"And now he spends his time and money in debauch. I doubt I could bewitch so licentious a man-nor, perhaps, would I care to…" The equivocation in her tone mirrored her uncertainties, for beneath her disdain for his salacious pursuits she found herself strangely drawn to him.
"The scandal sheets reveal only that which appeals to their readers. Dermott's more than a member of the Prince's fast set. But good deeds don't sell with the same relish as delicious gossip. He takes care of his mother and estates with benevolence, and while he wouldn't wish me to reveal his personal affairs, let me only say he is living under a great burden of sadness."
"And excess is a means of forgetting."
"Not unique certainly, but understandable."
"And I would be another transient moment of forgetfulness."
"Surely, your need is as transient."
"Touché," Isabella quietly replied. "I have no reason to take offense, when I would be using him as much as he me."
"A mutual need, pleasurably accomplished. Without encumbrances."
"How reasonable it all seems." Isabella leaned back in her chair. "Tell me of this enchantment you offer me."
"You have agreed to be a courtesan-for some limited time frame."
Isabella nodded.
"If you would care to be schooled in that role, not only would you be more comfortable, but Dermott would be exceeding grateful, I assure you."
"Particularly since he dislikes virgins."
"That's not to say he wouldn't be capable of giving you pleasure. His reputation for pleasing women is well known. But in the interests of offering as well as receiving pleasure, you may wish to be less of a novice."
"I think I would."
Molly was surprised at her ready acquiescence. "No need for convincing arguments?"
"I dislike a passive role on principle. If I intend to go through with this-agreement, I should like a modicum of control."
"You surprise me."
"I may be an innocent in terms of lovemaking, but I'm not by nature a shrinking violet," Isabella declared. "I lived in a man's world most of my life, while my mother's example was anything but that of a conventional female. In fact, I lack many of the traditional attributes normal to a young lady. I know nothing of flirting, nor of polite conversation. Grandpapa liked to talk of subjects with substance, he used to say. We never discussed anything of fashion."
"And yet your gown was in the height of fashion."
Isabella smiled. "Because I like pretty things and Grandpapa indulged my wishes."
"I'd say Madame Duclaisse had a hand in the design of your gown."
"How astute. She's quite my favorite."
"So you're not all bookish and business after all."
"I've been fortunate in my life, but I also understood there was a larger world that I could only read of and never know. I would dream, on occasion, of exotic locales and adventure. Everyone does, I'm sure."
"Not everyone. There are those in society who are content with the round of parties and amusements and never think beyond that circumscribed world."
"I should be bored within a week if there were only parties to fill my days."
"I think Dermott, too, has found life confining in England."
"And yet he stays?"
"He stays for his mother."
"A dutiful son. I wouldn't have thought so of a rake."
"He may lead the way in scandal, but he's considerably more complicated."
"I shall scandalize you and myself in the bargain when I say-what appeals to me when I think of him isn't his complexity but his great beauty and reputation for vice. Perhaps I've lived too long in seclusion. Perhaps my aunts are right after all when they compare me to my free-spirited mother. Although the terms they use to describe her aren't so pretty."
"How did she come to sail?"
"She stowed away on her uncle's ship when she was fifteen and found herself on a voyage to Trinidad. It was the end of any opportunity for a suitable marriage and the beginning of a life of adventure. She never regretted it, according to my grandfather."
"Your life has been unconventional as well."
"As has yours. Will you write your memoirs someday?"
"And terrify every man of influence in the country? I'll leave that to others. I've plenty of money." [1]
"As do I-perhaps," Isabella murmured, "should all go well. Now, tell me," she added, "of these pleasures," suddenly curious to hear more of the enchanting arts suggested by Molly. An extraordinary door had opened into her sheltered life, and the beautiful, much-desired Dermott Ramsay waited for her on the other side. "Is he really the most-sought-after man in England?"
"Women pursue him mercilessly. He hides here frequently."
Her clear blue eyes widened. "Is he really that good?"
"He's really that good."
Isabella smiled. "So I should be honored."
"You won't be disappointed. Or so my ladies tell me."
"Do they share him?"
"You're full of questions."
"I want to know everything. I want to know what he does and how he does it, what I should or shouldn't do. I want to know how to make him want me."
"He already does."
"But more than he has before. I like to be the very best at whatever I do."
The innocent Miss Leslie continued to astonish her. Emerging before her eyes was a plain-speaking, educated young lady with both unconventional antecedents and an upbringing that would do justice to a man of parts. And an interest in the challenge of captivating Dermott's interest. "Then we must see that you're the very best seductress Bathurst has ever had the good fortune to meet."
"Grandpapa always said I was a quick study."
Miss Leslie was approaching her new education with an enchanting candor. Molly concealed her amazement with effort. "You're sure now." She felt as though a last caveat should be offered.
"Absolutely." Dermott Ramsay filled her senses, her thoughts, her imagination, and she could no more vanquish those images than she could stop breathing. "I'm very sure."
"It's Dermott, isn't it?" Molly had seen that look before.
"I've never felt like this before. Increasingly awash with feeling. I wonder if this is what my mother felt when she stowed away. My heart is beating quite rapidly." Isabella placed her palm over her heart and inhaled slowly.
Molly chuckled. "At least it's not beating with fear like last night."
"Oh, no, not at all. Believe me, the thought of lying beside Dermott Ramsay is much superior, even celestial compared to the alternative of lying beside Harold Leslie." Shuddering, she made a face.
"In a more perfect world you wouldn't have been forced to make the choice."
"But since I am," she said, "I chose pleasure, thank you very much."
"Life is unfair to women." Molly's voice held a degree of anger.
"I don't choose to despair my predicament. Rather, I look forward to securing my fortune and freedom by indulging in illicit pleasures with the notorious earl." Isabella grinned. "You see, I am quite untroubled."
Molly found it ironic that a young woman harried by the world should be consoling her. She gave her high marks for courage. "If at any time you wish to discontinue this… education, you need but say the word."
"But I'm quite sure now I want him. And I've never really wanted anything with such… partiality," she finished softly.
"He's not for sale," Molly warned. "Nor is he tractable." Miss Leslie suddenly sounded like a spoiled young lady who had been overindulged, who wanted what she wanted.
"I know. Perhaps that's what makes this entire endeavor so enticing."
Chapter Four
IN THE LATE FORENOON, the Leslies were assembled in the small chapel where the service for George Leslie was about to commence.
"I tell you, she won't miss her grandfather's funeral," Harold whispered, his gaze on the doorway.
"I hope you're right," his father muttered, casting another glance at the entrance. "Or we're going to have to search the entire city for her."
"She has no friends, no money, and Lampert's frightened enough not to give her assistance. And if he should find his courage, we've plenty of men watching his office and home."
"Then it's just a matter of time. Who else can she turn to? She has to come to him eventually."
The minister began reading from the funeral text, his voice carrying out over the small group.
"It looks as though she's not coming," Harold grumbled, taking out his watch from the tightly stretched pocket of his striped vest and surveying the painted face. "I hope this doesn't take too long. I've a race meet at two."
"My milliner is coming to the house at one," his mother whispered across her husband's rotund form. "And she's considerably more important than this useless funeral."
Herbert waved his ringed hand at the minister, indicating he speed up the proceedings. Herbert had a card game he didn't wish to miss.
And so George Leslie was hurriedly sent from this world with little fanfare and less sorrow.
Mr. Lampert watched the brief ceremony with a grim expression, and when he left the chapel, he went to neither his office nor his home. He walked to a bookstore on Albemarle Street and took inordinately long to purchase one book.
It was a waste of time to follow him, Herbert's man reported that evening.
The old man had spent the entire day in a tavern, drinking one pot of ale and reading.
Out of courtesy, Molly had seen that Isabella was alone when the letter from Mr. Lampert was delivered.
Isabella's hands were shaking as she broke the seal and opened the single page.
I'm being watched, he wrote, so don't send a message directly to me. Your grandfather was buried this morning and is being conveyed to the vault at Tavora House. Mr. Martin has money for you should you need it but take care approaching the shop. I'm not sure how many spies your uncle has in the city. I wish I could do more. And he'd signed his name with a shaky hand.
Isabella immediately wrote a reply, telling Mr. Lampert not to worry about her. She needed neither help nor money at the moment. And when the time was appropriate, she would explain her circumstances.
She tried to read again afterward, but her mind was consumed with having missed her grandfather's funeral, and the book lay unread in her lap. She should have been with him as he was put to rest, she thought; it would have been the last service she could offer him. And regret of what might have been lowered her spirits. But reminders of her despicable relatives evoked a simmering anger as well, and she took a degree of pleasure in planning revenge.
Her uncharitable impulses offered a kind of respite, however meager, to her sadness while the troubling uncertainties of her future brought further disarray to a mind already in turmoil. She might be able to maintain an air of resolve concerning her circumstances in the company of Mrs. Crocker, but once alone, she wasn't sure she possessed the courage to actually see it through.
Regardless Bathurst's appeal.
Regardless he was probably her best option.
Regardless he seemed to want her.
And she him.
Such outlandish possibilities shocked her when she allowed herself to consider them, as did the strange and curious desires evoked by the beautiful young earl. But contemplation of Bathurst also generated intoxicating, thrilling tremors deep inside her, and she clasped her hands together tightly on the book lying in her lap to still her trembling emotions.
How should she deal with her feverish response, she wondered, and her only companion in life unconsciously came to mind. Silently, she spoke to her grandfather, the simple act of communicating offering her solace. As she explained her feelings, it seemed as though he were with her again, as though she weren't so alone. She even found herself describing the handsome young earl as though her grandfather might enjoy a description as much as she.
She smiled at the ludicrousness of her imaginary conversation. But a comforting ease overcame her as she offered the bits and pieces of her tremulous thoughts-until a knock on the door interrupted her reflections and a second later Mrs. Crocker bustled into the room, followed by several maids laden with colorful gowns and accessories.
"We brought some things to cheer you up," she briskly said, indicating the items be placed on the bed. "Have you written a reply to your lawyer yet? Dermott's man is downstairs."
"I'll get it." Rising from her chair, Isabella walked to the small table where her note lay and handed it to a maid.
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