“You wanted me, didn’t you?” he asked her, months later. “You wanted my ass.”

She shrugged, said nothing.

Antoinette came to the game against Nauset High School. She stood out in her black T-shirt, black jeans, Chuck Taylors; she looked like she belonged on a street corner in New York City asking for change. Theo’s mom on the other hand looked like the other moms: blue jeans, white turtleneck, lilac fleece vest. Antoinette was her eccentric friend in tow. Everyone stared at her, including Brett and Aaron, who whispered something about your mom’s hot friend, smoking hot as they sat on the bench waiting to bat. Theo felt the need to impress just as he did when some chick was there to watch him play. When his turn came at the plate, he tapped the bat against the insides of his cleats, knocking off clumps of dirt. His mother clapped and said, “Come on, Theo!” Antoinette said nothing as far as he could tell. (He was too self-conscious to look her way.) Theo stood for four balls in a row and then trotted to first base, where he got stranded.

Theo kept his attention resolutely on the game, although as a rule he hated when guys on the team acted too absorbed in the game to say hello to their own mothers. He knew his mother had three other children and better things to do with her time than sit on a wooden plank on a chilly afternoon watching him play baseball, and yet, because Antoinette was there, he didn’t go over to say hello. He was nervous, embarrassed; he had butterflies. His second time at bat, he popped up to Nauset’s first baseman. Theo did make one great play on defense-catching a line drive and then nailing the runner on second. Everyone clapped and his mother yelled, but Theo, who occasionally took a bow after making a good play, didn’t even smile. His third time at bat, he walked again.

His team won, 1-0.

After the game, Theo listened to Coach Buford’s speech about who needed to work on what at practice the next day ( “the whole team, batting… the batting in this game left something to be desired… “). Then he put on his letter jacket, tucked his glove under his arm, and trudged over to where his mom and Antoinette were waiting for him. Antoinette had goose bumps on her arms, and she wore no bra. Her nipples poked out like hard little pellets.

“Hey,” Theo said.

“Great double play,” his mom said. “I can’t wait to tell Dad.”

“Thanks,” Theo said. He took a deep breath and smiled at Antoinette. “What did you think?”

“You’re quite an athlete,” she said.

“The batting wasn’t very good for either side,” Theo said, gazing out at the now-empty field.

“I enjoyed it,” Antoinette said.

Theo’s mother hitched up the strap of her purse and checked her watch. “Listen, I have to pick up Cassidy B. in town in like five minutes, and then go home and get dinner. Can you do me a huge favor, mister, and give Antoinette a ride home?”

“You don’t have to,” Antoinette said. “I can walk.”

“Walk? To Polpis?” his mother said. “Theo will drive you. He loves to drive.”

“I’ll drive you,” Theo said, looking at the ground, embarrassed and thrilled. “Just let me shower. I’ll be fifteen minutes.”

“You sure?” Antoinette said.

“Sure.”

He got ribbing from Brett and Aaron when he told them he couldn’t hang out at the Islander because he had to drive Antoinette home.

“Holy shit,” Brett said. “You lucky dog.”

Aaron rubbed Speed Stick under his arms and pulled a gray T-shirt over his head. “You’d better fuck her,” he said, “or we’ll never forgive you.”

The locker room smelled like feet and clanged with locker doors opening and closing. Mist from the showers gave everything a shimmer.

Theo dropped his bag and collapsed on the wooden bench. “Man, I wish you hadn’t said that.”

“Why not?”

“Because that’s not how it is,” Theo said. “She’s a friend of my mother’s. This is an errand, you know, like going to the store.”

“I’d like to go to that store,” Aaron said.

“Me, too,” Brett said. “Anyway, how about we come along? This lady lives on Polpis, right? We’ll hit the Islander on the way back.”

“No,” Theo said.

“Why not?” Aaron said. His black hair stood up from his scalp like porcupine quills. “You said it was like going to the store.”

“I don’t know what it’s like,” Theo said.

Because the truth was, it felt sort of like an errand for his mother, but sort of like a date, too. Or not a date, but giving a girl a ride home. Antoinette was waiting in the parking lot, leaning against his Jeep, her arms crossed tightly over her chest.

“You can get in,” he said. “You look cold.”

“I’m all right.”

He threw his bag in the back, dug his keys out of his front jeans pocket, and started the engine. Antoinette closed her door and stared straight ahead. Theo worried what he must smell like-what if he’d carried out the stench of the boys’ locker room? The radio was on way too loud, and he quickly turned it down. Why was he so nervous? He left the parking lot.

“You used to have a Jeep like this, didn’t you?” he asked.

“I had a CJ7,” Antoinette said. “Drove it until it fell apart.”

“And now what do you drive?”

“I don’t,” she said. “As you saw the other day, I ride my bike.”

“Oh. Isn’t that tough, though, I mean, living out on Polpis? What about the store and stuff? Or if you have to go to town?”

“I call a cab,” she said. “Or I hitchhike.”

“You hitchhike?”

“Sometimes.”

“Well, if you’re ever in a pinch for a vehicle, I can give you a lift. Dad and I split the cost of this thing on the condition that I’m at their beck and call at, like, any given moment. So, if you need a ride…”

“Okay,” she said. “Thanks.”

But he could tell she thought he was an idiot.

He said nothing else and neither did she. She wasn’t like his mother’s other friends, who always had a question for him: How was school? Who was he taking to the prom? Had he given any thought to college? Antoinette, he was sure, cared nothing for his little life. He didn’t even know why she was friends with his mother. They were nothing alike. His mother was so normal. They’d been friends a long time, though, since before he was born, and Theo respected that. He understood that in certain instances, time could fill in for common ground.

As he turned onto the dirt lane that was Antoinette’s driveway, Theo allowed himself a glance at her chest. He remembered her nipples poking through the holes of the afghan, and it was an arousing thought. So he looked to see if her nipples were still erect from the cold, and she caught him. He averted his eyes slightly to make it seem like he was looking out her window-but no. He’d been caught checking out her tits as surely as if he’d reached over and touched one.

Antoinette smiled out the window.

Theo hit the gas, and the Jeep went shooting up the driveway to the house. He braked and turned on his lights; it was starting to get dark.

Antoinette sat quietly, making no move to get out.

What was she waiting for? Was she pissed off? Did she expect an apology?

Theo coughed. “My dad built this house for you, didn’t he?”

“Yes,” she said. “Yes, he did.”

“Thought so-”

“Theo-”

They both spoke at once and Theo laughed. “I’m sorry, what?”

“Do you want to come inside?”

“No, I’d better get home.”

“How old are you, Theo?” she asked.

“Eighteen,” he said. “I’m eighteen.”

“You’re graduating, then?”

“No,” he said. “I’m only a junior. I repeated third grade because I had mono.”

“Mono. The kissing disease.” Antoinette smiled again, and Theo reached for the gear shift. She didn’t make a move to get out or anything, so Theo shifted into reverse.

“Whatever,” he said. “I’m a year older than everyone else in my class. I used to hate it, but now it’s kind of cool. I have my license and stuff.”

She touched her lips and studied the front of her house. “You know, I think I remember that year you were sick. I definitely remember when you were born. Can’t believe eighteen years have passed. I must be getting old.”

“You’re not old,” Theo said.

Antoinette opened her door and hopped out. She raised an eyebrow at him. “Oh, but I am,” she said.

He saw her again a few days later. Life was funny that way-he hadn’t given Antoinette a thought in five years, and now all of a sudden, she was everywhere he looked. He was at baseball practice, standing at third base while the assistant coach, Ned, who had hit.325 for the University of Arizona and had biceps the size of grapefruits, smacked balls to all the infielders. Theo had just caught a line drive that was so hot it burned the pocket of his mitt, when he noticed something out of the corner of his eye: a woman wearing a long black raincoat, riding a bike. Kevin Shaw, the shortstop, saw her, too, and he said, “Oh, look, the Wicked Witch of the West.” It was Antoinette.

Brett, who was leaning against the backstop with his catcher’s mask secured on top of his head, said, “Theo, man, there’s your girlfriend.”

The rest of the team turned around, and Big Ned sent a ball past Joey Mackenna at first base. Theo felt his face get hot. He shot Brett the finger, shielded from Ned’s view by his mitt. Theo heard the squeal of brakes, and he could tell without turning around that Antoinette had stopped just on the other side of the fence.

Please go away, he thought. Though a part of him was soaring-Antoinette had come to see him! It changed his whole day, and even after Ned barked out, “Gentlemen, pay attention!” and even after Theo heard the clickety-click of Antoinette’s bike chain resume, he glowed with the fact that she’d sought him out. Ned sent him a choppy grounder, which he plucked out of the air and aced to Mackenna on first.

“Theo on fire,” Brett said.

He started taking the long, long, long way home from the Islander so that he could drive by her house. An exercise in futility, because he couldn’t see the house from the road, only the first twenty yards or so of dirt driveway. Theo began to look for tire tracks. Did they seem fresh? Had she just gotten home? Was she still out somewhere on her bike?

One evening, he stopped right there on Polpis Road in front of her driveway. He wanted to pull in, but he was too afraid. He’d nicked a can of WD-40 from his father’s toolbox, thinking that he could stop by and offer to oil the brakes of her bike. He waited for about thirty seconds, listening for another car, which, if he didn’t get moving, would rear-end him and probably kill him. His father had lectured him for almost an hour about being a safe driver-one accident and the car got taken away, blah, blah, blah.

Then, without warning, the passenger door opened and Antoinette climbed in. Wearing black jeans and a silky black blouse, holding a long stick.

Where had she come from?

“Hi,” he said. “I was just…”

“Waiting for me?” she said.

“No. I, uh…”

“Too bad,” she said. “I went for a walk in the woods just now and I saw your Jeep. I thought maybe the reason you were peering down my driveway was because you wanted to see me.”

Theo’s eyes were drawn to the way the material of her blouse lay against her chest. Black material, brown skin.

“Do you need a ride somewhere?” he asked. “I can give you a ride.”

“How about you drive me home?”

“You are home.”

“Up the driveway,” she said.

His heart sailed like a home run. Going, going… He shifted into first and zoomed up the driveway to her house.

“Do you want to come inside?” she said.

As soon as she asked, he got an erection, a definite indication that his answer should be no. You’d better fuck her or we’ll never forgive you.

“No, I can’t. I have to get home.”

Now it was her turn to look-her eyes targeted the crotch of his jeans, the thickening there. Could she detect it? She reached out one of her long bronze arms, her slender fingers, and stroked him back, forth, like she was painting him. Theo groaned. The touch was feathery light, in honesty he could barely feel it, but the whole idea of Antoinette stroking him made him turgid. What was happening?

“I think you’d better come inside,” she said.

He followed her into her cottage, noticing only peripherally what his mother referred to as “Antoinette’s cool stuff”: the funky, hand-painted furniture, the African drums, the colorful candles knotted and twisted like magician’s balloons. He would see all that later. That first time, he followed Antoinette into the bedroom, where she stripped her clothes, casually, as though she were going to shower. She was a woman like none he’d ever seen. Like a flute carved from a single piece of wood.