“Scarcely that,” I replied. “There’s a lot of activity in the air and then the continual watch for invasion.”

“Ah yes, that’s true, but where could one get away from this ghastly war? You and the young ladies, and Mrs. Jermyn, of course, have helped a great deal.”

We were silent for a while, and then I said: “I told you my fiancé was … over there?”

“Yes,” he said.

“It is some months since Dunkirk now … do you think …?”

“One can never be sure. Some of them were taken prisoner. Others may be on the run. There are some good brave people over there. They hated this patched-up peace and are working underground. I believe they help people get across the borders into neutral territory … Switzerland, for instance. The lucky ones could manage to get home … in time.”

“What of the soldiers who were taken prisoner?”

“Even the Germans should respect the rules of war and must treat prisoners according to them. But it would mean waiting until the war is over …”

“Do you think it is possible for people to escape?”

“Everything is possible.”

“Do you really believe it is reasonable to go on hoping? Please tell me the truth.”

He said solemnly: “Yes, I think it is reasonable to hope. How can we know what is happening over there?”

I did feel a little comforted after that, and I had a conviction that somewhere Jowan was alive and that he would come back.

I could not sleep that night. I kept thinking of Jowan in some prisoner-of-war camp in France … in Belgium … in Germany. It could be in any of those countries. Or perhaps he had escaped capture. Perhaps he was in hiding with some French people who were looking after him and would get him to Switzerland.

And as I lay there, I saw a sudden light flash across the sky. I got out of bed and looked out to sea. It was dark, but as I stood there I saw a beam of light. It flashed and was gone in a moment.

In view of the invasion fears, I felt I could not dismiss this lightly. At the same time, I remembered the laughter we had aroused through our shoal of fish which we had thought was an invading force. I was cautious.

I slipped on some clothes and went out. Everything was still. I could see nothing as far out as the horizon. I waited a while and went back to bed, but not to sleep. I had definitely seen those flashes.

When I went down to breakfast I saw Gordon and told him that I had seen flashes of light during the night.

“Strange,” he said. “Could have been lightning. I don’t think any invading force would flash lights to warn us of their arrival.”

“No. That’s why I did not raise the alarm. I did not want to appear ridiculous again. It was all quiet, so I just returned to bed.”

“It was almost certain to have been lightning.”

But it seemed that others had seen the lights. We were still keeping our watch on the cliffs, though it seemed less likely now that the Germans would try to invade.

We were, according to reports, showing a strong resistance in the air, and the battle which must be won before a landing was attempted was not yet over. Unlike the French, the British had shown they were determined to fight, no matter at what cost to themselves.

All the same, we had to be on the alert.

There was a great deal of talk about the lights.

Naturally there were exaggerations that the lights were signals and there was the inevitable conclusion that there were traitors amongst us who were sending messages to the enemy across the sea.

Charley came home from school one day with a bruised face and a black eye.

Nanny Crabtree seized on him.

“Fighting again!” she cried. “You’ll get really hurt one of these days, young fellow. I tell you, I won’t have it. What was this all about?”

Charley looked stubborn. “Knocked me ’ead on a post,” he said sullenly.

“Don’t give me that,” said Nanny Crabtree. “You’ve been having a scrap, that’s what.”

She showed extreme displeasure, but Charley refused to talk and he was in disgrace. I was surprised to detect how much he cared; but he put on that defiant, almost insolent, look which always maddened Nanny Crabtree.

“I can’t do with a child that gives me that look,” she explained. “He says nothing … just looks at you as though he knows it all and you know nothing. And what can you do? All he’s done is look. And another thing, I can’t stand a child who lies. Walked into a post, my foot!”

Poor Charley, I was sorry for him. However indifferent his parents had been, they were still his family and there did not seem to be anyone else but Aunt Lil, for whom he obviously had little respect or affection. All he had was his little brother, and I was deeply touched by the protective care he bestowed on him. I liked Charley and I hated to see him on bad terms with Nanny Crabtree.

At the same time, I was visiting Mrs. Pardell now and then. She had been a good friend to us at the time of Dorabella’s return and I knew she was pleased when I called on her, though her nature prevented her from showing this pleasure.

She was fiercely patriotic and was constantly knitting sweaters and balaclavas for the troops; she also worked a few hours a week with the Red Cross.

She gave me a glass of her home-brewed wine and, as we sat talking, she mentioned the lights which had been seen flashing out to sea.

I said: “Mr. Lewyth thinks they were probably lightning.”

“That could be,” she agreed. “And yet again it might not.”

“If it were not, what was it?”

She pressed her lips tightly together and said: “Well, I suppose there could have been something out there … a submarine, or something like that … something out of sight that could get in close … and someone on land could be sending out messages.”

“I suppose that is possible …”

“They’re up to all sorts of things nowadays. There’s some funny people about. The lights were out your way. You ought to remember that, so you could keep a special guard.”

“But…” I began.

“Well,” she went on, “you’ve got that German girl up there. Can’t be too careful these days.”

“You can’t mean …”

“Well, she’s a German. You can’t trust any of them. Little Hitlers, the lot of them.”

“Gretchen!” I cried. “Oh, but that’s absurd. She hates Hitler and his regime. He has ruined the lives of her family.”

“Well, that’s as may be, but once a German always a German.”

I knew from the past that once Mrs. Pardell had made up her mind, there was no changing it. I was deeply disturbed, for I guessed she was not the only one who would be suspicious of Gretchen. Her accent betrayed her and since the flashing lights episode, which as had been observed, had come from Tregarland’s way, they would say: That German woman is there.

After that I was aware of people’s attitude towards Gretchen when we went into the Poldowns together. Sly looks were cast her way.

This was ridiculous. I could only hope that Gretchen was not aware of it. But I could see there was an inevitability about it. The people wanted to suspect someone, and naturally they looked to Gretchen.

This was confirmed when I made the discovery through Bert Trimmell.

I came across him one day, sitting on a stile near the home farm. He had been doing some little job Gordon had given him. Both boys liked to work on the farm, particularly among the animals.

He looked mournful, even near to tears. I paused and said: “Hello, Bert. What’s wrong?”

He hesitated for a moment and then said: “Nanny Crabtree don’t like us anymore. Will she send us away?”

“Good gracious, no. She would never do that. She really does like you very much.”

“She don’t like Charley. Charley says she could send us away.”

“She would never do that. We wouldn’t let her, and she wouldn’t want to either. It’s just that she doesn’t like fighting and Charley wouldn’t tell her why he had done it when she has said he was not to.”

“Charley didn’t think he ought to tell her, did he?”

I was used to the phraseology of the boys. They would ask confirmation of facts of which one could know nothing. They were not really asking, I realized. It was just a form of speech.

“To tell her what?” I asked.

“What he was fighting about.”

“Why?”

“’Cos he didn’t think it was right, did he?”

“What didn’t he think was right?”

“To tell ’er. He said there was some things you had to keep quiet about.”

“Bert, please tell me. I promise that, if it is something which I shouldn’t be told, I won’t tell it.”

He paused for a moment, then he looked at me squarely.

“All right,” he said. “It was that boy, wasn’t it. He said there was a traitor in our ’ouse. She was a German spy and she was sending messages to them Germans out there.”

“Yes,” I said faintly.

“Well, Charley said it was a lie, didn’t he? There wasn’t no traitors in our ’ouse, and then he gave him that black eye, didn’t ’e?”

“I see. So that was what it was all about.”

“Charley didn’t ’arf give him a going over,” Bert giggled. “Charley would give him the same over again if he said anything about anybody in our ’ouse.”

“I see. Bert, I think I ought to tell Nanny Crabtree.”

“Charley won’t like it. He’ll go on at me for telling.”

“I think Charley will like it. It was a good thing he did. I am going to tell Nanny. Then I think she will like him … like him very much. Charley need not be unhappy anymore.”

Bert was silent for a moment, then he said: “All right. You’ll know, Miss.”

I went to Nanny Crabtree at once.

“Nanny,” I said. “I’ve discovered why Charley was fighting.

“The young imp,” said Nanny. “After I’d told him I’d have none of that here.”

“I think you’ll change your mind when you hear. Some boy was saying that Gretchen was a spy and was sending messages out to sea. Charley wouldn’t have that. He wouldn’t have anyone saying anything against anyone in this house.”

Nanny Crabtree’s face softened into a beatific smile.

“And he had a fight with this boy because of that? Silly lad. Why didn’t he tell me?”

“He seemed to have some idea that you wouldn’t like it to be mentioned.”

“Well, well, what would you do with them then?”

“So it was rather a noble act,” I said.

“What goes on in their minds, bless ’em. I’m going to give him my sweet ration, that’s what.”

I put my arms round her and hugged her. Nanny loved sweet things and her sweet ration was rather important to her.

After that, Charley knew he was forgiven.

I said to Nanny: “I am so pleased. It shows, doesn’t it, that he thinks of Tregarland as his home?”

“More of a home than he had back with those parents of his. And that Aunt Lil. I don’t much like the sound of her.”

“Yes,” I said. “He feels he has to defend us all. It means, Nanny, that he looks on this now as his home.”

We had a caller at the Priory. He drove over one afternoon when I happened to be in the gardens getting some flowers for one of the rooms, so I heard the car arrive and went to see who it was.

A tall, pleasant-looking man in the uniform of a captain alighted from the car.

“I wonder if I could see Mrs. Jermyn,” he asked me. “My name is Brent.”

“I am sure you can. Do come in.”

I took him to a sitting room on the ground floor and asked one of the maids to tell Mrs. Jermyn that we had a visitor.

“A lovely place you have here,” he said. “Highly suitable for your convalescent home. It is that I have come to see you about really.”

“We have had visits from the authorities and from the hospital. That was when we started.”

“Yes, I know, and everyone is delighted about what you are doing. I’m actually an army doctor. My captain’s rank is complimentary. I thought you might allow me to call occasionally to see the men who are here. Many of them, although they are physically well enough to leave hospital, have suffered grueling experiences and need special care.”

Mrs. Jermyn arrived. They shook hands and he said: “I’m James Brent—attached to the medical staff. I have been explaining to Miss …”

“Denver,” I supplied.

He smiled. “… to Miss Denver that we want to keep an eye on some of the men. They have been through some shattering ordeals and we want to make sure they’re all right. I was hoping you wouldn’t mind if I called from time to time … just to see that all’s well. There are one or two who have given us cause for anxiety.”