Ella Frank - Veiled Innocence

Rolling my eyes, I continued to trace my finger on top of his desk, liking the feel of the rough wood under my finger.

“Why did I get in trouble today?”

“You know why,” he stated matter-of-factly.

“No. I don’t. Why did I get in trouble and Brandon didn’t?”

“You were talking.”

“So was he,” I fired back, unwilling to let him think I was some ignorant child who didn’t know what was going on.

He let out a deep, frustrated sigh and pushed his hands into his pockets. “Addison, you need to pay more attention in class.”

“I do pay attention.”

“Do you? I don’t think so. You’re so busy talking and flirting that I’d be surprised if you took more than three notes.”

Bending down, I snatched up my backpack and unzipped it to pull out my notebook. Opening it to the day’s work, I showed him how wrong he was and then raised my eyes to his, as if to say, see?

“One day doesn’t prove anything. You need to stop disturbing the others around you.”

“Like you?” I challenged.

“Like Brandon.”

“Jealous?”

Emotions I wasn’t familiar with darkened his eyes, giving him away as they singed me. “Don’t be ridiculous.”

“Is it so ridiculous? I was jealous of you and Miss Shrieve this morning.”

“You’re out of line, Miss Lancaster. Way out of line. You need to leave.”

I made my way to the door, but before I walked through it, I looked back to where he was standing.

“Meet me at my car. I’ll wait.”

* * *

As Addison left the classroom, I sat down in my seat and adjusted the erection that was now throbbing like a harsh reminder between my legs.

I felt defeated.

I had come home to be with my father, a man who was slowly fading a little more each day. The same man who’d instilled in me my sense of morality, the difference between right and wrong—yet, here I was, failing him. Just like his heart was.

Addison was a dangerous distraction to a man whose life was in chaos. She was the promise of youth, of being fearless…of being alive. She was everything I couldn’t have and shouldn’t want, but the more she taunted, the more my resolve crumbled.

Temptation had come to visit, and her steely determination would likely destroy us both.

I waited by my car for an hour, and he never came. In the back of my mind, I’d known that he wouldn’t, but I held out hope that I’d be wrong. By the time four rolled around, I had several text messages from Brandon.

Brandon – Where are u?

I was still in the parking lot.

Brandon – I’m waiting…

Yeah? So was I.

Brandon – Thought u wanted to fuck?

I did…just not him.

It was now four thirty. I’d been waiting for an hour and a half, and Mr. McKendrick hadn’t shown. He was probably watching me, waiting for me to leave.

I liked that idea—that he was watching me—and at the same time, I was aware that wasn’t a normal response. Not that I was surprised because nothing had been normal for me, not since…well, since Daniel.

Deciding it was time to leave, I unlocked my door and got inside. As the engine rumbled to life, a favorite song of mine came over the radio. A smile stretched across my mouth as I cranked the volume up and reversed.

Halfway down the road, I turned off onto a side street. I whipped my car around in an illegal U-turn and pulled alongside the curb.

With the engine still idling, I tapped my fingers on the steering wheel and squeezed my eyes shut—one, two, three, one, two, three—and when I opened them, I spotted his black truck as it drove by.

Don’t do it. Don’t do it, I told myself.

How many times could I possibly get away with following him home?

But even as the thoughts echoed in my mind, I put my foot on the accelerator and drove out of the side street.

It takes approximately fifteen minutes to get to Mr. McKendrick’s house. I know that because I have timed myself—every time. Today, I got there in fewer than thirteen.

My car crawled to a stop at what I believed was a safe distance from his drive. I killed the engine and sat there. He’d likely already gone inside. Usually, he didn’t wait around.

He’d park the truck, and make his way to the front door. Once he was inside, I sometimes caught a glimpse of him as he moved through the house, but for today, I was just happy to be close.

Turning up the music so it was pumping through the car, I sat back and undid my seat belt, feeling a sense of calm wash over me—calm at being near.

It was a risk to be parked on his street, but I was willing to take it.

No one knew that I was there, so what would it hurt?

* * *

I couldn’t believe she’d followed me home.

I was sitting in my truck with my hands wrapped around the steering wheel. I could see her in the rearview mirror, and my heart pounded in my chest as I thought about my next move.

I’d purposely waited to leave until she had gone home. It had been quite the wait, but I couldn’t afford to put myself within close quarters of this girl.

She was undisciplined and clearly had never heard the word no in her life. She wanted things she couldn’t have, and I needed to make that much clearer than in our previous conversations.

I could see the hood of her car peeking out from behind one of the neighbor’s hedges and wished I could forget she was there, but this time she had crossed too many lines. She needed to know that this behavior could not continue.

Pushing open my truck door, I climbed out and locked it before walking down the drive. I strode purposefully along the sidewalk and tried to think of exactly what I was going to say to this student of mine.

Please stop following me? Please stop hitting on me?

They both sounded ridiculous, and I realized that at this point the word please needed to be thrown right out the fucking window.

Polite wasn’t going to work with Addison Lancaster. It was time to get serious, maybe even mean, because this girl had the ability to destroy me.

I squinted against the sun’s reflection on the windshield as I approached her car. She didn’t see me since she had her eyes closed and her head resting back on the seat. Her mouth was parted like she was…fucking hell, her hand…

I pulled my eyes away from what she was doing and ignored the fact I was certain she was moaning. Instead, I stepped around to the driver’s side of the car.

Knocking firmly on the window, I caught her jump as her eyes snapped open, and she removed her palm from between her legs. She frantically sat up, and I knew that she had not expected me to come down here. In fact, she seemed truly panicked.

Good, maybe this would teach her a lesson.

Again, I rapped on the window, harder this time, and when I heard the locks pop, I hauled open the car door.

“Get. Out!” I demanded as she gaped at me wide-eyed.

She visibly swallowed and shook slightly as she climbed out of the car, closing the door behind her. I grabbed her arm and tugged her off the road and up onto the curb.

“What the hell are you doing here?”

“I—”

“Did you follow me?”

Her blue eyes flicked over my face, but this time the move seemed more nervous than flirtatious.

“Did you fucking follow me?” I thundered.

“Yes!” she conceded, and I dropped her arm as quickly as I had grabbed it.

“Why would you do that? You know you can’t be here!”

She took a step closer, and I backed up like she was contagious.

“Why can’t I be here?”

“Because you fucking can’t! I don’t want you here.”

Jesus, what a fucking joke. I felt as though I was about to get struck by lightning over that huge lie. I had just caught this girl masturbating in her car, and all I could think about was watching her do it again, but this time in my bed.

“If I wasn’t your student—”

“You are my student, Addison. You’re my student, and I’m your teacher. This will never happen.”

“But if I wasn’t?”

“Go home.”

Just like that, I witnessed her nerves disappear before she demanded, “Answer me!”

I felt the headache throbbing behind my eyes and was disgusted by the fact it was keeping time with the blood pumping through my erect cock.

“You’re hard.”

As soon as her soft observation hit my ears, I told her again, “Go. Home.”

“Why are you so worried? No one is here, and I like it.”

“I’m not worried. I’m appalled. Appalled that someone as bright as you are feels like she has to throw herself at people to get attention. Not only boys, but someone my age.”

“How old are you? I’d guess thirty.”

“Again, these are all things that are none of your business, Addison. You know that. This behavior of yours needs to stop, or I’ll be forced to contact your parents.”

She laughed then, a sound so sweet and carefree that I wondered what exactly was going through her head. One minute she was the bright, promising schoolgirl and the next, a bold, reckless imitation of herself who seemed to constantly be pushing boundaries and searching for something…more.

“And what would you tell them? Hello, Mrs. Lancaster, I’m calling to let you know that your daughter has been turning up at my house and masturbating in her car. Oh, and can you please keep her away from me because she gives me a hard-on?”

I felt my anger course through me and was annoyed that it heightened my already misplaced arousal. I stepped closer, and she backed up hitting the car. The spark that lit her eyes provoked me even further, so I leaned down over her and did something I’d never done before. I threatened a woman. Worse, I threatened a girl.

“You’re trying my patience, Addison. You need to leave me alone. Get in the fucking car, and go home. Or you won’t like what happens next.”

Her eyes fell to my mouth and then came back up to meet mine, but instead of fear, which I’d hoped to instill, all I could sense was excitement.

Excitement and lust. The same emotions that were feeding my own.

“And if I stay?”

Before I could stop myself, I snatched a handful of her sports jacket in one of my fists and hauled her in close. Close enough that I could feel her breath against my lips.

“This is very dangerous, Addison. I’m not another one of your little boys that can be led around by their cock. Now. Leave.”

I released her and marched back to my house not even waiting to see if she followed my order.

* * *

Oh shit, I thought as I remained where he’d left me, pressed up against my car door. My legs were barely supporting me as my entire body trembled. My pussy was throbbing so hard I could literally feel each perverted pulse.

One, two, three.

I cupped myself, tightening my thighs around my fingers. Christ. He was so fucking intense.

Exactly what I wanted. Exactly what I needed.

I replayed his words and bit my bottom lip before removing my hand and walking around to the driver’s side.

When I passed by his house, I spotted him through his front window. I zeroed in on him and saw the frustration from seconds earlier still evident on his face.

I continued my secret perusal and witnessed something I knew he wouldn’t have wanted me to. Him—unbuckling and unzipping his jeans.

I didn’t care what Mr. McKendrick said; his body was calling for me, and I couldn’t help but respond.

* * *

Present…

“Addison? Addison. It’s time for your meds.”

The woman standing in the light blue scrubs is analyzing me as I sit on the old, broken-down couch in the common room.

“Addison?”

I wonder what she thinks of me—Slut? Skank? Whore?

It’s ironic. Before coming here, I wouldn’t have cared what she thought because I would’ve known I was perfect.

Not anymore.

According to them, I’m broken and in need of healing—less than perfect.

“Your meds. Here.” She passes me a small plastic cup with my pills. I take it from her as the TV switches stories.