Susan Johnson - Seduction in Mind

"Now," she insisted, struggling against his strength.

"Soon…" His breath brushed the jewel-hard tip of one nipple. "If you behave," he promised, drawing the taut bud into his mouth.

She should repudiate his authority; she shouldn't be so in thrall, but at that instant his mouth closed on her nipple, a racing heat melted downward to the pulsing core of her body, and covetous lust inundated her brain. "Please… please-oh, God, please…"

"Are you begging me?" he asked against her skin, pausing in his sucking.

"Yes, yes, whatever you say… please…"

Such sexual largesse was too much for even the most practiced libertine, and the concept of casual play gave way to a more avaricious hunger. Precipitously, she was impaled on his engorged penis, his large hands spanning her hips, holding her motionless while she panted in ecstasy. Struck by his own irrepressible sense of engagement, he decided there must be a God after all-why else would he be here with this particular woman in this particular garden, feeling these staggering sensations or, more pertinently, why was he feeling as insatiable as she? The question was briefly disconcerting; he was never insatiable. But male impulse quickly took over, obliterating intellectual preoccupations. Leaning back on his elbows, he focused on her delectable offer to do anything. Which thought brought a new dimension to his erection.

She moaned, a full, lush sound.

He briefly shut his eyes against the need for restraint, and then he said, his voice husky with passion, "Ride me, Miss Ionides. Show me what you can do."

It was the voice of authority however softly put, and were she less insensate with desire, she might have responded differently-slapped him for his effrontery perhaps, or lashed him with her tongue. As it was, she was too much in rut to experience anything but a stabbing rush of longing, and she complied, because she desperately needed what he could give her.

He watched her raise and lower herself, once, twice, three times, while an unnerving tumult coursed through his brain. Her large breasts quivered as she moved, he noted with a reckless lack of detachment.

Her cheeks were flushed, her flamboyant eyes half-hidden behind her lowered lashes, and he wondered why he felt such a headlong need to master her.

Her fevered gaze met his as she slid downward again and traced her forefinger down his chest with just enough force to leave a mark on his bronzed skin. "Who's winning?" she whispered as if she could read his mind.

He brushed her hand away, the stinging path left by her nail as provoking as her gaze. "It depends on who wants to come the most," he muttered, not sure of the answer for the first time in his life.

She drew in a sharp breath. "Bastard."

"Bitch." But the word was dulcet and low, without rancor. "Sweet, fucking bitch…"

He abruptly took over then, because he suddenly couldn't wait any more than he could pretend this game was like the others.

It wasn't.

She wasn't.

It wasn't even a fucking game anymore.

He wanted her as much as she wanted him-maybe more-because he knew his eagerness and impatience had nothing to do with any possible celibacy. Quickly rolling her onto her back, he covered her, engulfed her, drove into her welcoming heat with an unnecessary ferocity, as though he could possess her and obliterate his own chaotic feelings by brute strength alone.

She was literally panting in his arms, his own breathing equally labored, when voices intruded from beyond the jasmine hedge and rose trellis and a conversation about watering hydrangeas brought her rigid in his arms. Not about to stop this side of death, he quickly covered her mouth with his, inhaled her soft cry of alarm, and tightening his grip on her hips continued his hard-driving rhythm until she no longer cared about the neighbors' discussion or no longer heard it. She was clinging to him now as if he were her last hope or her best hope or her own personal savior, and when she came, she bit down hard on his lip, sank her nails into his back, and silently died away in his arms.

No more than a second after her climax ended, he followed her to his own blissful fulfillment and, braced above her, panting, he tried to catch his breath.

"I might have to move away after this," she whispered, the neighbors' voices having drifted away. "Oh, dear-you're bleeding!"

"It's nothing." He licked away the blood on his lower lip. "And consider, I learned not to overwater hydrangeas."

She laughed. "And I learned not to make love in my garden."

"No one even knew we were here."

"Nevertheless, you're corrupting my sense of propriety."

One dark brow rose. "It's a bit late for complaints, isn't it?"

She blushed a deeper shade of pink. "I don't know what's come over me. You've quite turned my head."

A number of replies having to do with turning various parts of her body sprang to mind, but interested in continuing their pleasurable acquaintance, he only smiled. "Then I should beg your pardon and say please consider me your servant in all things, ma'am."

Her purple eyes sparkled. "Do you mean it?"

"Have I been somehow obtuse in pleasing you?"

She had the grace to look embarrassed. "No, and never, and I apologize profusely."

"No need to apologize. Just tell me what you want."

She blushed again.

"Or I could tell you," he said.

She took a small breath and said so low he could scarcely hear no matter they were only inches apart, "Or we could tell each other…"

His heart skipped a beat. "What a good idea," he replied gently.

Much later, when the sun was almost set, when there was no longer any question of who wanted whom, or how much or how often, they lay side by side, both in full measure replete and content.

A rare feeling for a man of Ranelagh's restless temperament.

As rare for Alex, who had filled her days of late with a multitude of well-ordered, useful efficiencies.

Lying on his back, his eyes were shut, his hand lightly touching hers. "Do you still want to go to the exhibition?"

Sprawled beside him, Alex turned her head. "Do you?"

His eyes opened and he glanced at her. "I asked first." Inexplicably, he felt like an adolescent with his first lover. He wished to show her off, wanted everyone to know that she was his, that the flush on her cheeks was because of him. But when she didn't immediately answer, he said, "If you'd rather not."

"No, I'd like to."

He rolled over and kissed her, and smiled from mere inches away. "Do you know when I last lay in the sun like this?"

She looked amused. "I'd rather you didn't tell me."

"I meant myself, alone"-he smiled-"content like this."

She reached up and touched the dip of his brow. "In that case, tell me."

"I was twelve and at the beach in Brighton, or near the beach, lying on the grass. I was completely alone-no servants, no family." He grinned. "That's probably why I was content." He shrugged. "Anyway, it's been a long time. So I thank you."

"My list is long in terms of thanking you." Her voice was very soft. "I won't forget this…"

"Consider me available to refresh your memory anytime," he drawled.

"How kind of you," she teased.

"Kindness has nothing to do with it. Now, before I lose control again, which I never do, by the way-like lying in the sun-why don't we dress and you can point out your paintings at the show."

They dressed, but leisurely as it turned out, because Sam was particularly good at putting on her silk stockings, Alex discovered, and then inevitably, taking them off again. Until as twilight fell, they agreed that if they didn't dress themselves, it would soon be too late to go to the gallery.

They arrived at Grosvenor House just as the doors were closing, but Alex knew the attendant. "You just go along in, Miss Ionides," he said. "I'll wait to lock up when you leave."

"Another admirer, I see," Sam remarked with a smile.

"I've known Charlie since childhood. He was the first to congratulate me when I was accepted by the jury and my first painting was hung three years ago."

"When did you start painting?"

"Seriously? About five years ago."

"When you were still married. Did your husband mind?"

She shook her head. "John encouraged me. We went to Paris together and visited all the studios. He was a great collector."

John Courts had owned one of the prominent West End banks. Sam suspected he was capable of buying a painting or two, but he was struck instead with his benevolence toward his wife's career. Most wealthy men preferred their beautiful young wives concentrate exclusively on them. "Did you see the first impressionist show in Paris in 'sixty-nine?"

She nodded. "And those in 'seventy-four and 'seventy-six and all the exhibitions at Durand-Ruel as well. I know most of the artists."

"Do you have a favorite?"

"Manet, I think, for the intensity of his color and his interesting perspective. Although, perhaps, he's more conservative than some."

"Your work has a lighter palette than his."

She smiled up at him. "It depends on my mood, darling."

He pulled her to a stop in the middle of the broad bank of stairs and kissed her because he found not only her smile appealing, but the fact that she was smiling at him. And when he released her mouth after a lengthy interval, he said, "I find my mood much improved in your presence."

"What a coincidence. I do as well. And if you'll pose for me sometime, I'll have the best of both worlds-good spirits and sex personified right before my eyes."

"Or anywhere else you might like it."

"We could discuss that later tonight-that anywhere."

His expression went blank for a moment.

"Oh, dear," she said, but without alarm, because she was feeling confident of her appeal.

"Sorry, force of habit." He grinned. "I'm available tonight."

"I rather thought you might be."

"Hussy."

"But you want me."

"No question there."

"And while your ego doesn't require any further encouragement, I freely admit, at the moment, I can't live without you… it… that-you know, darling, what you have that I want."

"Don't be shy about asking."

"In about a half hour, I'll do more than ask," she said, undeterred by his teasing. "But right now I want to show you my favorite pieces."

They'd reached the first floor by that time, and she proceeded to take him to each of her favorite paintings, where she explained with great enthusiasm why she liked them.

"Show me yours now," he proposed when he'd had the tour of favorites. "I thought you weren't shy."

"There's a difference between shyness and modesty."

"I don't require either. Nor do you strike me as particularly modest"-his brows rose in sardonic appraisal-"if I recall."

"I expect only glowing accolades, then."

He grinned. "Would I offend a woman of your inestimable charms?" But neither benevolence nor courtesy were required, for her two paintings were magnificent. And he told her so.

"Do you really like them?"

He was reminded of a prideful mother with her children. "I do, and the jury did as well, for they've hung your work in prominent positions."

"That's what Charlie told me as well."

He was surprised at her hesitancy. She hadn't displayed that characteristic before. "You have to know you're extremely good. And I was about to say for a woman, but you know what I mean."

She nodded, as aware as he of the prejudices toward female accomplishments in anything construed as a male domain. "I haven't been painting very long and so many of these artists have spent a lifetime in their endeavors."

"This is one field where perseverance is no indication of genius. And if you won't take offense because he's your friend, Leighton is a case in point. He's capable but not brilliant. While you are. Also, keep in mind, your landscapes aren't quite as academic as the jury would like, and they accepted you anyway. That's quite a coup, darling."

"I'm finding you more and more a man of exceptional taste."

"I'm serious. You're very, very good."

"Thank you," she said quietly. "I get more than my share of advice from many of the established male painters."

"And it annoys you."

She nodded. "Sometimes."

"I hope you don't pay any attention to it."

"Not usually, but"-she shrugged-"it can be disconcerting."

"Ignore them." He smiled. "And that's an order."

"Yes, sir, and I shall deliver my orders to you in the privacy of my boudoir."