“Go!” she whispered, “go!”
And turning about, M’Ginnis stumbled out of the place and left her alone. For a long time she sat there, motionless and crouched above the table, staring blindly before her, and in her eyes an agony beyond tears, heedless of the flight of time, conscious only of a pain sharper than flesh can know. Suddenly a key was thrust in the lock of the outer door, footsteps sounded along the passage accompanied by a merry whistling, and Spike appeared.
“Hello, Hermy, ain’t tea ready yet?” he enquired, tossing aside his straw hat and opening a newspaper he carried, “say, the Giants are sure playin’ great ball this season—what, are ye asleep?”
“No, dear!”
“Why, Hermy,” he exclaimed, dropping the paper and clasping an arm about her, “Oh, Hermy—what is it?”
“Oh, boy—dear, dear boy—you didn’t, did you?” she cried feverishly. “You are a little wild—sometimes, dear, just a little—but you are good—and honourable, aren’t you?”
“Why, yes, Hermy I—I try t’ be,” he answered uneasily; “but I don’t know what you mean.”
“You’re not a thief, are you? You’re not a burglar? You never broke into any one’s house. I know you didn’t, but—tell me you didn’t—tell me you didn’t!”
“No—no, o’ course not,” stammered Spike and, averting his head, tried to draw away, but she clung to him all the closer.
“Boy—boy dear,” she whispered breathlessly, “oh, boy, look at me!”
But seeing he kept his face still turned from her, she set a hand to his cheek and very gently forced him to meet her look. For a long moment she gazed thus—saw how his eyes quailed, saw how his cheek blanched, and as he cowered away, she rose slowly to her feet, and into her look came a growing horror; beholding which Spike covered his face and shrank away from her.
“Oh, boy—” her voice had sunk to a whisper now, “oh, boy—say you didn’t!”
“Hermy—I—can’t—”
“Can’t?”
“It’s—it’s all—true. Yes, I did! Oh, Hermy, forgive me.”
“Tell me!”
“Oh, forgive me, Hermy, forgive me!” he cried, reaching out and trying to catch her hand. “Yes, I’ll tell ye. I—I got in—through th’ winder, an’ Geoff caught me. But he let me go again—he said he’d never tell nobody if—ah, don’t look at me like that!”
“If—what?”
“If I’d bring him back here with me—Hermy, don’t! Your eyes hurt me—don’t look at me that way.”
“So it—is—all—true!”
“Oh, forgive me, forgive me!” he pleaded, throwing himself on his knees before her and writhing in the anguish of remorse. “They doped me, Hermy, I—didn’t know what I was doin’—they didn’t give me no time t’ think. Oh, forgive me, Hermy; Geoff forgave me, an’ you must—oh, God, you must, Hermy!” Again he sought to reach her hand, but now it was she who shrank away.
“I loved you so—I—loved—you so!” she said dully.
“Hermy,” he cried, catching hold of her dress, “forgive me—just this once, for God’s sake! I ain’t got nobody in the world but you—forgive me!” And now his pleading was broken by fierce sobs, and he sought to hide his tear-stained face in the folds of her dress, but she drew it quickly from him, shrinking away almost as if she feared him.
“A thief!” she whispered, “oh, God—my brother a thief! I don’t seem—able to—think. Go away—go away, I—must be—alone!”
“Hermy, dear, I swear—oh, I swear I’ll—”
“Go away!”
“Oh, Hermy, I didn’t think you’d ever—turn away—from me.”
“Go away!”
“Oh, Hermy—won’t you listen?”
“I can’t! Not now. Go away.”
Sobbing, the boy got to his feet, and taking his hat, crossed slow-footed to the door; there he paused to look back at her, but her staring eyes gazed through him and, turning hopelessly away, he brushed his sleeve across his cheek and, treading slow and heavily along the passage, was gone.
Dry-eyed she stood awhile, then sank again beside the table and crouched there with face bowed between outstretched arms, and hands tight clenched. Evening began to fall, but still she sat huddled there, motionless, and uttering no sound, and still her eyes were tearless. At last she stirred, conscious of a quick, firm step near by, and, thrilling to that sound, rose and stood with her back to the fading light as Ravenslee entered.
“Dear,” said he, tender and eager, “I found the door open—did you leave it for me? Why, Hermione—oh, my love, what is it?” and he would have caught her to him, but she held him away and questioned him, quick-breathing:
“You are—Geoffrey Ravenslee—the millionaire—aren’t you?”
“Why—er—I—I’m afraid I am,” he stammered. “I’m sorry you found it out so soon, dearest; I wanted to tell you after we—”
“Oh, why didn’t you tell me before—why didn’t you? No—please wait! You—you caught my—brother, didn’t you?” she went on breathlessly; “he had broken in—was burgling your house, wasn’t he—wasn’t he?”
“How in the world,” began Ravenslee, flinching, “who told—”
“He broke into your house to—steal, didn’t he—didn’t he?”
“But, good heavens—that was all forgotten and done with long ago! They’d made the poor chap drunk—he didn’t know what he was doing—it’s all forgotten long ago! Dear heart, why are you so pale? God, Hermione—nothing can alter our love!”
“No, nothing can alter our love,” she repeated in the same dull tones. “Oh, no, nothing can ever alter that; even though you deceived me I shall always love you, I can’t help it. And just because I do love you so, and because I am a thief’s sister, I—oh, I can never be your wife—I couldn’t, could I?”
“By God, Hermione, but you shall!” As he spoke he caught her in his arms, passionate arms that drew and held her close. Very still and unresisting she lay in his embrace, uttering no word; and stooping, he kissed her fiercely—her lips, her eyes, her white throat, her hair, and, silent still, she yielded herself to his caresses.
“You are mine, Hermione, mine always and forever! You are the one woman I long for—the wife nature intended for me! You are mine, Hermione!”
Very softly she answered, her eyes closed:
“I felt at the first there was a gulf dividing us—and now—this gulf is wider—so wide it can never be crossed by either of us. Your world is not my world, after all—you are Geoffrey Ravenslee and I am only—what I am. Newport and Fifth Avenue are a long way from Hell’s Kitchen and Tenth Avenue, and they can never—never come together. And I—am a thief’s sister, so please, please loose me—oh, have mercy and—let me go.”
His arms fell from her and, shivering, she sank beside the table, and the pale agony of her face smote him.
“But you love me, Hermione?” he pleaded.
“If I had only known,” she sighed, “I might not have learned to love you—quite so much! If I had only known!” Her voice was soft and low, her blue eyes wide and tearless, and because of this, he trembled.
“Hermione,” said he gently, “all this week I have been planning for you and Arthur. I have been dreaming of our life together, yours and mine, a life so big, so wonderful, so full of happiness that I trembled, sometimes, dreading it was only a dream. Dear, the gates of our paradise are open; will you shut me out? Must I go back to my loneliness?”
“I shall be lonely, too!” she murmured brokenly. “But better, oh, far better loneliness than that some day—” she paused, her lips quivering.
“Some day, Hermione?”
“You should find that you had married not only a scrubwoman but—the sister of a—thief!” Suddenly she sprang to her feet, her clinging arms held him to her bosom and, drawing down his head, she pressed her mouth to his; holding him thus, she spoke, her voice low and quick and passionate:
“Oh, my love, my love! I do love you with every thought, with every part of me—so much, so very much that my heart is breaking, I think. But, dearest, my love is such that I would be everything fair and beautiful for you, everything proud and good and noble for you if I could. But I am only Hermy Chesterton, a Tenth Avenue girl, and—my brother—So I’m going to send you away, back to your own world, back to your own kind because—because I do love you so! Ah, God, never doubt my love, but—you must go—”
“Never, Hermione, never!”
“You must! You will, I know, because your love is a big, generous love—because you are chivalrous and strong and gentle—because I beg and implore you if you have any pity for me—go—”
“But why?—Why?”
“Oh, must I tell you that—can’t you understand?”
“Why must I go, Hermione?”
“Because,” she murmured, her yearning arms close about him, her face close hidden against his breast, “because I’ll never—marry you—now—but I love you—love you so much that I’m afraid—ah, not of you. So, I must be alone—quite alone—to fight my battle. And now—now that I’ve shown you all my heart, told you all my weakness, you’ll go for my sake—just for my sake—won’t you?”
“Yes—I’ll—go!” he answered slowly.
“Away from here—to-night?”
“Yes,” he answered hoarsely, “yes!”
Then Hermione fell suddenly before him on her knees, and, before he could stay her, had caught his hands, kissing them, wetting them with her tears, and pressing them passionately to her bosom.
“I knew,” she cried, “I knew that you were strong and gentle and—good. Good-by—oh, my love—good-by!”
“Hermione,” said he, kissing her bowed head, “oh, my Hermione, I love you with a love that will die only when I do. I want you, and I’ll never lose hope of winning you—some day, never give up my determination to marry you—never, so help me God!”
Then swiftly he turned away but, reaching the door, stooped and picked up M’Ginnis’s neckerchief and, recognising it, crumpled it in fierce hand; so, with it clenched in griping fingers, he hurried away and left her there upon her knees.
CHAPTER XXX
HOW GEOFFREY RAVENSLEE DEPARTED FROM HELL’S KITCHEN
“What, back again already, Mr. Geoffrey?” exclaimed Mrs. Trapes, poking her head around the kitchen door, as Ravenslee entered the flat, “back so soon?”
“Only for a minute, Mrs. Trapes.”
“Supper’ll be ready soon—your wedding supper, eh, Mr. Geoffrey? You’ll have it here with me, you an’ Hermy, o’ course! Smells kind o’ good, don’t it?”
“Delicious, Mrs. Trapes!”
“Delicious is the word, Mr. Geoffrey—stooed beef with carrots—”
“And onions, Mrs. Trapes—onions, I’m sure?”
“Well, I’ll not deny a onion here an’ there, Mr. Geoffrey—a stoo needs ‘em.”
“Ah, I knew it!” sighed Ravenslee. “I grieve that I shan’t be able to eat it.”
“Not eat—what, you? Say, y’ ain’t sick, are you?”
“Not in body, Mrs. Trapes.”
“Then why no stoo?”
“Because I shan’t be here. I’m going, Mrs. Trapes—I’m leaving Mulligan’s now—for good—”
“Leavin’—y’ mean with Hermy?”
“No—alone. Good-by, Mrs. Trapes!”
“My land!” gasped Mrs. Trapes, “what you tellin’ me?”
“Good-by, Mrs. Trapes!”
“But why? Oh, dear Lord, what is it? Who—”
“I want to thank you—for all your kindness. Good-by!”
As one in a dream Mrs. Trapes extended a limp hand and stood wide of eye and pale of cheek to watch him go; and as he descended the stairs, her look of helpless, pained surprise went with him. Swiftly he strode across that familiar court, shoulders squared, chin outthrust, and eyes that glowed ominously in his pale face beneath fierce-scowling brows. As he turned into Tenth Avenue there met him the Spider.
“What you chasin’ this time, bo?” he enquired.
“M’Ginnis.”
“Then you’re sure chasin’ trouble.”
“That’s what I want. D’ you know where he is?”
“Sure I do, but—”
The Spider paused, drawing in his breath slowly, as with experienced gaze he viewed Ravenslee’s pale, set face—the delicate nostrils wide and quivering, the relentless mouth and burning eyes and all the repressed ferocity of him and, drawing back a step, the Spider shook his head.
“Bo,” said he, “that’s jest what I ain’t goin’ t’ tell ye.”
“Very well, I must find him.”
“Don’t!” said the Spider, walking on beside him, “if I didn’t think a whole lot o’ ye, I’d lead ye t’ him.”
“Oh—I shall find him, if it takes me all night.”
“An’ if ye do, it’ll be murder, I’m dead sure—”
“Murder?” said Ravenslee with a flash of white teeth. “Well, I shall certainly kill him—this time!”
“Is it th’ Kid again?”
“No—oh, no, it’s just for my own satisfaction—and pleasure.”
“You ain’t heeled, are ye? This ain’t goin’ t’ be no gun-play—eh?”
“No, I haven’t a gun, but I’ve brought his—neckerchief.”
“Sufferin’ Pete!” murmured the Spider in a strangely awed voice, and walked on in silence, chewing viciously.
“Bo,” said he at last, “I’m thinkin’ th’ kindest thing I could do would be t’ slip one over t’ your point while you wasn’t lookin’, an’ puttin’ you t’ sleep a bit—you want soothin’! Bud’ll be too big fer you or any other guy t’ tackle now; ye see, his stock’s rose—th’ Noo Jersey p’lice wasn’t strong enough t’ hold him—”
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