grinned when Jenna raised an eyebrow. With a sigh, she leaned down to kiss Jenna’s cheek. “I just can’t have anything happen to you, now can I?”

“Nothing will. Sit. We’ll be out of here soon.”

As it turned out, an hour passed before a pleasant Indian emergency room physician assured Jenna she did indeed have a severe migraine, brought on most likely by stress and malnutrition.

“Malnutrition?” Jenna almost laughed. “That’s absurd.”

The physician smiled softly. “I’m afraid you’re quite anemic and your serum protein level is below normal limits too. Both results indicate serious iron deficiency, an inadequate diet, and in all likelihood, a depressed immune system. The migraine might very well be the first symptom of a more serious problem.”

“What do we need to do?” Alice’s voice quavered and she looked as if she might faint next.

“I’m prescribing the usual vitamins and iron supplements, regular exercise, plenty of rest, a balanced diet, and”—the doctor looked pointedly at Jenna—“a reduced work schedule for a few months.”

“That’s ridiculous,” Jenna exclaimed. “My work is not taxing. I’m a writer. I spend most of my days at a desk.”

“Do you think that exerting mental energy hour after hour is not draining? That the pressure of finding and tapping your creative resources does not produce stress and anxiety?” the physician asked gently.

Jenna felt trapped. By the doctor’s logic, by her rebelling body, by the dread in Alice’s eyes. She wanted out of the small sterile cubicle. She wanted to escape from the too-critical gaze of the physician and the anxious attention of her oldest friend. She didn’t want to be helpless. She was not this woman losing control of her own life—she was Cassandra Hart. Capable, confident, successful. Always one step ahead, always on top.

Jenna sat up. “Thank you for everything you’ve done, Dr. Singh. May I go now?”

“Of course. The nurses will give you an instruction sheet when you sign out. Please consider the things I’ve told you, and have a good day.”

As Jenna slipped into her pants and buttoned her shirt, she sent Alice, whose worry was like a third person in the room, an exasperated glance. “Stop. I told you, I’m fine.”

“It didn’t sound that way to me,” Alice said. “We’re going to need to take a hard look at your schedule and make some adjustments.”

“We’re going to do no such thing. My schedule is fine. I’m fine.”

“You heard what the doctor said. Today was a warning,” Alice said. “If you want to stay on top of the game, then you’re going to need to change a few things. You do want to hold on to your bestselling rank, don’t you?”

“That’s blackmail and you know it.” Jenna grabbed her briefcase. Out, she just needed to get out of the hospital. Away from Alice’s too-sharp gaze and well-meaning concern. She wasn’t about to change her routine, risk her career—risk her life, for a damn headache. “Let’s go.”

“I don’t want to play hardball,” Alice said with surprising gentleness, “but if that’s what it takes, then that’s what it takes.”

“We’ll talk about this later.” Just as Jenna jerked open the curtain enclosing the cubicle, her phone rang for the fourth time in the last hour. She’d ignored it each time previously. This time, she yanked it out of her briefcase and checked the readout. The same 802 area code number came up again. She pressed the accept icon and said tersely, “This is Cassandra Hart.”

After a moment’s silence, the husky alto voice she remembered from earlier that morning said, “I’m trying to reach Jenna Hardy. This is Dr. Gardner Davis.”

“Yes, Dr. Davis, I know. And my answer is still the same as it was—”

“Ms. Hardy?” Gard asked.

“Yes.”

“Our county sheriff—Sheriff Gold—has traced a number of records—birth, marriage, death certificates, that sort of thing—and they pretty clearly indicate that you are indeed Elizabeth Hardy’s direct heir. You’re named in her will, Ms. Hardy.”

“I don’t really see how that’s possible, but I’ll have my attorney contact—who should he contact? You? The sheriff?”

“Sheriff Gold would probably be the best one to help straighten out the legalities,” Gard said. “I know this is sudden, but we’ll need some instructions on how to take care of Ms. Hardy’s remains. There’s one funeral home in town that I can recommend.”

“This is insane,” Jenna muttered. How could she possibly make decisions about someone she didn’t even know? “You’re satisfied with their services?”

“Yes. Completely.”

“Fine. Then that place would be fine. What about in the will? Has she left any final instructions?”

“I don’t know. Usually the family has that information—”

“Well, that’s obviously not the case this time.” Jenna closed her eyes but the shards of glass spearing each eyeball kept right on stabbing. God, she just wanted a dark quiet room and no one asking her for anything. Solitude. Please, God, soon. “I’ll let my attorney know he’ll need to look into that. Give me the sheriff’s number.”

“All right,” Gard said, her tone stiff. “It’s—”

“Wait a minute.” Jenna really didn’t want to deal with any of this. Not now. Not ever. She half opened her eyes and dug around in her briefcase, finally locating a small pad of paper and a pen. “Go ahead,” she said, and wrote down the number. “If that’s all, I have other things to attend to.”

“I’m sure you do. Good-bye, then.”

“Son of a bitch…” Jenna pressed the silent phone to her ear. “I think she hung up on me.”

Gard leaned a hip against the side of her truck, berating herself for taking Jenna Hardy’s, or Cassandra Hart’s, or whatever her name was, cold indifference personally. She should know better than to lose her temper, but the woman’s perfunctory, dismissive manner had hit every one of her sore points. She knew this kind of woman—the one for whom simple human niceties didn’t even register on her radar. Jenna Hardy was either too busy being successful or too used to the insulation provided by her wealth and power to care about how her actions affected others. All the same, Hardy was a bereaved relative and after all this time, Gard should be immune to people lashing out at whoever happened to be handy. Even the people who didn’t deserve it.

“Oh for Christ’s sake,” Gard muttered. She’d let Jenna Hardy get to her because she reminded her of Susannah. And her mother. And her sister-in-law. All the women in her life who had cared more for their social status, their financial security, and public opinion than things like love and trust and forgiveness. She’d thought she was past all that, that she couldn’t be hurt any longer by disdain and contempt, but one—no, two conversations with Jenna Hardy had catapulted her a dozen years into the past. How was that possible? She’d moved three hundred miles away, cut all her ties with a family that had made it clear she was no longer a part of it, and rebuilt a life based solely on what she did day in and day out as she made her way from farm to farm. No one up here knew her family, knew her history—or her shame. But in a few brief moments, this stranger had managed to remind her of all of it.

She hoped she never had to talk to Jenna Hardy again.

Jenna awoke from an uneasy sleep in the late afternoon. She’d opened the windows in her high-rise apartment when she’d finally arrived home after convincing Alice she did not need company. Now a thick blanket of hot, humid air weighed on her chest, and for a few seconds, she was back in the tiny airless bedroom in the sweltering trailer. Unable to catch her breath, her mind filling with crushing dread, she gripped the sheets and forced herself to breathe slowly and evenly.

I’m fine. I’m fine. I’m home.

Eventually, the tightness in her chest receded. Panic attack. She’d never forget the last one. She’d been seventeen and had awakened in the eight-by-ten room at the far end of the trailer to the labored grunts of Darlene and her latest boyfriend having sex in the room next to hers. She hadn’t wanted to listen, but the walls were thin and Darlene wasn’t trying to be quiet.

Jenna wasn’t supposed to have been home. She’d told Darlene she was staying over at Betty Sue’s house, but she’d come home early, bored with the endless conversation about boys and babies. She’d known since she was fourteen she wasn’t going there. Not with the boys, for sure. She’d fallen asleep reading and the groans and dull thud of the platform bed striking the wall woke her. She’d recognized the sounds instantly, she’d heard them all her life. She’d rolled over, tuning them out, and then she’d heard her name.

“You think I don’t know the real reason why you been coming around,” Darlene said. “I’ve seen you looking at her. You want something young and fresh, and you think you know just where to find it.”

Jenna had shivered, feeling trapped. The only way out was past Darlene’s room, and every footstep in the single-wide was audible. They’d know she was home, that she’d been listening.

“I ain’t been giving you no cause to accuse me of that sort of thing,” Floyd said.

Darlene laughed. “I got eyes. That’s all the reason I need.”

“You don’t sound all that mad, just the same.”

Floyd had a playful note in his voice that made Jenna’s skin clammy.

“Could be I’m not,” Darlene said.

“How’s that?” Floyd asked in a cautious tone.

“Could be I’m not opposed to the idea of you and her, if we were to make it a little more interesting.”

“Interesting. How would that work?”

“I was thinking we might make it a family affair.”

His laughter was as harsh as the hand squeezing Jenna’s throat. Her stomach twisted and she could hardly breathe.

“Jesus, Darlene, she’s your daughter.”

“You know, she’s not. Not by blood. She was Frank’s, and when he left, I got stuck with her. But at least I get money to keep her.” Darlene laughed. “Besides, I’m not into girls that way. It’d just be fun to double up on you. You’d like that, wouldn’t you?”

“I don’t know. I’ll have to think about it.”

“That’s not what the stiff thing between your legs is saying.” Darlene’s voice dropped low and Jenna had tried really hard not to imagine what they were doing. “I’d say your thinking is already done.”

Jenna hadn’t waited to hear Floyd’s answer. She’d crept across the room and clicked the flimsy lock on her door. She’d known it wouldn’t keep them out if they’d wanted to come in, but she couldn’t think of anything else to do right then. By morning, she had known what she had to do. She’d packed her clothes, taken whatever money she could find while Darlene and Floyd snored, and walked the three miles into town. She’d climbed on a bus going north and ridden it until it stopped.