“I’ll look for a job tomorrow.” Her voice sounded tired.

“I forgot about that. I guess you’ll need one of those.” We stood silent, letting our joint circumstances sink in.

I clapped my hands to break the suddenly glum atmosphere. “Let’s get some food. I’m starving.”

A look through the fridge revealed a stick of butter, three eggs, and about a quarter cup of expired milk. The cupboards offered a can of corned beef hash and some baked beans.

“We could do scrambled eggs with hash and beans,” I offered.

Sam scrunched her nose. “Let’s go out. Is there a good restaurant in town?”

I looked at her, realizing I had no clue as to the quality of the local eateries, since I’d never tried any of them. “I have a better idea.” Though I was reluctant to leave my house alone for even a short time, a lightbulb flashed across my brain. “We’ll drop by my grandfather’s house. My cousin Joel is the best cook in the world. You won’t believe his stir-fry.”

Sam seemed hesitant. “Are they expecting us?”

I gave a shrug. “No. But it’s family. They won’t mind. Besides, I haven’t been down there in a while. I owe them a visit.”

We drove down the peninsula in my Explorer. I gave Sam what limited knowledge I had of the homes we passed. She oohed and aahed over groves of lilacs bursting into bloom along the edges of farmers’ fields.

“Look at that place. It’s gorgeous.” She spotted my grandfather’s white fences, stark and straight against the vivid green grass. The white trim of the lake house stood out from the brilliant blue of Silvan Bay. I turned down the drive.

“This is it? Your family lives in the coolest houses.” She perched like a cocker spaniel on the passenger seat, hands pressed against the dash.

“Thanks.” I wondered what Sam would think when she learned the sordid details of my family history. Cool houses couldn’t stamp out generations of poor decisions.

I pulled onto the circle drive. Over by the detached garage, the tan car Joel drove was parked alongside my cousin Gerard’s black truck.

“Looks like everyone is here. Hopefully they’ll have extra food.” I walked up the steps and rang the bell. Sam followed.

Joel opened the door. He looked at me, then shifted his gaze to Sam. His eyes blinked and his head jerked back as if he’d just looked upon a dazzling pile of gold.

“Hi,” he said, one arm on the doorframe, blocking our way.

“Hey.” I shifted my feet, waiting for him to look back in my direction. I cleared my throat. “We’re wondering if it’s too late to invite ourselves to supper.”

Joel shrugged. I wondered if he’d even heard me.

I spoke again. “This is Sam, my friend from downstate. Sam, this is Joel.”

Their hands met in a slow shake. Sam’s eyes gleamed on top of her big smile.

I took a step closer to the door. “So anyway, Sam just arrived today and we were working so hard to get her moved in that we didn’t have time to cook supper. Would you have enough for two more?”

Without taking his eyes off Samantha, Joel motioned for us to come in. We followed him to the dining table. Steam rose from a platter of roast beef and vegetables in the center. The scent of basil and pepper filled the air. My grandfather grinned from his place at the head of the table as we entered. Next to him, Olivia’s hunched frame turned in our direction. I could sense her perusal of my new roommate.

On Puppa’s other side, Gerard rose from his chair like a sergeant coming to attention. “To what do we owe the honor?”

“To Joel’s great cooking,” I said. “Grandma Olivia, you look well tonight.” I gave her a peck on the cheek. I moved toward my grandfather and squeezed his arm. “Puppa, this is my good friend Samantha Walters. She’s staying with me for the summer. Sam, this is my grandfather Bernard Russo, my great-grandmother Olivia Russo, and my second-cousins Joel and Gerard Russo.”

“Nice to meet all of you,” Sam said, no doubt charming them with her pleasant smile and personality, not to mention her Daisy Duke body.

“Welcome, Samantha.” Puppa gestured toward two empty chairs at the table. “Have a seat, girls. There’s plenty for everyone.”

I thanked him and took a place next to Gerard. Sam took the slot adjacent to Joel’s empty seat. In moments, my cousin the chef set plates in front of us. Scoops of beef, potatoes, and carrots spilled onto them.

I put up my hand. “That’s plenty for me.”

I ate the hearty fare as if it were my last meal. Sam did the same, even asking for seconds.

“So what brings you to our neck of the woods, Samantha?” my grandfather asked.

I kept my eyes on my potatoes while I listened for her answer.

She giggled and waved a hand. “Just looking for a change this summer. I’ve been cooped up in Rawlings my whole life. Thanks to Tish and her awesome hospitality, I finally escaped.”

I peeked at Puppa. He set his fork down. The thumb and finger of one hand rubbed together. “Exactly what is it you’re escaping from?”

I dove into my carrots, enthralled by the ridges in each slice. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Sam dab at her lips with her napkin. She took a sip of water. She crossed her arms on the table.

“I own a Coney Island restaurant in the strip mall there,” she said. “Used to be my dad’s, but I took it over a few years back when he died. I really love it. I guess I’ll do anything to avoid burnout.”

My grandfather gave a nod of his head. “Let me know if you run into any trouble. Maybe I can help.”

“Thank you,” Sam said. “In fact, maybe you know of a job opening around here. I wish I could afford to loaf all summer, but Tish probably wouldn’t tolerate vagrancy.”

I smiled but kept my eyes on the last sliver of beef on my oversized pottery plate.

“I heard the Silvan Bay Grille is looking for a waitress,” Gerard piped up.

“That’s right up my alley,” Sam said. “I’ll stop in the morning. Would you mind if I used you folks as references?”

“Dropping the Russo name won’t get you very far around here,” Gerard said with his half-quirk smile.

“It will if you drop my name.” Olivia’s voice came deep and strong from her place beside Puppa.

He patted her arm. “You’re right, Mother. I don’t know how you do it, but you’ve still got this town shaking in its boots.”

“Somebody’s got to keep the young people in line,” Olivia said. She mashed a potato on her plate. She looked at Sam. “You have Nancy call me in the morning. You seem like a nice enough girl. Having a face like yours around, instead of that moose Loreen’s, will do business good.”

Sam blushed. Joel shifted in his seat. I checked out the etched leaf pattern on my empty plate.

“Very good, Mother,” my grandfather said. “I’m sure Samantha will be a fine addition to the Grille.”

We cleared our plates and moved to the living area for coffee and tiny squares of Joel’s delectable English toffee bars.

Grandma Olivia settled into a straight back chair. “I heard Melissa Belmont is trying to put her house up for sale,” she said with a touch of derision.

Puppa gave a nod. “Yes, she contacted Ethyl Merton about listing it. It’s better if she leaves the area.”

My ears perked up. “Sounds like everything is working out for her, then?” I asked, hoping to assuage my guilt.

“We’ll see. It’s too early to tell,” Grandfather said.

“Nonsense. The girl will be fine,” Olivia said. “Don’t know why she wants to move at all. Those children were born here. They belong on the peninsula. Drake has plenty of family to help raise them until he gets back on his feet. And her family is just over in Escanaba.”

Puppa leaned one elbow on the arm of his recliner. “Mother, Drake’s been in and out of trouble most of his life. Melissa’s had enough. She and those kids deserve a fresh start.”

“You weren’t talking that way when that Beth Amble turned up pregnant. Besides, when I was young, people got married and stayed that way. Nowadays if you don’t like the way they hang the toilet paper, you get a divorce,” Olivia said.

“Toilet paper isn’t an issue for Melissa,” my grandfather said.

“So Drake gets a little rough once in a while,” Olivia said. “Your father had his moments and I never held it against him.”

He humphed. “I remember his moments. You were certainly entitled to your choice to stay. And Melissa is entitled to her choice to leave.”

Olivia gripped her hands together. “All I’m saying is Drake isn’t that bad. I put up with a lot more than Melissa ever did. She doesn’t know the meaning of hardship.”

“And after what she’s already been through, I’m sure she doesn’t want to find out.” Puppa stood and smacked his palms together. “Take a walk with me, Patricia. I want to show you the new horse.”

Joel stood after him. “And I’ll show Samantha the barn. We just put in more stalls.”

Sam and I jumped up and followed the men out the back door. Gerard in his wisdom stayed to entertain Olivia.

23

Puppa, Joel, Samantha, and I walked past the detached garage. From behind a clump of cedars emerged a red barn with white trim and black roof. A cupola complete with a rooster weathervane topped the structure. The bronzed iron squeaked, lazy in the breeze. Next to the barn, white fencing circled the corral, then led off to green pastures. Evidence of horses greeted us on the warm spring air.

Puppa pointed me toward an enclosure past the barn. Joel and Sam wandered off in their own direction.

“There’s that fine filly,” he said, looking at a pretty palomino. As we approached, the horse joined us at the fence. She nuzzled my hand.

“She likes you,” Puppa said, smiling.

“Her nose is so soft.” I leaned my face against hers, drinking in the comforting smell of her warm coat. “How old is she?”

“Ten,” Puppa said. “She’s a Kentucky Mountain Horse.”

“I like her size.” Her back came just below my shoulders.

“She’s a little over fourteen hands high,” he explained.

“What’s her name?”

“I call her Goldie, but her papers say Heaven Hill Gold.”

“That’s a pretty name.”

Puppa chuckled. “It’s a type of liquor. Goldie comes from a dry county down in Kentucky. The old-timers like to name these smooth-riding gaited horses after the thing they love most but can’t have: whiskey.”

I laughed. “Grandpa Amble would have related to that.”

“She’s yours, Patricia.”

My smile faltered. I looked at Puppa. “What do you mean?” My hands ran through Goldie’s mane, instinctively working out the knots and snarls.

“I got her for you.” He patted the horse’s neck. “She’s the right age and height for a new rider. And her temperament is as heavenly as her name.”

My eyes stung as his words sank in. “You got me a horse?”

He nodded. “I used to love riding with your mother. She was a very special lady. I hope we can enjoy the same friendship.”

I wrapped my arms around his neck. “Thank you, Puppa.”

His hands held me in a tight embrace. “You’re welcome.”

When he released me, I wiped at my eyes. “I’m so happy to have family around. I was so alone before. I feel like I finally made it home.”

“You are home. And I hope you’ll never leave us again.”

My heart twisted with emotion as I recognized the tragedy of my profession. I had doomed myself to a perpetual fresh start. I could never settle down with family or form roots that lasted through generations. I was destined to move away time and time again from the very people who could bring stability, love, and meaning to my life. I’d left Brad, hadn’t I? Was I really going to leave my grandfather, great-grandmother, and cousins too?

I choked on the ball in my throat. “I hope I never leave you again too, Puppa.” I’d have to be creative, but I could figure out a way to stay in Port Silvan, and a way to stay in my family’s log cabin where Mom and I spent those beautiful summers together with Puppa and Jellybean. Now if I could only get Candice back in the picture, it would be almost as good as the old days.

“Tell me about your friend,” Puppa said, done with all the mushy stuff.

We started walking the fence line. I was charmed by the way Goldie stayed alongside us. “Samantha? Hmmm. She’s younger than me, beautiful, gutsy, already has Joel by a nose ring . . .”

Puppa laughed. “I noticed all that. I meant tell me about her past. Sounds to me like she’s on the run.”

“I don’t know that she’s on the run so much as her brother Brad is just ultra-paranoid. He’s a cop, you know.”