"Perhaps tonight you’ll meet someone who’ll make you want it that much."

Alex rolled her eyes at the idea. "It's a night at Almack's, Eliza, not an enchanted ball. Let's not get too carried away."

"You never do know, luv."

"I  know." Up.

"Finally!" Alex jumped up from the stool and paced across the floor of the bedchamber, happy to be freed from the tedious task of hair drying. "Now what?"

"Well " — Eliza tilted her head and looked thoughtfully at Alex — "I'm thinkin' it won't do for you to meet the Prince draped in damp linen."

Alex grinned broadly. "Likely not."

"Stockings." Eliza pointed to two pieces of silk that were hanging over the top of the dressing screen, and Alex moved to pull them on while the maid went searching in the wardrobe for the rest of the garments necessary for this, the "biggest day" of a young woman's life.

Just as Alex had finished tying her garters at the tops of her stockings, Eliza emerged, an enormous stack of white cotton and linen in her arms. Alex rolled her eyes again, saying aloud, "The things we are required to do in the name of fashion."

Eliza was not considered to be one of the best lady's maids in the history of the Stafford family for no good reason, however. She took little interest in Alex's distaste for the process of dressing and handed her mistress a set of drawers. Alex pulled them on, letting the linen towel go and turning to give Eliza access to the tapes and ribbons on the pantaloons so they could be fitted to her waist and hips.

As the maid worked, Alex spoke. "Tel me something fascinating." Eliza always had some terrific piece of gossip that she'd been saving up to share at just such a moment.

"Well, I do have something, but I don't know how reliable my sources are."

"Gossip from unreliable sources is always better than from reliable ones, Eliza," Alex said with a wide smile. "Go on." She leaned forward toward the pile of undergarments and pulled the wide-shouldered chemise over her head, letting it fall around her in a voluminous swath of fabric. This particular piece had little shape to it, and Alex was always rather amused by how thoroughly unfeminine a garment designed specifically for females could be.

Eliza set herself to arranging the chemise to Alex's figure, folding the fabric here, pinning it there, as she said, "Well, it seems that John Coachman is smitten."

"Really?" Alex had trouble envisioning her father's coachman, an immense giant of a man who rarely spoke to anyone but the horses, smitten.  "With whom?"

"Margaret, the butcher's daughter."

"Truly?"

Eliza nodded, snatching up a stiff whalebone corset from where it lay on Alex's bed. From a small box on the dressing table nearby, the maid selected a large corset needle, threading it expertly with a length of cord as she returned to Alex. "I must say, he does seem to be more will in than usual to drive the kitchen maids down to the meat market."

Alex took hold of the corset, centering it on her torso and passing the sides back to Eliza, who deftly threaded the two halves together as they talked.

"And does she reciprocate?" Alex held the rigid stays to the natural curve of her waist, waiting patiently for Eliza to finish her task.

"I'm no' certain, but Mary, the kitchen maid...?" Alex nodded in recognition. "She says that Margaret always has an extra sweet for John when he's there, and that she always asks about him when he's not. Hold on."

"Excellent! Love comforteth like sunshine after rain! Oof!" Alex reached out and grabbed hold of the bedpost as Eliza began tightening the corset laces.

"I told you to hold on." Eliza kept tugging, the stays growing tighter and tighter as both girls began to breathe heavily. "I thought you didn't believe in love."

"I never said that!" Alex exclaimed, her emphatic tone lost as she struggled for air. "Of course, I believe in love."

"Oh? Breathe."

She took one last deep breath, feeling the stays tighten to the point of pain, and couldn't help herself from swearing roundly. "Enough!"

"Finished." Eliza turned to retrieve the next layer of clothing. "I'm goin' to forget that you just cursed like a dock-side sailor."

"Blame my brothers." Alex gasped for air, perching on the edge of the bed. "It's too tight."

"It will loosen. You know that."

She did know that. "I hate fashion." Alex scowled.

"Tel me about this new belief in love," Eliza said, distracting Alex and holding open a circle of petticoats. This piece was more elaborate than any of the others Alex had donned, a Madame Fernaud creation in cambric and linen with a stunning swath of beautiful green fabric affixed to the bottom, designed to match the dress Alex would wear that evening.

Alex paused to admire the delicate rosebuds that had been painstakingly added to the undergarment before all owing Eliza to throw the piece over her head. "Not new. It's not love I'm opposed to. It's marriage! The first reminds women that they're free to be as they wish — because someone loves them for it," Alex said, her voice coming from inside a mass of fabric as she pushed her way through the petticoats toward the light of the room. "And the other takes away that freedom."

Eliza began securing the top of the petticoat, tying a small row of bows that ran down the bodice of the garment. "Seems to me that the right kind of marriage could increase that freedom, nay?"

Alex tilted her head to one side, thinking on Eliza's point. "I suppose so... but how many of those have you ever witnessed?"

"Yer parents have one like that, I'm thinkin'... and yer grandparents before them." The maid moved to the bed and lifted the rich green ball gown, giving it one final shake to loosen the folds of satin fabric before holding it out for Alex.

"That's different," Alex replied, stepping into the dress and helping Eliza to pull it up over her arms to fit her now perfectly shaped torso. Holding the bodice straight while the maid fetched a buttonhook and began fastening the long row of buttons on the back of the gown, she continued, "My mother and grandmother were notorious beauties with brains to match. And my father and grandfather were men who were not afraid to take wives who equaled them in intel ect. There aren't men like that outside the Stafford family."

Eliza snorted, "Of course, you would say that. Yer a Stafford. But truly, Alexandra, I just cannot imagine that in all of history there has only been one man in each generation willing to let his mate blossom." Her fingers flew across the buttons, expertly closing them.

Alex then sighed, waving a long arm. "Fine. However, my point is that there aren't many men like that. And I am simply not interested in taking the risk."

"Look here." Eliza waited for Alex to turn to face her, then smoothed out the lush green skirts of the gown. "Well, Alexandra, you’ll be taking a risk this evening, I daresay — because any young man who sees you in this dress shan't know what to do with himself. Yer just as much of a beauty with brains to match as the Stafford women who came before you." Eliza pointed to the dressing table nearby. "Sit."

Alex sighed again, knowing that she was in for another long stretch while Eliza tamed her long, auburn curls, piling them just so on top of her head and applying the finishing touches prior to her presentation to the Prince. Before she could follow the maid's instructions, however, Alex caught her reflection in the looking glass next to the wardrobe. She was unable to stop herself from gasping at what she saw.

There she stood, bathed in the golden sunlight that poured through the windows of her bedchamber, hair shining like silk, cheeks rosy from the heat of her bath and the exertion of dressing, in a dress that had been made for her in every way — the cut, the color, the fabric, all of it. For a brief moment, she couldn't believe her eyes; she was the beauty in the looking glass.

Like it or not, this night was one she would not soon forget.

* * *

The Duchess of Worthington placed an elegantly gloved hand on her daughter's knee and spoke quietly, "We have arrived."

In the dim light of the large carriage that muffled the sounds of the street beyond, Alex took hold of her mother's hand. She turned glittering green eyes on the older woman and offered an uncertain smile. "And so it begins."

"Indeed. You will be wonderful."

And, as if on cue, the door opened to reveal a livery-clad footman, and the Duke climbed down from his seat across from them in the imposing black carriage emblazoned with the Worthington crest. Once on solid ground, he turned back to reach up and hand the duchess down from the transport; she gave Alex's hand a quick, reassuring squeeze before accepting her husband's assistance.

Then, it was Alex's turn. She scooted across the velvet-draped seat, focused on her father's smiling, pride-filled eyes, and took his hand. His grip was firm and steady as he helped her down to the street, and Alex was encouraged by it — no matter how she felt about this day, making her parents proud couldn't be such an awful thing, could it? When her feet touched the ground, she found herself assaulted by all the sights and sounds of the legendary Almack's.

The first thing that Alex registered was the noise. There was a cacophonous din of chatter, louder than anything she'd ever heard out of doors, which enveloped her immediately. She couldn't make out much of the conversation for the sheer amount of it — punctuated with bursts of laughter and shrieks of recognition from ladies and gentlemen of the ton who were all enjoying this... the first major event of the 1815 season.

The building itself was unimpressive — a simple stone structure that, at most times, provided little indication of being one of the most important locations in the life of London's high society. Alex had passed this place dozens of times before and had never given it a second thought. It appeared, however, that on Wednesday nights during the season, all that changed.

Looking back at the coach, Alex felt an intense desire to return to it, to clamber inside and swing the door shut behind her and simply wait there until her parents finished making their rounds. Instead, she stood tall, revealing none of her trepidation, and looked down the length of King Street, jammed with carriages and coaches all with a common goal — to deposit the most well-respected members of the ton on the steps of the Assembly Rooms, leaving them to an evening of seeing and being seen. Light from the scores of carriages flooded the sidewalks and steps to the building, lending a dazzling brightness to the moment, as if even the sun couldn't stay away from the beautiful people who filled the street.

Alex drew a shaky breath, feeling a knot of apprehension twist in her stomach. She hadn't fully realized until this moment how much she dreaded this, her first official night in society. That afternoon, she had been presented at Buckingham House to the Prince Regent, a charming older man with a reputed eye for the most beautiful women and the best parties in London. And, while the ceremony had been filled with all the pomp and circumstance befitting a visit to the Royal Court, it hadn't made Alex nearly as uncertain as she felt right now, surrounded by throngs of London's finest, all pushing madly toward the entrance to the assembly. After all, everyone knew it was really the Lady Patronesses of Almack's whose opinions were most valued in matters relating to society.

With a sigh, she turned back and caught her father's quick smile as he leaned down and proffered his arm. "Terrifying, isn't it?"

"Quite." She took the offered arm and matched his grin with one of her own. "How do you ever survive it?"

With a brief, almost imperceptible nod toward her mother, who had turned from her position just steps ahead to wait for them, he answered, "'Tis a Duke's duty to make his Duchess happy, moppet."

Alex's smile broadened at his answer. Her mother spoke quietly as they reached her, her voice traveling only far enough to be heard by the two of them.

"To your right, Alexandra, is Lady Jersey." Alex turned her head to get a look at the petite, rather unattractive woman who was nicknamed The Queen of London for her position as the most discerning of Almack's patronesses, before her mother added in exasperation, "Do attempt to be discreet, Alexandra. Ladies do not stare."