She came to my room and looked at me with a criticism which even at such a time made me wonder whether she was picturing the difficulty of finding a husband for me. “Such a shocking thing!” She shut the door. ”I never did approve of this marriage. I have never known Edward to act foolishly before. But that … creature. Most unsuitable! What ever possessed him?”

“Love,” I answered.

“Harriet, are you trying to be clever? It’s not very becoming—and at such a time.”

“It is not in the least clever to see the obvious. Papa was very much in love with her, so he married her and gave her all the things which she had never had before.”

“H’m, and she took them with the utmost eagerness.”

“Her eagerness to take could not compare with his to give.”

“What nonsense is this! I am deeply shocked and filled with grief, but that will not prevent my making sure that we really get to the bottom of this mystery.”

“Mystery? Papa died of a stroke. The doctor said so.”

“Well, we shall see at the autopsy, shall we not?”

“An autopsy!”

“My dear child, there is always an autopsy after sudden death, and your father’s was very sudden.”

“Aunt Clarissa, what are you suggesting?”

“Merely that an aging man, a very rich man, decides to marry a young adventuress. He does so, and very shortly he dies.”

“But what has she to gain?”

“Doubtless we shall hear when the will is read after the funeral. But the autopsy, I am thankful to say, comes first”

“I am sure you are quite wrong.”

“And you, Harriet, are far too self-opinionated. I can see your manners are as atrocious as ever.” She turned and was about to leave me, but at the door she paused. “Not a word of this,” she said, “to her. If she thinks she has deceived us all, let her go on thinking it for a little while.”

She left me alone and thoughtful.

Poor Jenny! I thought She is going to miss my father’s care and protection.

Later, when I went down to the servants' quarters I could not help overhearing their comments.

“That’s what comes of an old man trying to be a young one.”

“You don’t think that she…”

“Get away with you! But … I don’t know. I reckon he’s left her pretty comfortable. Well, if she wanted to be rid of him … and go off with some young man …”

I didn’t want to hear any more. It was so unkind, so unfair. My father had had a stroke, doubtless because he was trying to keep pace with Jenny’s youth, but that was his fault, not hers.

Suspicion crept into the house like a November fog.

The next day I saw the papers. “Sir Edward Delvaney dies from heart attack. Two months after his marriage to chorus girl, Miss Jenny Jay, Sir Edward Delvaney collapsed in his London residence. This will mean a by-election in the Lansella district of Cornwall, for which Sir Edward has been Member for the last ten years.”

Bevil, who had not yet left for South Africa, came to London for the funeral—to represent his family, he said. When Mrs, Trant told me that Mr. Menfrey had asked to see me, I ran down eagerly to the library. His face lit up when he saw me. I stood before him and he laid his hands on my shoulders and looked at me sadly.

“Poor Harriet,” he said. “It was so sudden.”

He was looking searchingly into my face; he knew, of course, what the relationship had been between my father and myself.

“It’s … bewildering,” I told him.

“Of course. We were horrified when we heard, and they all send their love to you. They want you to go to Menfreya if you would care to.”

I smiled rather wanly. “It’s good of them,” I replied.

“Gwennan is away at her French school of course.”

“Only the other day … he was saying I should join her there.”

“It’s a good idea. A complete break. Then come back and start afresh. That’s the best possible plan.”

The door opened and Jenny came into the room. She was startled to see that I was not alone.

“Oh, Harriet …” she began; then she stood still, looking at Bevil.

“My … stepmother,” I said.

Bevil came forward and shook her hands. “I am sorry we must meet for the first time in such sad circumstances.”

His eyes were shining. I had seen that look before, and I was filled with dismay.

The funeral was almost a public occasion. My father had been a well-known politician and recently had been in the news when he had married a girl young enough to be his daughter—and a chorus girl at that; now he had died suddenly, a few weeks after that marriage.

Whenever I smell lilies I remember that day. The odor of the oak coffin, the scent of the flowers and an air of foreboding filled the house. Every room was dark because the blinds were all drawn and everyone went about speaking in whispers and looking solemn, and when my father’s name was mentioned they spoke of him as though he were a saint.

I remember the slow and solemn cortege of which I was a part and the faces of curious people peering in at us— particularly at Jenny. “That’s the one … Some people know a good thing when they see it. Back row of the chorus and then ‘my lady' … and still my lady and a fortune, I reckon, without encumbrances. Oh yes, some people are lucky.”

Poor Jenny! She seemed oblivious of the whispers. I wished I could have been. Aunt Clarissa sat up straight and prim, looking hideous, I thought, in her black bonnet on which the beads glistened and the jet drops dangled. She was disappointed that the autopsy had proved my father had died solely from a heart attack.

The church seemed stifling hot; I was glad of Bevil, who stood between Jenny and me as though he was determined to protect us.

The sun was warm as we stood round the grave; I kept seeing scenes from the past between my father and myself, and in vain I sought for one which had been happy. It was only when Jenny was present that he had shown any friendliness towards me; and as I listened to the sound of earth falling on the coffin I felt a great desolation in my heart because I should never see him again. I saw the tears on Jenny’s face and took her hand; she clung to mine gratefully.

Back at the house we drank wine and ate the food which had been prepared for us, and Mr. Greville of Greville, Baker and Greville came to read the will.

In the library, where this was to take place, there was an atmosphere of tension. Mr. Greville sat at the table, his spectacles on his nose, his air solemn and unhurried, as though he was going to tease those anxious people by making them wait as long as possible.

I felt wearied by the legal jargon; there was one thing which interested me more than anything else, and that was Bevil’s awareness of the young widow, and I was not yet sure whether hers for him was not growing.

I gathered that there were legacies for the servants who were in my father’s employ when he died, that William Lister had received a small one, and that Aunt Clarissa had been remembered. I could not understand what had been arranged for myself, but I believed that I should be adequately provided for, and it seemed to me that Jenny had inherited the bulk of my father’s considerable fortune.

I looked at her face, but she did not seem to be taking it in; she was tying her handkerchief in knots very studiously, then untying them. She was crying quietly.

Poor little Jenny. I refused to believe she was a fortune hunter.

A great many plans were made and unmade; but it was decided that, as it was my father’s wish, I should be sent off to the finishing school as soon as possible.

This was perhaps the best thing that could happen, as far as I was concerned; I ceased to brood on my father’s death and instead wondered what the future would hold for me.

Bevil was leaving almost immediately for South Africa.

One day I went riding with him in the Row, and that was a happy occasion. Jenny could not ride so she did not accompany us, and I was glad of this for when Bevil called at the house either she or Aunt Clarissa were present and I never had an opportunity of being with him alone.

As we walked our horses through the park, he said: “You'll feel better when you’re with Gwennan. She’s delighted you’re joining her. Harriet, this has been a shock to you. You always hoped to make him fatherly towards you, didn’t you?”

“How did you know?”

“I know a great deal about you, Harriet.” He laughed. “You look alarmed. Are you afraid that I’m in possession of your darkest secrets?”

“I have no dark ones.”

“I should hope not at your age. Harriet, I’m very probably going to take over your father’s constituency.”

“I’m glad. It’s what you wanted.”

“Odd. This happens, and then …”

“You get what you’ve always wanted.”

“I have to be elected first, you know.”

“If you are, you’ll need a secretary.”

“And why?"

“William Lister is a very good one,”

“And you would recommend him?”

“Anyone who could give my father satisfaction must be good.”

“I’ll remember that.”

He smiled at me, and we touched our horses lightly and broke into a canter.

Shortly afterwards I joined Gwennan in France.

3

Life at our finishing school was pleasant, lacking all the discipline of Cheltenham. Being Gwennan’s friend immediately gave me some standing and I made a few friends, but none of course were as close as Gwennan. She was delighted to see me. I shared a room with her, which was comfortable because as we had to speak French all day it seemed a great privilege to be able to chat away in English in our room.

Gwennan had grown taller and more voluptuous; she was a beauty. I was tall too, but thin, and hi any case there was the accursed limp. However, the mistresses were pleased with me, for they were certain I should be easier to handle (ban the gay and attractive girls who were in then- charge.

Very soon after Bevil reached South Africa he was wounded; not, however, before he had distinguished himself for bravery; and he came home hi time to take part in the General Election of that September, when he was returned for Lansella with a big majority, and since his party had retained power, the future looked bright for him.

Gwennan boasted of him frequently, and my opinion was demanded to endorse her claims for him. I gave this readily.

Gwennan was the most flamboyant pupil in the school and I was never more certain of the Menfrey charm. Previously I might have imagined that I had believed in it because I was a child who had lived in a particularly cold household. But now I saw Gwennan with girls from families similar to our own, and she stood out as distinctly as a name in a dark place.

I played a vicarious part in her adventures and was called on to help her out of many a difficult situation. She had admirers in the neighborhood and often slipped out when the school had retired to bed. This nocturnal adventuring was the spice of life, she told me. And I was the one who must see that the French windows which led to our balcony were open, ready for her return. I was the one who must watch and warn her when it was safe to clamber up the creeper and swing herself onto the balcony. I was the one who had to do the work which was set for her so that she could be off somewhere else. I loved Gwennan as I loved everything connected with Menfreya, and she was fond of me too. I knew that if I were in difficulty, I could rely on her.

She gave parties at midnight in our room, which was of course forbidden, but a practice which was often carried out, and I believe the authorities knew of this and turned a blind eye. As long as there were no guests from outside, these parties among ourselves were considered a tradition of our life—a semisecret one.

I enjoyed them. I liked to lie stretched out on my bed and watch Gwennan talking endlessly of herself or Menfreya, of her engagement to Harry Leveret and life in Cornwall. Once she told how I had run away and come to the island and .stayed there until I was discovered. That focused the interest temporarily on me, and I was called in by Gwennan to give my account of that affair. I did it in my dry way, which they called cynical, and I was delighted to have them all sitting on the beds and the floor listening to me, as I related the story in French, for there were only a few English girls in the party.

They were happy days, and I think that I was determined to enjoy them as they passed without thought of the future or the past There would never be another time like this in my life.