Helena nodded sagely. "This thief, whoever he is, is beneath contempt. I do not believe he does not know that his actions will harm the innocent. I consider it an honor to have a part in arranging his downfall."
Amanda murmured, "Hear, hear."
A moment later, they all smiled — at each other, at themselves — then they rose; skirts swishing, they headed upstairs to change.
Amelia took her lists to bed with her that night. Their bedroom was the only place she could be sure of meeting Luc alone, in absolute privacy.
The subject she had to broach demanded nothing less.
She waited until he stretched out beside her, large, lean and naked — she'd considered inquiring about nightshirts, but there was that old saying about one's nose and one's face, and the sight of Luc naked — lolling on the bed beside her naked — was not something she felt it incumbent on her to forgo — however, when he reached for the lists and filched them from her suddenly nerveless grasp, she discovered her mouth had dried, and her wits had wandered.
Clearing her throat, she focused on the lists — in his hands — and determinedly hauled her wits back to where they belonged. "I tried to cut them down as much as I could, but that really is the least I think we need do."
He glanced at her, then laid the lists on the covers over her stomach. "Arrange for whatever you like. Whatever takes your fancy."
He reached for her, drew her to him, found her lips with his. Kissed her longingly, lingeringly, until there was no doubt in her mind what his fancy was.
When he released her lips to tug the covers from between them, she clutched the lists, dragged in a breath. "Yes, but—"
He kissed her again.
A minute later, she lifted the lists, reached back, blindly groping until she found the edge of the bed, then she opened her hand and let the precious lists fall to the floor. Safer there than on the bed. If they got tangled in the covers, who knew what state they'd be in come morning?
She reached for Luc's face, framed it as she kissed him back — let passion and desire flow through her to meet his.
His hands were everywhere, caressing, molding; his body flowed around and about hers. Then she was on her knees and he was behind her, his hands kneading her breasts as their loins came together and he slid deep within her.
She arched, heard her soft cry.
And they were caught in the heat, the power and the passion, their need, and the wonder that this, and the bliss it brought, was truly theirs.
Later, when they'd disengaged and were lying, slumped together beneath the covers once more, she moved her head and placed a kiss in the center of his chest. "Thank you." She smiled, realizing the ambiguity but seeing no need to be more specific. Settling deeper into his arms, reveling in the way they instinctively tightened about her, she sighed contentedly. "I will try to keep the expenses down."
Stillness swept him, like a curtain sweeping down his body. A reaction to the mention of money, an awkwardness she could understand.
"Amelia, there's—"
"No reason to stint." She touched her lips to his chest again. "I know. But there's also no reason to run the estate too close to the edge. I'll manage." Sleep was dragging at her; she patted his chest, then settled her hand where she liked to leave it, spread over his heart. "Don't worry."
Her murmur was almost inaudible; Luc inwardly cursed. He debated shaking her awake, forcing her to listen while he told her the truth…
The soft huff of her breath stirred the hairs on his chest. Her hand grew heavier where it lay over his heart.
He drew a breath, let it out, and felt the stillness leave him. Felt her warmth wrap about him, sink through him.
Relaxing into the bed, he set himself to decide exactly where, when, and in what order he'd confess… and fell asleep.
He should have told her. If not last night, then certainly this morning. If not all the truth, then at least the fact she didn't need to watch her pennies, and why.
Instead…
Luc stood at the window of his study, staring out at the lawns while in his mind he relived that morning, when he'd woken and found Amelia gone.
Sheer panic had gripped him — she was never awake before him — then he'd heard her bustling in her dressing room. An instant later, she'd swept back into the bedroom, already dressed, ready to plunge into her day. Greeting him brightly, she'd rounded the bed and retrieved her lists.
She'd chatted happily about all she had to do; there'd been not the slightest trace of worry or reticence in her face, in her blue, blue eyes. She'd been genuinely on top of the world—their world — regardless of any monetary constraints. She'd barely paused for any response from him; he simply hadn't had the heart — the intestinal fortitude, the necessary steel — to cut through her bubbling busyness and force on her a confession that, in that instant, had not seemed so terribly urgent.
"These figures."
He turned. Seated behind his desk, Martin tapped the report he was wading through. "Are they accurate?"
"As far as can be ascertained. I had them confirmed by three independent sources." Luc hesitated, then added, "I usually bank on 50 percent of what I'm told to expect."
Martin raised his brows, calculating, then gave a low whistle and returned to the report. Opposite him, seated before the desk, Lucifer was similarly engaged in plowing through the details of a number of investment opportunities Luc had assessed; absorbed, one hand sunk in his black locks, Lucifer didn't look up.
Luc returned to the vista beyond the window. And saw Penelope emerge from the direction of the kennels, a wriggling puppy — Galahad, Luc felt certain — in her arms. Stepping onto the lawn, she set Galahad down; he lived up to his name, immediately dashing around, nose to the ground, tracking something.
Penelope sank to the grass and watched him with, as in most things she did, serious and unwavering concentration. Behind her, following her onto the wide lawn, came a bevy of the younger hounds — those yet too young to run with the pack — with Portia and Simon supervising.
Portia was supervising the hounds. Simon, his hands sunk in his pockets, appeared to be supervising Penelope and Portia.
That seemed a trifle odd. Simon was nineteen, nearly twenty, and had already acquired a degree of social polish. Emily and Anne were much closer to his age, yet these days he more often than not gravitated to the environs of Portia and Penelope whenever they were out of the schoolroom… the explanation for that occurred to Luc even as the thought formed in his mind.
Given they suspected there was someone in the vicinity who was ill-disposed toward his family, his sisters in particular, and that Portia and Penelope were frequently out of doors, one step away from running wild, he could only be grateful for Simon's hovering presence.
As he watched the trio on the lawn, it became obvious Portia did not share his view; even from the study, he could see the haughtiness with which she stuck her nose in the air and said something — something cutting enough to make Simon scowl.
Penelope ignored the pair of them. They continued to snipe at each other over her head. Making a mental note to mention to Simon that arguing with either of his younger sisters was an activity best avoided, Luc turned and strolled to an armchair and the reports he'd yet to peruse.
As one, he, Martin, and Lucifer had taken refuge in his study; beyond the doors, pandemonium — and their wives — reigned. It was, they knew without stating it, best to keep their heads down.
At Devil's suggestion, Lucifer had asked to be given a general overview of Luc's investment strategy. Martin had pricked up his ears, and asked to be included in the fun. He presently had them both working through the reports he'd used to decide on his last three investments — all speculative, all potentially high-yielding, all presently bidding fair to adding considerably to his wealth.
Glancing at Martin's and Lucifer's bowed heads, Luc smiled, settled into the armchair, and gave his attention to what might be his next venture.
Entirely unexpectedly — quite how it happened he wasn't sure — Luc found himself walking in the cool of that evening with Helena on his arm. When she directed him — imperiously as usual — to the shrubbery, his antenna rose, but he complied. With the westering sun gilding the tops of the high hedges, he escorted her into the first courtyard, then through to the next, to where the rectangular pool lay reflective and still.
Helena gestured to the wrought-iron seat set before the pool. He led her there, then waited while she sat. At her wave, he sat beside her, fixed his gaze on the pool, and waited, determinedly impassive, to hear whatever she wished to say.
To his surprise, she laughed, genuinely amused.
When he looked at her, she caught his eye. "You may lower your shield — I am not about to attack."
Her smile was infectious, yet… he knew well enough not to relax.
She sighed and shook her head at him, then looked out over the pool. "You are still in denial."
He wondered if feigning ignorance would get him anywhere; he doubted it. Sitting back, stretching out his legs, crossing his ankles, he followed her lead in watching the fish streak like quicksilver through the dark water. "I'm very happy — we both are."
"That does not require saying. Yet… you are not, to my thinking, as happy as you might be, as you would be, if the truth was faced."
He let silence stretch, acknowledging the reality in her words. "In time, I daresay we'll come to it."
Helena made a sound not generally associated with Dowager Duchesses. " 'Come to it'—what does that mean? I will tell you this, time will not help you. Time will only deny you days of happiness you might otherwise have."
He met her gaze, saw something in her pale eyes that was both humbling and compelling.
She smiled, shrugged, looked back at the pool. "It happens to us all — we each have to face it. For some, it's easier than others, but each one must at some point understand and knowingly accept. At some point, we each have to make the decision."
He hadn't thought… he started to frown.
Helena glanced at him; her smile deepened. "Ah, no — one cannot escape. That is true. One can only accept and reap the benefits, or instead, spend one's life fighting the invincible."
He laughed, albeit wryly. He understood all too well what she meant.
She said no more; neither did he. They sat as the shadows lengthened, both, he was sure, dwelling on only one thing. Eventually, she rose; he did, too. He gave her his arm, and they walked back to the house.
On Friday morning, from the window of his study, Luc watched Amelia and Amanda playing with Galahad, wondered, briefly, what confidences they were sharing. Briefly recalled his conversation with Helena, but a more immediate duty beckoned.
Carrying the paperweight he'd fetched from the windowsill back to his desk, he anchored the last corner of the plan of the house and grounds.
"They're setting up the tables here." Martin pointed with a pencil to the western edge of the lawns. "And there'll apparently be a fiddler and drummer over here — far enough from the house so their noise won't interfere with the quartet in the ballroom."
Lucifer glanced at Luc. "Are any of the people they've hired — musicians, extra hands to help in the kitchen or anywhere else — unknown to you or your staff?"
Luc shook his head. "I checked with Higgs and Cottsloe. Everyone they've brought in are locals — none has been out of the area this year."
"Good." Lucifer studied the layout of the house and the gardens surrounding the lawns. "If you were going to break in at night, from which direction would you come?"
"If I knew about the hounds, from here." Luc pointed to the area to the northeast beyond the rose garden. "That's woodland, quite dense. It's a remnant of the original demesne and has never been cleared. It's readily passable, but the trees are old — even in full daylight, the paths are shadowy and dark."
Martin nodded. "True. But if you didn't know about the hounds, then this would be the better way in." He traced a path from the west boundary of the gardens, across the lane to the home farm, then along the edge of the shrubbery. "Or, alternatively, if one came down from the ridge, then late at night coming in beside the stables might seem wise."
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