Виктория Холт - The Third George

"Come come," he would say jovially, 'do you not wish to say a how-de-do to your king?”

"Oh, Sir, he be shy, but you wait till he's older and I tell him the King spoke to him and he hid his face and wouldn't look." Pat the child's head and tell him to be good to his mother. Kiss the little girls, he loved the little girls best of all in their little aprons and muslin frocks. They were his most adorable subjects. He visited the farms, discussing harvests with farmers, and once when he was walking in the lanes he came upon a farm cart which had stuck in a rut. The driver was trying to hoist it and George joined him, putting his shoulder to the wheel. And what a moment of pleasure when the driver recognized him and stuttered and stammered his incredulous thanks. That was a story which would be repeated throughout the country. It was the kind of thing which he did naturally without thinking and which won him the people's affection.

All would be well, he assured himself, if only he could bring prosperity to England and prevent his ministers bickering together in the House of Commons. The figure of Pitt swathed in bandages loomed over the King and the Government. Although he was often in great pain from his gout, the menace of Mr. Pitt was formidable. Yet if Mr. Pitt could be persuaded not to make such demands, to be a little less autocratic, how much easier life could have been; and how content the King would have been to work with such a brilliant minister. When he looked back he saw the great mistake he and Lord Bute had made when they had imagined that the latter could be as strong, as brilliant, as far-seeing and as great a politician as the Great Commoner.

Always he came back to the trials of state affairs. No wonder he wished to get away to Richmond.

George felt his responsibilities towards his family very deeply. His brothers were proving themselves to be somewhat wild, which was not surprising considering the restricted lives they had had. The Princess Dowager had been so afraid that they would be contaminated by the wickedness of the Court that she had kept them shut away until she could do so no longer. When they had been allowed to mingle with the world it was only natural that they, lacking their elder brother's purpose and position and his innate respectability, had turned to somewhat riotous living.

George could do nothing to restrain them, but he could find a husband for Caroline Matilda. His little sister the youngest of the family was fourteen years old. She should not be allowed to grow old and sour like poor Augusta. Fourteen was not really old enough for marriage, but opportunities must be seized when they came. He knew full well how difficult it was to provide Protestant matches for his family, and nothing but a Protestant match would do. The opportunity came when the King learned that Frederick V of Denmark was seeking a bride for Prince Christian, heir to the throne of Denmark and the son of his first marriage.

A crown for Caroline Matilda! The Dowager Princess was excited. "It is a very good offer, George," she said.

"We could not hope for better. I think they should be betrothed without delay.”

And what did Caroline Matilda say? George asked her, although whatever she said she would be obliged to accept the match.

Caroline Matilda in fact was delighted. She had forgotten Augusta's departure almost a year ago; and when she did later remember she told herself that all husbands were not like that horrid Prince of Brunswick. Christian of Denmark would be different. She saw him, tall, blond and handsome; and when his father died he would be king not merely ruler of a little German principality, but king of a great country like Denmark. Caroline Matilda was excited by the prospect.

On 10 January 1765 her betrothal was announced. She immediately became a more important person, a princess who one day would be a queen. And there was nothing to worry about; it was only a betrothal; she was fourteen years old. They would wait at least until she was fifteen. She went to see Charlotte and play with the babies. She was becoming very interested in married life.

She herself hoped to have babies, many of them. But chiefly she saw herself in her royal robes, a crown on her flaxen hair.

The new year had come in happily for Charlotte for with it came the certainty that she was pregnant. During the last year her English had improved greatly, and she spoke it now more or less fluently, but of course with a German accent. That was inevitable. But how much easier it made life! She was pleased that George was breaking away from his mother's influence, too; she was always hoping that he would share confidences with her; in fact during the last year when she had not been pregnant they had grown closer; it seemed that when Charlotte was not preoccupied by the prospect of bearing a child she could share a closer intimacy with her husband.

In a quiet and comfortable way she had a great affection for him and she was sure he had for her.

The knowledge that he had greatly desired to marry Sarah Lennox and that he had given her up out of a sense of duty was not exactly comforting, particularly as she was obliged now and then to see Lady Sarah, who was an undoubted beauty, and although married to Sir Charles Bunbury, had many admirers. Sir Charles she had heard was more interested in racing than his wife, and Sarah was very fond of her cousin Lord William Gordon and was constantly seen in his company. Such Court gossip did not interest her although her women chattered about it constantly. The only matter that concerned her was that there was no mention of the King's having an attachment for Lady Sarah.

She did occasionally hear a whisper about a Quaker girl in whom George had once been interested, and oddly enough she could not shrug that aside as easily as she could the affair with Sarah Lennox. For one thing it was more secret, and that in itself suggested it was more to be feared. Everyone knew of the attachment for Sarah and many had remarked that the King scarcely looked at Sarah on the occasions when it was necessary for them to meet. They talked of the King's virtue and respectability. How many kings who had all the opportunities in the World, had resisted temptations and remained faithful to their wives? It was difficult to recall one. Even sour old William of Orange had had his mistress. And it was not as though George was blessed with such a beautiful fascinating wife either.

Charlotte sighed. George was a good man and a good husband and she was lucky and once again ... pregnant. There would be a little gap between the birth of Fred and this child. It was what she had needed; the time between her darling firstborn and his little brother had been too short.

Now young George, already a little autocrat of the nursery, but so beautiful, and so bright, would be three years old by the time the new baby appeared and little Fred would be two.

Oh, she was fortunate indeed. But she wished that the King's health would improve. He was young to have these vague ailments which seemed to upset him so. In a man of fifty or even forty they would have been understandable; but George was not yet thirty. It was the worries of state.

Dear George, he was too conscientious. But how pleased he was to hear that they might expect another child.

The King was extremely upset. He paced up and down his apartments. He did not wish to see anyone, but Charlotte went to him.

"George. You must tell me what is wrong.”

George looked at her blankly as though he did not know who she was. She took his arm and looked into his face.

"Hannah ..." he said. "Hannah ...”

Her heart leaped and then seemed to stop for a second before it raced on. He was looking at her so oddly, as though he thought she were another person. And Hannah! That name which she had heard whispered before. Hannah Lightfoot, the Quaker.

"George ... I beg of you, tell me what is on your mind.”

His eyes seemed to come into focus. He looked more like himself.

"Charlotte," he said. "Charlotte, my wife ... the Queen.”

"What has happened, George? You are ill.”

"Oh, yes, yes..." he said.

"Pray sit down. I will call the doctors.”

He shook his head but allowed her to lead him to a chair. "Call no one," he said. Then as though speaking in a daze, "She is dead. Hannah is dead. This time it is true.”

Charlotte knelt at his feet and taking his hand looked up pleadingly into his face.

"You must tell me," she urged and added: "If it will help you.”

He seemed to consider this. His brow was wrinkled, his eyes wild. Then he spoke a little incoherently: "Perhaps I should tell. Better. Charlotte, oh, Charlotte. It was wrong. It was wicked.

I never should ...”

She waited in breathless anxiety. What was the secret of Hannah Lightfoot? She must know.

"George," she said, 'perhaps you should lie down.”

"I feel dizzy," he said. "I can scarcely stand.”

She took him to the bedchamber and he lay down while 'she sat beside the bed holding his hand.

"Charlotte, you are a good wife ... a good queen.”

"I want to be everything you wish me to be, George.”

"All these years. What did Hannah think...?”

And then he was telling the story, somewhat incoherently, it was true, but she saw him as a young boy of thirteen passing through St. James's Market and being aware of the beautiful Quaker sitting in the window of the linen draper's shop.

"The people had gathered to see us ... my grandfather, my mother, myself ... we were all going to the theatre; and the linen draper had taken the bales of linen from the window that his family might watch the procession pass by. Hannah told me that... afterwards.”

"Yes, George.”

"She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen.”

Charlotte winced, but the pressure of his hot fingers on her hand reminded her that however plain she was, he needed her; and he trusted her enough to confide in her.

"So we met. It was arranged for us and I loved her and she bore my children.”

"Children, George? Where are they?”

"Being well cared for. I am assured of this, but I do not see them now. They are growing too old.

It would not be safe. But I know they are well cared for. That is taken good care of.”

There was silence while Charlotte thought of her little nursery and compared it with that of another presided over by a woman ... the most beautiful he had ever seen, a woman who merely had to sit in a shop window to make him fall in love with her and risk all sorts of danger to be with her. Very different that must have been from marrying a plain princess who had been chosen for him. But it was over. It was of the past and now he was king with a queen and two sons and another child on the way. She told him this gently.

"Yes, it is over, but it haunts me, Charlotte. I think of her ... What must she have thought of me ...

for allowing it...? And in my heart I knew she wasn't dead.”

She listened to the incoherent fantastic story of how he had gone to the house ... their house in Islington ... and found that she was no longer there. She and the children had disappeared. The story they had told him was that she had died and been buried and the children were being taken care of.

"They showed me her grave, Charlotte. But it had another name over it. They cheated me. They told me she was dead ... and I knew in my heart that she was not. It was a ridiculous story. They had buried her under another name to avoid scandal, they said. I should have asked questions, but I didn't, Charlotte ... because I knew in my heart ... And I understood what it would mean. I was the King and I had married the linen draper's niece.”

"Married!" she cried aghast.

He nodded. "We went through a form of marriage. She was already married to Isaac Axford, but she said that was no true marriage and he thought so too for he had married again. It was never consummated. She ran away after the ceremony ... ran away to me.”

"Married!" repeated Charlotte.

"It satisfied her. She thought she was near death. It was after the child was born ... the last one ...

and she feared the weight of sin. So I married her ... and that made her happier. She was no longer afraid to die.”

He had closed his eyes; the telling had exhausted him mentally and physically. He seemed to sleep and she sat by his bed, thinking: "Married! So they went through a form of marriage!”