She said: So hes gone.
She followed me into the room. I sat on the bed while she settled comfortably into a chair.
Well, she said, hes happy again . happy as he hasnt been for nine years. You have a big responsibility.
Miss Trant. Oh, I mustn`t call you that now, must I-but just for old times sake until your titles known. Well, you`ve got a lot to answer for. You`ve got to keep him happy. She laughed.
My goodness, Ive never seen him so pleased with life. Fancy that!
And you knew who I was all the time.
She was overcome with secret mirth.
You must admit I did it well. I said, I want a phrase book . something to help me along with the language. And you hadn`t a notion. And weren`t you frightened, eh, when you thought I wasn`t going to ask you to come along and teach the children!
Yes, I agreed.
And when you came I was hard put to it not to confide in you. And he was away in Berlin! I couldn't wait for him to come back. Mind you, its a bit more than I bargained for. Hildegarde thought it was a mock marriage and it would have been a lot easier if it had been. Thats something people understand. But married to the Dukes heir and him having made a state marriage to a princess thats brought us closer to Klarenbock and that being so important well, I dont know! Then she laughed as she studied me.
But you cant think of whats to be, can you? You can only think of him and that youre together again.
Well, thats how it is. But the reckoning has to come. What a man our Lightning is! They still talk about his great-great-grandfather, Maximilian Carl. He was a great duke and a great lover, too. Hes a legend in these parts and I used to say to Hildegarde when Maxi used to go off riding in the forest or practising his archery and shooting in the courtyard, Id say: Look at him, Hildegarde. Theres another Maximilian Carl. A legend, eh? And so will he be. The Duke who found a schoolgirl in the forest and married her. What a story! And thats not the end, eh? Her shoulders shook with secret mirth.
Weve got to wait for that. Now whats going to happen? Her eyes sparkled at the prospect.
We shall see in time. But my word, this is going to take a bit of untangling.
The thought of the tangles stimulated her, though. I had never seen her quite as excited as she was on that night.
You wont sleep, will you? she went on.
No more will he. No more will I. In any case, its morning. Theyll see him riding back to the schloss-some of them.
Oh, theyll say.
His Highness has been out for the night! And theyll laugh and nudge each other and theyll say Another Duke Maximilian Carl, he is. They wont know, will they, that he was with his wife.
I tried to speak calmly.
We must wait, and Maximilian will know what is the best thing to do.
Well, she said, it could be your secret, you know. You could live here, or in one of the castles, and he could call on you. Very romantic like. And no one need ever know that you were the true duchess . because thats what youll be soon. The old Duke is failing fast, believe me, and soon our Maxi will be in his shoes. And what of you then, eh? And what of Wilhelmina?
We shall have to see, I told her.
Now I think I should try and sleep for an hour or two.
She took the hint and left me. I did not sleep, of course. I lay awake thinking of the wonder of that night just passed and the undecided future.
As soon as I was up Frau Graben was knocking at my door. Her hair was out of its curlers and was now crimped about her head; her rosy cheeks shone and she was as lively as ever.
I didn`t think youd sleep long, she said with a chuckle.
Ive got something for you. A message from him. My word, he is impatient.
Always was when he really wanted something. She handed me the note as though I were a child and she a benign nurse offering a special treat.
Eagerly I took it.
Read it, she said unnecessarily. I knew she had already.
My darling Lenchen, Ill be in the forest at eleven oclock at the first copse from Klocksburg by the stream.
M.
It was like a command but then, I supposed indulgently, he was accustomed to giving commands.
You`ve got two hours, beamed Frau Graben.
What of the childrens lesson?
Frau Graben flapped her hand at me.
Bah! The old pastor can take them through their history. She laughed like a conspirator.
Not that I wanted to makfe excuses. The thought of seeing him again was an intoxicating one.
I dressed with care, realizing that this would be the first time he would see me in daylight for nine years; but the prospect of seeing him made me radiant.
I saddled my mare and rode out. I found him waiting at the appointed spot on a white horse and I was taken back all those years to when he had loomed out of the mist, I said: You have changed very little, You have grown more attractive, he replied.
Is that really true?
Experience has left its mark. You are more exciting. There is so much I want to discover. The young girl from the Damenstift was a promise . now that promise is fulfilled.
He leaped from his horse and lifted me down from mine. We stood in a close embrace and I was so gloriously happy that I should have liked to hold that moment for ever: the forest smells; the faint sound of the breeze as it moved in the trees; the distant lowing of cows and the tinkle of the bells about their necks.
Never to part again, he said.
What is going to happen, Maximilian?
I dont know yet. There is so much to consider. I have been trying to work out a way, but last night I could think of nothing but our being together again.
Thats how it was with me.
We tied up the horses, and, arms entwined, walked through the forest as we talked.
Here was the position: He had thought me dead; he had seen the charred remains of the lodge; he had listened to the account Ernst had given him and believed it. He had not cared after that what had happened but he had had an abhorrence for marriage with anyone else. His father had tried to persuade him, implore him and even threaten him with the loss of the dukedom unless he married. Klarenbock had been an antagonistic state and more powerful than Rochenstein. The marriage had been one of the clauses in a treaty, and a few years ago he had allowed himself to be drawn into it.
That is the story, Lenchen. If only I had known.
And while I was in Oxford looking after Aunt Caroline, you were thinking of me, longing for me, as I was for you.
If I had come to England to look for you I should have found you as Graben did. I cant forgive myself for not doing that.
But everything seemed so clear to you. You had always trusted Ernst and there was the burned-out lodge. And surely there was something I could have done? But its no use blaming ourselves no use looking back. I can forget all that now.
Well put it behind us, Lenchen. It is what we have to do now that is important. My father is very feeble. Trouble with Klarenbock now would be fatal. I believe the French, too, are determined to make war on Prussia. If they did all the German states would be involved. They say that Napoleon III has the best army in Europe and he is determined on con quest.
Does that mean that if there was war you would have to fight.
I am the Commander-in-Chief of our army. Oh, Lenchen, Ive frightened you. There may not be war. Let us hope not. But we must waste no more time. We have been apart too long. But I do believe the French are determined on war. You have seen our people. They are gay and pleasure-loving; but we of Rochenstein are not typical of our race.
The Prussians under Bismarck have become a militant people. His slogan of blood and iron speaks for itself. We shall defend ourselves if the French should attack us, and military opinion through out Europe is that war is imminent. We have a treaty with the Prussians. It was to ratify this that I was so long in Berlin. But I will not bore you with politics.
They are your concern and therefore they must be mine.
Yes, he said solemnly.
Now that we have found each other you will share my life. I shall bring my burdens to you. I will discuss affairs with you. But our task now is to make plans. We must. I long to have you with me, Lenchen, all the time and openly. But I fear this is not the moment to let it be known. I almost told my father this morning but he was so ill so feeble. He is overcome by the burdens of state. He is afraid of Napoleon. Only this morning he mentioned Klarenbock and said that since I had married Wilhelmina at least we need not expect trouble from that quarter. I fear, Lenchen, that my father cannot have long to live.
I understood well the effect such an announcement would have on an ageing man weighed down with responsibilities, and for the time being it was enough for me that I had found Maximilian.
I said: Let us wait awhile. This is something which cannot be decided in a few minutes. But the Princess!
A marriage of convenience that was no marriage How will she take this?
I am unsure. I have always been unsure with Wilhelmina. It was a marriage of convenience for her as for me. There is no doubt that when she learns that her marriage was no true marriage she will feel degraded. There may well be trouble. We have to face that, Lenchen. We must give a lot of thought to how it should be done.
With as little heartbreak as possible to everyone concerned, I agreed. I longed to be with him, to share his life completely, but I could not be entirely happy, I knew, and nor could he if, by making the truth known, it brought about the death of his ailing father and discredit to the Princess. I was conscious of a twinge of jealousy for that proud woman whom I had briefly glimpsed and who had been accepted as his wife. Proud, cold and royal as she was, I could imagine what her feelings would be when she was confronted with the fact that she, a princess, was no true wife. Oh yes, indeed we had to tread with the utmost care.
For the moment, decided Maximilian, it is best for us to keep this secret. I shall come to Klocksburg tonight. I shall think of nothing but you and how best we can arrange our lives. I long for us to be together.
In the meantime, I replied, we shall have to be careful. It would never do for your father or the Princess to learn the truth through another source. You will visit me frequently . Promise.
I swear it and never did I more gladly swear anything.
And we must act as we have been acting as though things were as before.
Ah, he said tenderly, I can see what a help you will be to me, Lenchen.
It will be my mission in life to care for you, to give you every comfort.
Ah, dearest, when I think of all those wasted years.
Dont think of them. They are past. The future is before us. Perhaps they have not been entirely wasted. We have learned something from them. To be with you again ... to have found you.
I care for little beyond that.
We clung together; we could not bear to separate. He wanted to ride back to Klocksburg with me, but I thought the children would see him and wonder why we were together. I pointed out to him that we had to be careful. The future was gloriously inviting, but to reach it we had to hurt other people. I wanted-and I knew Maximilian did too-to hurt them as little as possible.
So we said goodbye, with assurances that that night we should be together.
I turned towards Klocksburg. I didn`t want to leave the forest yet. I was considering our problem, trying to discover a solution, when the sudden rustle of undergrowth startled me; the sound of a horses hoofs not far off was unmistakable. For the moment I thought he was coming back. But it was the Count who came through the trees.
Miss Trant! he cried.
I am charmed to meet you. But I do wonder why you have deserted your duties to ride through the forest at this hour of the morning.
I replied: The children are busy with the Pastor.
I hope their English is not suffering.
I think you will find great improvement if you care to question them in that language, One thing. Miss Trant, you have great confidence in your own powers.
"On the Night of the Seventh Moon" отзывы
Отзывы читателей о книге "On the Night of the Seventh Moon". Читайте комментарии и мнения людей о произведении.
Понравилась книга? Поделитесь впечатлениями - оставьте Ваш отзыв и расскажите о книге "On the Night of the Seventh Moon" друзьям в соцсетях.