Miss Cabot’s eyes fluttered. “And?”
“And? I asked her to stand up, but she very demurely declined,” he said, his gaze on plump, wet lips that looked as if they were begging to be kissed again.
“There, you see?” she said softly, her eyes falling to his mouth, her suddenly shallow breath stirring him.
“Are you surprised? I am a man of a certain reputation, and she is a blushing fiancée. She declined for the sake of propriety.”
“She is not a blushing fiancée, she is seasoned and shrewd.”
Naive, he thought, and moved his hand to the side of Miss Cabot’s slender neck, feeling the warmth of her skin radiate through his palm. The feminine form never ceased to astound him—so soft, so fragile, with the power to incite wars among men. “She didn’t seem terribly seasoned to me. She seemed flummoxed....” He paused to breathe in her arousing scent. “Not unlike how you seemed earlier this week in this very room.”
Miss Cabot turned her head slightly, away from his mouth. “I beg your pardon, I was not flummoxed.”
“Tsk, tsk, Miss Cabot. It won’t do to dissemble now.”
She frowned, but she did not deny it. “You must speak to her again,” she insisted. “Invite her again to stand up with you.”
George sighed. He slipped his hand behind her back and pulled her into his chest. For once, she didn’t say anything, just gazed up at him with clear blue eyes. He frowned down at her, brushed his knuckles against her temple. “I think I should kiss you again. Only quite thoroughly this time. And against all my better judgments.”
“I forbid it,” she murmured. And yet she did not move.
“You are too trusting, Miss Cabot. You should never forbid a man and yet allow him to hold you like this if you have a care for your virtue.” Least of all, him. “You don’t yet understand the mind of a man. When a woman is this close, he...”
He couldn’t finish; he gazed into her eyes as myriad ideas raced through his mind of what he would do to a woman like her.
“He what?” she asked.
He couldn’t say what was suddenly raging through him: that a man could not be satisfied until he’d been inside her. But for the first time since meeting Honor Cabot, George saw her innocence. It was there, buried under the mantle of privilege and sophistication, and it made him feel strangely protective of her.
Lord, no, not that. He was a high-stepping horse, trained to never look away from his path. Bloody innocence! Whether it was an instinctive need to distance himself from such protective thoughts or his growing, maddening desire, George didn’t know—but he said, “He does this,” and put his mouth on hers, kissing her.
He did not expect Honor Cabot to kiss him back. She sank into him, her back curving as she melted against him. She ran her hands up his arms, put them around his neck and angled her head slightly as she opened her mouth beneath his. George felt almost weak in the knees as he took full advantage of it, his tongue tangling with hers. He drew her tighter into his body to feel her soft curves pressed against the hard length of him. He slid his hand down her back, to her derriere, his fingers sinking into the soft flesh of her hip. He kissed her until he began to feel that primal thrumming, the call of his body to move against her, to be inside her.
He lifted his head, and with two hands to her shoulders, he set her back. Miss Cabot very gracefully ran her thumb across her bottom lip and smiled sheepishly at him.
“There, do you see?” he said sternly. “You should not have trusted me.”
“But I do trust you.”
He braced one hand against his waist, determined to talk some sense into her. “If you were mine—”
“But I’m not.”
“But if you were, I would teach you that you cannot be so careless with your virtue. Or anyone else’s virtue, for that matter! What you are doing is beyond comprehension.”
She folded her arms. “I didn’t ask you to defend my virtue,” she said silkily.
“Don’t push me, Cabot,” he warned her, his gaze taking in her face, her hair.
“Do you think that men are the only ones allowed to desire?”
That certainly sparked his interest. George arched a dark brow. “Do you desire me, love?” he asked silkily, and reached for her hip once more, abruptly pulling her forward so she might feel just how much he desired her.
In all his years, he had never met a woman who could not be intimidated, if only a little. But Miss Cabot looked him in the eye and said, with a coy little smile, “You profess to know women, Easton. What do you think?”
He chuckled low. “I think you’ve not the least idea what you want, lass,” he said, and lowered his head to hers again to trace a line across the seam of her lips with his tongue.
Honor gasped at the sensation, but George had only just begun. He lifted his hand to her jaw and angled her head, nipped at her bottom lip. “Is this what you want?” he asked, crushing her pelvis to his as he slipped his tongue into her mouth.
She made a little sound in the back of her throat. Her hands found his shoulders, and for a moment, he thought that she might push him away, but she merely opened her mouth beneath his as she slid her hands down his arms, then up again, so that she might tangle her fingers in his hair. He brushed his hand against her breast, cupping it, squeezing it, his fingers finding the turgid tip through the fabric of her gown. He was hurtling headlong down that slope of physical desire, of emotional entanglement, and with a growl deep in his throat, he picked her up with one arm about her waist and twisted about, putting her down on her back on the settee.
Honor gasped again; her breath lifting her chest. George traced a wet path to her bosom, his tongue finding the valley between her breasts, his hand pressing against her flesh, kneading her, tantalizing her. He lifted one breast free of the confines of her gown, and Honor made a sound—of protest? Of delight? Whatever it might have been, George caught it with his mouth as he kissed her again, before moving to her breast and taking it into his mouth.
She suddenly fell back on a very long sigh and sank her fingers into his hair. George suckled her, his eyes closed to the storm brewing inside him, to the sparks that were igniting and filling him with rivulets of fire. He tasted her fragrant flesh, felt the hardened nipple in the crease of his tongue. He was hard, the pulse of desire thrumming in him, the image of his body sinking deep into hers as he lifted the other breast from her bodice.
But there was something else in him, too. The faint clatter of hooves, the high-stepping horse marching steadily forward, looking neither right nor left. As much he wanted to undress her, to spread her legs and deflower her, to feel the wet warmth of her desire, he could not. He could not ruin one debutante or entice another. This was not the sort of man he was, no matter what people said, and it took all the strength he had to push himself up and away from her, to move his lips from her breast. He braced himself with both hands on either side of her, gazing down at this young woman with the shining blue eyes.
“Never,” he said angrily, “never trust a man in that circumstance.” He pushed himself up off the settee, then caught her hand, pulling her up.
Honor Cabot looked slightly chastised. She took a moment to arrange herself into her gown and looked contritely at him, on the verge of saying something when the door suddenly opened.
She whirled about, shaking out her skirts and pulling her long hair around to cover the flush of her bosom.
A woman stepped into the room. George recognized her instantly—she was an older, graying version of Honor.
“Mamma!” Miss Cabot exclaimed, and quickly put some distance between herself and George. “Ah...may I introduce you to meet Mr. George Easton?”
God help him but he was still hard, still wanting Lady Beckington’s daughter. Fortunately, the countess seemed unaware and looked blankly at George. “My lady,” he said, bowing low.
She looked at him curiously, as if she were trying to place him. “Ah, yes,” she said, nodding. “Of course. You’ve come about the horses, haven’t you?”
Horses? George looked at Miss Cabot for help. “I beg your pardon, I think there is some confusion—”
“The earl has all but sold them, hasn’t he, Honor? I think the sorrel is left.”
“Mamma,” Miss Cabot said gently, “the horses... We sold them ages ago.”
“What?” Lady Beckington gave her a nervous laugh. “We haven’t! We have the sorrel. Please, do wait here, sir. My husband will be along shortly to settle the terms with you.”
George didn’t understand what was happening, but he could see a slight tremor in Miss Cabot. “I shall wait with Mr. Easton until the earl arrives, then,” she said. “Shall I ring for Hannah?” she asked, moving to her mother’s side.
“Who? Oh, no, that’s not necessary,” Lady Beckington said, and turned around to the door. “Good day, sir.” She walked out of the room without looking back.
Miss Cabot did not speak; she lowered her head a long moment, closed her eyes then slowly opened them and lifted her gaze to George.
“I don’t understand,” he said simply. How could a mother see her daughter in such an obviously compromising position and merely walk out the door?
“Perhaps if I tell you that two summers ago, my stepfather sold some horses at Longmeadow. But not the sorrel,” Miss Cabot said. “And even if he were so inclined to sell more today, he could not walk down here to settle terms with you without assistance.”
Understanding dawned. When Miss Cabot had said her mother was not well that afternoon outside of Gunter’s Tea Shop, George had vaguely thought of pleurisy. “How long has she been like this?”
“This?” Honor said, looking at the door. “Moments? Weeks? Months? Sometimes she is perfectly fine. And sometimes not at all....” Her voice trailed away and she looked at the carpet.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” George asked. “When you first came to me, why didn’t you tell me?”
“And have half of London know it?”
She was speaking to a man who had protected his mother all his life. “Miss Cabot, on my honor, I’d not tell a soul. You have my word.”
She flushed, her fists curled at her sides. “You can see, then, my dilemma, Mr. Easton. I do not think Miss Hargrove will be keen to have four sisters and a madwoman under her roof. No one will want a madwoman under their roof, will they? I need...I need time until Grace and I can marry or...something,” she said, her eyes blindly searching the ceiling. “If I could take up a sword and fight for it, I would. If I had a vast fortune at my disposal, I would use it. But I am a woman, and the only options I have are to connive as I promise myself to the highest bidder before all is discovered.” She lowered her gaze to him again. “That may seem as if I am lacking in honor to you, but on my word, it is all I have. I don’t want to hurt Augustine or Monica. I truly want only to divert her until I can think of something. What else can I do?”
George’s heart went out to her. He’d loved his mother dearly, a lowly chambermaid with the duke’s bastard son to raise by herself. She’d never been accepted anywhere. The other servants judged her to be without morals. The duke had used her and left her to her own devices.
But Lucy Easton had been determined, and when she’d learned the duke was ill, she’d somehow managed to convince him to give George a stipend. He didn’t know how she’d done it—he didn’t want to know. He knew only that his mother had sacrificed everything for him, and that the stipend had enabled George to attend school, to meet young men who would become his peers, even if they did view his claims of having been fathered by a royal prince with great skepticism. Had it not been for George’s mother, he would be mucking stalls in the Royal Mews yet.
“Please, help me,” Miss Cabot said, her voice meek. “Please, come to the ball.”
God in heaven, how could he look upon the worry and sadness in those eyes and refuse her? “Even if I come, even if I might divert her as you wish, there are any number of things that might happen afterward. What will keep her from telling everyone what you’ve done when she discovers it? What will keep her from taking her suspicions to Sommerfield? Don’t you see? It could be even worse for you then.”
“I know. But I have to try. So I will take that risk.”
George gazed at her beguiling face. He supposed he’d done some things that would be considered mad by most when he’d seen no other option.
“Will you?” she asked softly.
“I will do it once more, Honor,” he conceded. “Only once.”
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