"Interesting."

"I was surprised, to say the least. I might have moved, but the boys seemed so happy to have the two of us there I decided to stay. I don't imagine he'll remain much longer."

"So the two of you have been spending time together."

She glanced away. "I see him at breakfast on occasion. I make it a point to stay out of his way."

And it probably broke her friend's heart. Gabriella might have cursed Charles Sorenson as she had more than once over the years if she hadn't spotted the earl just then, staring at his wife from across the room, his face wreathed in an expression that could only be described as longing.

Dear God, had the man finally realized what he had thrown away? Was it possible? Charles was older now, less of a rogue than he had been back then. Though Elizabeth's reputation had been in tatters for years, Charles had maintained a façade of respectability. At any rate, a man having a mistress was accepted among the ton. But Charles was risking a blow to that façade by being here tonight with Elizabeth.

Was it really Juliette Beauvoir or some other woman who tempted him? Or could it be his lovely, heartbroken wife?

"Have you seen Vermillion?" Elizabeth asked, drawing her thoughts in another direction.

"The last time I saw her, she was talking to Lord Nash." She turned a searching glance around the room, but her niece wasn't there.

"Perhaps she has returned to the gaming room. I saw her there earlier, in conversation with Lord Andrew."

Gabriella sighed. "More likely she has gone off somewhere by herself. The closer we get to her birthday, the more worried I become." She returned her attention to Elizabeth. "I may have made a mistake, Beth. I don't think she is ready."

"I've been thinking that myself."

"For me it was different. I was enamored of my first lover and at least half dozen other of my admirers. My only difficulty in choosing a protector came in knowing I would have to give up the rest—at least for a time. Most of my liaisons didn't last long, not in the beginning. Since Claymont, I haven't felt the restlessness I felt back then."

"I think he loves you."

"Claymont? Perhaps he does. He says so often enough."

"What about you? Do you love him?"

She shrugged her shoulders. "What would it matter? Dylan is an earl. We live in two different worlds."

Elizabeth gazed toward her sandy-haired husband across the drawing room. "Speak to Vermillion," she said. "Tell her she doesn't have to choose unless she wishes it. She's a woman now. Tell her whatever decision she makes should be her own."

Gabriella nodded. Once again, she scanned the room for her niece, but Vermillion wasn't there.


Closing the terrace door softly behind him, Caleb stepped into the darkened study. He slid the draperies closed behind him and went in search of illumination. A brass lamp sat on a Hepplewhite table. Lifting the chimney, he struck flint to tinder and lit the wick, and a soft yellow glow filled the room.

Caleb held up the lamp to survey his surroundings, found himself in a large, wood-paneled, book-lined room. A burgundy leather sofa and chairs clustered before the marble-manteled hearth. A rosewood desk sat in front of the windows, a comfortable leather chair resting on the polished wooden floor behind it. A crystal inkwell and a white plumed pen in a silver holder sat on a felt ink blotter on the desktop.

He didn't waste time, just carried the lamp to the desk, sat down in the chair, and began to pull open the drawers. Estate ledgers took up most of the bottom one. He drew out the heavy leather volume, cracked it open and scanned the pages, but didn't see anything of interest.

The second drawer was devoted to Parklands' Thoroughbred racing operation. Each horse the stable owned had been entered into a leather ledger but the handwriting was different from the other he had seen, the letters smaller, well formed, and precise. He imagined the writing must be Lee's and closed the book, refusing to let his mind be distracted by thoughts of her.

Instead he studied the contents of the rest of the drawers, then searched the desk for some sort of lever that might conceal a hiding place of some kind. Finding nothing, his frustration mounted. He was closing the top drawer, still seated in the chair, when the ornate door swung open and light spilled into the study.

He had been certain he would hear footfalls against the marble floor of the hall, but these had been light, the merest shuffle of small, feminine feet encased in butter-soft kidskin, and he had not noticed. Caleb silently cursed as Lee walked into the room and firmly closed the door.

"What are you doing in here?"

She was looking at him as if she had discovered a thief, which in a way, she had.

"I suppose I could ask that question of you, but it is, after all, your house. You have a right to be in here."

"That's right. And you don't."

He shrugged his shoulders. "Perhaps I needed a respite from the party."

"You were going through the desk." She walked toward him, her spine straight and anger snapping in her eyes. "What were you looking for, Caleb? What else haven't you told me?"

He thought of lying, but he had lied to her too many times already. And he trusted her. It was a good thing because the moment she had stepped into the room, he'd had no other choice.

"Lock the door. What I'm going to tell you can't go anywhere other than this room."

She hesitated for a moment, then went over and turned the key in the lock as he wished he had done. The narrow skirt of her topaz gown brushed her hips as she walked back to where he stood beside the desk.

"First I want you to know that by telling you this, I am disobeying orders."

"And why, pray tell, would you do that?"

He sighed, raked a hand through his hair, wished she wouldn't keep looking at him that way. "Because I've lied to you enough. Because, in the time I've known you, I've come to trust you. And because I could use your help."

Her features didn't soften. "Go on."

"There's a spy at Parklands. I'm here to catch him." Or her, but he didn't say that. Instead he told her what they had discovered so far, explained that General Wellesley believed that the casualties in Spain would have been considerably reduced if certain information hadn't reached the enemy—information that seemed to have come from Parklands.

"That's absurd. I don't believe a word of it—not for a moment. This is just another one of your lies."

"I'm through lying, Lee. If I could have told you the truth before, I would have done it. I shouldn't be telling you this now."

Her eyes looked troubled and such a deep shade of aqua he could have gotten lost in them. "If it's true, who do you think is responsible?" She glanced down at the desk, realized why he had been going through the drawers. "If you're confiding this information to me, then you don't think I am the traitor." Her head came up. "Tell me you don't believe the traitor is Aunt Gabby."

He wished he could. He wished he knew a lot more than he did. "I don't know who it is. That's what I'm trying to find out."

"Is Major Sutton also here for that reason?"

"Yes." But he hadn't told the major his intention to visit the study. He didn't like the man. In some strange way, he didn't trust him.

"My aunt is a loyal Englishwoman. She would never betray her country."

"Then help me prove it. Help me find out who is."

She said nothing for the longest time. "Is that the reason you wanted to talk to me tonight?"

"No. The matter I wish to discuss is personal."

She turned away before he could say anything more in that regard and he thought maybe it was better that he didn't. Not yet. She didn't trust him. Not anymore. She wasn't ready to hear what he had to say. Perhaps she never would be.

He watched her walk, stiff-backed to the door, then stop and turn. "Don't bother coming to my room. The door will be locked." She left the study as silently as she had entered. Though he never heard a sound, he knew she had escaped down the hall.


It was late. Lee couldn't sleep. The night was overly warm and though a breeze blew in through the open windows, the sheets felt warm and sticky against her skin. The gilded clock on the mantel chimed four. Downstairs, the last of the guests had finally succumbed to fatigue and wearily climbed the stairs to their beds. Not all of them slept alone.

Lee tried not to think about that. She tried not to think about Caleb and finding him there in the study. It was only by chance that she had. Her destination had been the library. She needed a moment, just a little time away from the laughter and gaiety that seemed to grate on her nerves. But when she reached the tall ornate doors and heard the moans and giggles coming from the opposite side, she continued down the hall to the study instead.

She hadn't expected to find Caleb there, searching through Parklands' private records, hadn't thought to catch him in another of his lies.

Lee punched her pillow and tried to get comfortable, but her nightgown wrapped around her legs and the cotton fabric stuck to her skin. She sat up in bed, defiantly pulled the garment off over her head, and tossed it across the room. She pulled the ribbon from the end of her braid and raked her fingers through her hair, let the breeze through the open balcony doors flow over her naked skin. Moonlight slanted in, giving the room a soft glow.

Her restlessness increased, became nearly unbearable. Wrapping the sheet around her, she slid out of the bed and started toward the balcony. A noise behind the filmy curtains drew her attention to the door and she paused. The curtains fluttered. She should have been surprised to see Caleb walk into the room but somehow she wasn't.

She pulled the sheet a little tighter around her and wondered if he had watched her undress. "Do you ever take no for an answer?"

"Not very often." He was wearing dark brown breeches and a white lawn shirt, rather like the clothes he had worn as a groom, but the tall black Hessians were those of a soldier.

"I told you I'm not one of your men. I don't have to obey your commands."

"But you will keep silent about the things I told you in the study."

If he was telling the truth, men's lives were at stake. "I wouldn't want to see any more of our soldiers die unnecessarily. I won't repeat what you said."

He took a step toward her, but she took a step away. "Why are you here? Do you have another lie you wish to confess?"

Caleb shook his head. "I'm through lying. I told you that before."

"Then tell me why you've come." His eyes ran over her. She could feel the heat in them and little prickles ran over her skin.

"Why did you take off your clothes?"

Heat infused her cheeks. He had been watching. "Because it's a hot night and I thought I was alone."

"Or perhaps because it's a hot night and you were alone and you hoped that I would come. Perhaps you wanted the same thing I find myself wanting right now."

He took a step toward her. She turned to flee but one of his boots pinned the bottom of the sheet to the floor. To escape she would have to abandon the sheet and she refused to do that.

Instead she turned to face him. "Get out of my room, Caleb."

"Not yet. There's something I need to know before I leave."

He moved in that silent way he had and suddenly he was standing so close she could see the black centers of his eyes. He caught her waist and pulled her even closer. The protest she was about to make died in her throat as his mouth crushed down over hers.

There was nothing gentle about the kiss. It was fierce and demanding, ruthlessly possessive, and it made her hot all over. He kissed her until her knees felt weak, until her fingers curled into the front of his shirt and she was trembling, making little mewling sounds in her throat and whimpering his name.

"God, I've missed you." He kissed her throat, kissed her naked shoulder, shoved the sheet down and kissed her naked breasts. She swayed toward him as his mouth closed over a nipple and he sucked hard on the end. She didn't resist when he stripped away the sheet and ran his hands over her body, down over her hips. A hard thigh wedged between her legs and she moaned when he lifted her a little, rocked her against him, forced her to ride him.

She was wet. So hot and wet. She needed to touch him, feel the heat of his skin, the hardness of his chest. She tugged his shirt free of his breeches and he dragged it off over his head and tossed it away, then returned to kissing her again. His hands moved lower, cupping her bottom, his fingers sliding between the globes, lower, parting the folds of her sex and stroking her there. Heat and need washed over her, making her tremble, making her slick and hot and desperate to feel him inside her.